forgive me
D12 ft. 50 Cent Lyrics
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Here I stand as a dysfunctional man
Quick-tempered, short-fused, and pissed at God
Demons pullin' at my soul 'til it's ripped apart
Secret's out momma that fire I started it
Fuck the fireman logic of the closet by the wire shit
What's positive about a father that bust nuts then wussed up
And a momma that don't show her son enough love
And force these chicken head bitches to get abortions
I'm married to game, my mistress is fame
My girl Paq the closest, she know I ain't gon' change
Go insane in a world evil as ours
I done shot at houses, people and cars
The deeper the scars, the worst is the history
God you ain't gotta forgive me, just don't forget me, you hear me?
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again
And again
And most importantly I'm tryin' to support my seeds
Can't seem to get away from them courtin' fees
Embroidery, on my hood across my heart disorderly
Breakin' in houses of people who ain't got more than me
Accordingly, I move in error
Gotta face the fact though I can't fool this mirror
Neglected my daughter and tryin' to blame on how I was brought up
Like I'm a product of this environment, why ain't I shot up?
Got up today like, "Why you let me breathe again?"
And with each breath I feel death is creepin' in
Thinkin' sinners are winners and I'ma finish last
My pen and pad record my life as each minute pass
Passin minutes, I shook sin and shook drugs
I did right by you but still you took Bugz
Then caught me in adultery, fought me
For not knowin' through the dark streets you walked me, talked to me
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again
And again
It's the risk that's a rush so rush my wrists in the cuffs
It's like a fight for yo' attention and love
Speakin' of Bugz, give me a hint from above
If he not you know I wanna be sent when I'm done
Kid outta wedlock so my lady's frontin'
I love 'Em, cause he gave me somethin'
A positive anything is better than a negative nothin'
I was on the edge of death ready to jump in
It's hard when you can't find love anywhere
And just because the reverend listen, don't mean he care
Pops on crack with a sufferin' past
I dream in black and white, the world color me bad
Other than sad, painful and stress
Life is good with the webs that, tangle with death
Control the border, control the school
I have sinned amongst men and my soul is yours, yours
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again
And again
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again
And again
In the song "Forgive Me Remix" by D12 ft. 50 Cent, the lyrics reveal the struggles of a dysfunctional man dealing with pent-up anger and the consequences of his past actions. He describes being raised by a dysfunctional family and how that has affected his own behavior. He expresses his frustrations with God and feels as though demons are pulling at his soul. He even confesses to starting a fire and running from his first son, forcing girls he is involved with to get abortions. His marriage to the game and mistress to fame suggest his struggles with addiction and desire for fame. However, the most poignant part of the lyrics is his plea to God: "God you ain't gotta forgive me, just don't forget me, you hear me?" This line encapsulates the man's desire for acceptance and redemption, even if he feels he may not deserve it.
Line by Line Meaning
Barely raised by my dysfunctional fam
I was not given proper upbringing by my family
Here I stand as a dysfunctional man
As a result of my upbringing, I am now a dysfunctional person
Quick-tempered, short-fused, and pissed at God
I am easily enraged and resentful towards God
Demons pullin' at my soul 'til it's ripped apart
I feel like I am being torn apart by inner demons
Secret's out momma that fire I started it
I have revealed the truth that I was responsible for starting a fire
Fuck the fireman logic of the closet by the wire shit
I do not believe in the idea of hiding things in the closet
What's positive about a father that bust nuts then wussed up
There is nothing good about a father who abandons his responsibilities
And a momma that don't show her son enough love
Likewise, a mother who fails to show love is also a negative influence
Shit, that's why I run from my first son
This is why I avoid my own son
And force these chicken head bitches to get abortions
I even make my partners get abortions
I'm married to game, my mistress is fame
I am devoted to the music industry more than anything else
My girl Paq the closest, she know I ain't gon' change
My girl Paq is the closest person to me and understands that I am not going to change
Go insane in a world evil as ours
This cruel world is driving me to insanity
I done shot at houses, people and cars
I have even resorted to violence by shooting at houses, people, and cars
The deeper the scars, the worst is the history
The more scars I have, the more troubled my past is
God you ain't gotta forgive me, just don't forget me, you hear me?
I do not expect God to forgive me, but I hope He remembers me
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
I am praying to God for His forgiveness
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I have repeatedly sinned just to maintain my status on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
I remember my past sins quite vividly
And most importantly I'm tryin' to support my seeds
Above all, I am trying to provide for my children
Can't seem to get away from them courtin' fees
However, I am often plagued by legal fees
Embroidery, on my hood across my heart disorderly
My clothing and demeanor are often disorderly, as blank spots on my hoodie illustrate
Breakin' in houses of people who ain't got more than me
I sometimes resort to stealing from people who have less than me
Accordingly, I move in error
I am prone to making mistakes
Gotta face the fact though I can't fool this mirror
I must force myself to acknowledge the truth and confront myself in the mirror
Neglected my daughter and tryin' to blame on how I was brought up
I am trying to excuse my negligence towards my daughter as a result of my own upbringing
Like I'm a product of this environment, why ain't I shot up?
I feel like I am a product of my troubled environment, so why have I not fallen victim to violence as well?
Got up today like, "Why you let me breathe again?"
I am questioning why God has given me another day to live
And with each breath I feel death is creepin' in
I feel like death is slowly creeping up on me with every breath I take
Thinkin' sinners are winners and I'ma finish last
I am beginning to believe that those who commit sins have success, whereas I am destined to fail
My pen and pad record my life as each minute pass
I document my life through writing in hopes of understanding it better
Passin minutes, I shook sin and shook drugs
I am gradually breaking away from sin and drug addiction
I did right by you but still you took Bugz
I lived my life according to God's will, yet He still took my friend Bugz
Then caught me in adultery, fought me
God still punishes me, such as by exposing me for my adultery and engaging in conflict with me
For not knowin' through the dark streets you walked me, talked to me
I failed to recognize that God was with me through the many struggles and hardships I have faced
It's the risk that's a rush so rush my wrists in the cuffs
I am willing to take risks that may endanger my freedom and result in my arrest
It's like a fight for yo' attention and love
I am always competing for attention and love
Speakin' of Bugz, give me a hint from above
I am asking God to send a sign associated with my deceased friend Bugz
If he not you know I wanna be sent when I'm done
If Bugz is not in heaven, I also want to be sent to the same place when I die
Kid outta wedlock so my lady's frontin'
My child was born out of wedlock, and my partner is struggling to cope with this fact
I love 'Em, cause he gave me somethin'
But despite this, I still love my child because he is my own flesh and blood
A positive anything is better than a negative nothin'
I believe that any positive addition to my life is better than nothing at all
I was on the edge of death ready to jump in
I was at the brink of death contemplating suicide
It's hard when you can't find love anywhere
Love is hard to come by, and I find myself struggling with this fact
And just because the reverend listen, don't mean he care
Even when people listen to my struggles, it does not always mean that they truly care
Pops on crack with a sufferin' past
My father has had a difficult past, and he struggles with drug addiction
I dream in black and white, the world color me bad
I have a bleak outlook on life and often dream of dark, monochrome scenarios
Other than sad, painful and stress
My life is filled with sadness, pain, and stress
Life is good with the webs that, tangle with death
Despite this, I still find joy in living life and being confronted with risk and danger
Control the border, control the school
Those who control the borders also have the power to control education
I have sinned amongst men and my soul is yours, yours
I have committed sins and now entrust my soul to God
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Capitol CMG Publishing, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: CURTIS JAMES JACKSON, C. CONLLEY, DE SHAUN D. HOLTON, B. JOHNSON, LARRY LOUIS, D. MOORE
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@baldeagle7306
[Verse 1: Proof]
Barely raised by my dysfunctional fam
Here I stand as a dysfunctional man
Quick-tempered, short-fused and pissed at God
Demons pullin' at my soul 'til it's ripped apart
Secret's out, Momma: that fire, I started it
Fuck the fireman logic of the closet by the wire shit
What's positive about a father that bust nuts then wussed up
And a momma that don't show her son enough love?
Shit, that's why I run from my first son
And force these chickenhead bitches to get abortions
I married the Game, my mistress is Fame
My girl packed her clothes, she know I ain't gon' change
Go insane in a world evil as ours
I done shot at houses, people and cars
The deeper the scars, the worse is the history
God, you ain't gotta forgive me, just don't forget me, you hear me? [Chorus: 50 Cent]
Lord, forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay on top
I recall memories filled with sin
Over and over again… and again
[Verse 2: Proof]
And most importantly I'm tryin' to support my seeds
Can't seem to get away from them courtin' fees
Embroidery, on my hood across my heart disorderly
Breakin' in houses of people who ain't got more than me
Accordingly, I move in error
Gotta face the fact though, I can't fool this mirror
Neglected my daughter
And tryin' to blame on how I was brought up
Like I'm a product of this environment, why ain't I shot up?
Got up today like, "Why you let me breathe again?"
And with each breath I feel death is creepin' in
Thinkin' sinners are winners and I'ma finish last
My pen and pad record my life as each minute pass
Passin' minutes, I shook sin and shook drugs
I did right by you, but still you took Bugz
Then caught me in adultery, fought me
For not knowin' through the dark streets
You walked me, talked to me [Chorus: 50 Cent]
Lord, forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay on top
I recall memories filled with sin
Over and over again… and again
[Verse 3: Proof]
It's the risk that's a rush, so rush my wrists into cuffs
It's like a fight for your attention and love
Speakin' of Bugz, give me a hint from above
If he not, you know I wanna be sent when I'm done
Kid out of wedlock so my lady's frontin'
I love Em 'cause he gave me somethin'
A positive anything is better than a negative nothin'
I was on the edge of death, ready to jump in
It's hard when you can't find love anywhere
And just because the reverend listen don't mean he care
Pops on crack with a sufferin' past
I dream in black and white, the world color me bad
Other than sad, painful and stressed
Life is good with the webs that tangle with death
Control the border, control the score
I have sinned amongst men and my soul is yours
[Chorus: 50 Cent]
Lord, forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay on top
I recall memories filled with sin
Over and over again… and again
Lord, forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay on top
I recall memories filled with sin
Over and over again… and again
@baldeagle7306
[Verse 1: Proof]
Barely raised by my dysfunctional fam
Here I stand as a dysfunctional man
Quick-tempered, short-fused and pissed at God
Demons pullin' at my soul 'til it's ripped apart
Secret's out, Momma: that fire, I started it
Fuck the fireman logic of the closet by the wire shit
What's positive about a father that bust nuts then wussed up
And a momma that don't show her son enough love?
Shit, that's why I run from my first son
And force these chickenhead bitches to get abortions
I married the Game, my mistress is Fame
My girl packed her clothes, she know I ain't gon' change
Go insane in a world evil as ours
I done shot at houses, people and cars
The deeper the scars, the worse is the history
God, you ain't gotta forgive me, just don't forget me, you hear me? [Chorus: 50 Cent]
Lord, forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay on top
I recall memories filled with sin
Over and over again… and again
[Verse 2: Proof]
And most importantly I'm tryin' to support my seeds
Can't seem to get away from them courtin' fees
Embroidery, on my hood across my heart disorderly
Breakin' in houses of people who ain't got more than me
Accordingly, I move in error
Gotta face the fact though, I can't fool this mirror
Neglected my daughter
And tryin' to blame on how I was brought up
Like I'm a product of this environment, why ain't I shot up?
Got up today like, "Why you let me breathe again?"
And with each breath I feel death is creepin' in
Thinkin' sinners are winners and I'ma finish last
My pen and pad record my life as each minute pass
Passin' minutes, I shook sin and shook drugs
I did right by you, but still you took Bugz
Then caught me in adultery, fought me
For not knowin' through the dark streets
You walked me, talked to me [Chorus: 50 Cent]
Lord, forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay on top
I recall memories filled with sin
Over and over again… and again
[Verse 3: Proof]
It's the risk that's a rush, so rush my wrists into cuffs
It's like a fight for your attention and love
Speakin' of Bugz, give me a hint from above
If he not, you know I wanna be sent when I'm done
Kid out of wedlock so my lady's frontin'
I love Em 'cause he gave me somethin'
A positive anything is better than a negative nothin'
I was on the edge of death, ready to jump in
It's hard when you can't find love anywhere
And just because the reverend listen don't mean he care
Pops on crack with a sufferin' past
I dream in black and white, the world color me bad
Other than sad, painful and stressed
Life is good with the webs that tangle with death
Control the border, control the score
I have sinned amongst men and my soul is yours
[Chorus: 50 Cent]
Lord, forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay on top
I recall memories filled with sin
Over and over again… and again
Lord, forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay on top
I recall memories filled with sin
Over and over again… and again
@MESSIAHMYBIATCHH
Proof İlluminati
@keithrisse7076
Super fucked fif didn't have a verse
@jordamherbert8694
“Got up to day, why you let me breath again?” Who else felt that jeeezzz
@emperortrevornorton3119
Proof deserve respect for horror core and gangster rap ESHAM and Proof are awesome
@t9xxx
@Keith Risse fiftys part is an entirely different song thats why he aint on it haha
@gabrielstafford5174
Proof deserves more recognition as a lyricist.
@myzquadizgodzillaz
Lt. Magnum he better then yellawolf
@conlanb2932
Hell yeah, he is a legend of Hip Hop, I hate when shit rappers have a lot of reconization and super good rappers are so underrated
@SamBlinded
@MY ZQUAD IZ GODZILLA’z yelawolf is so talented!! Why compare those 2🤔🤷♀️