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DAOKO Lyrics

外は暗く
The outside is dark

大人らしく 振る舞う
Trying to act mature

孤独の上に
On top of loneliness

装飾品で着飾って 気になる ゴシップ
Dressing up with accessories and being interested in gossip

男女交際の噂よく聞くさこりゃ いっぱい食わされた
Hearing a lot of rumors about dating and being fed up

そいつは偽物だ皮はがせ
That person is a fake, reveal their true nature

ネタ収集 仲間がまさかの垂れ流しそれガセだし
Gathering information, but finding out that your friends are spreading false information

もう遅いよ 遅いよ
It's already late, too late

はしるはしる 人の口つたって 影口してたよその報告自体影口だし
Running around, spreading rumors about others, but realizing that your own report is also just gossip

ぐちぐち 耳打ち 隅々まで行き渡った末
Whispering complaints, spreading to every corner

しまいにゃ舌打ちってしりゃないよこの仕打
Ending up clicking your tongue, but it's not the right thing to do

人のまっくろなとこ 見なく無かったなこんなことなら
Not seeing the darkest side of people, wishing you hadn't seen it

言葉が生み出した 負の思想 空想理論顔負け
Negative thoughts created by words, surpassing imaginary theories

口内伸ばした舌
An extended tongue inside the mouth

ことばのおく そこにあったら 止めどなく ふる雪 くつふみ
If there was a limitless snow beyond words, trampling on it

それでいいの ぼくはいいの とととめてとめてよ
Is it okay like this? I'm okay, please stop it

とんとんとんと上手く行くこと探すことさえとっても困難で
Even searching for things that go well is very difficult

でもこんなんでも幸せ 暗闇に言い聞かせ
But even in this state, I convince myself to be happy in the darkness

嫌われたくないその一心で 必死に叫んで
Desperately shouting because I don't want to be hated

有言実行重みを背負って そうです
Carrying the weight of following through with my words, yes

人間検定誰が決めんの
Who decides the human qualifications?

永遠道中これが正々堂々とした絶対悪
This eternal journey is a completely justified absolute evil

SNSでみかけた いじめっこだったあの子がアップロード
That child I saw being a bully on social media uploaded something

みてみてってチュープリ アレが噂のハニー?
Look, look! Is that the rumored honey?

ふりふりの服着て人生楽しそう
Dressed in fancy clothes, looks like they're enjoying life

自分のしたこと行ったことなにもかも
Everything I did, everything I accomplished

日が立つにつれ忘れ薄れ
As the days pass, it fades from memory

何年かたって開いた口から出た言葉
Words spoken from an opened mouth after several years

若気の至り
Foolishness of youth

いったりきたりやっぱり戻ってきた
Going back and forth, and eventually returning

原点回帰 千年経っても変わりはしないさ
Return to the origin, it will never change even after a thousand years

あなたずっとそこに そこに 底に
You're always there, at the bottom

わたしはこっちに行くから外に
I'm going this way, outside

じゃあねばいばい鍵閉めて 幸い今は幸せ
Goodbye, closing the door, thankfully I'm happy now

ここにしかない愛 あの時の影が馬鹿みたいに今はちっぽけだ
Love that exists only here, the shadow from that time now seems insignificant

耐えられなかった愛
Love that couldn't be endured

実は何ものにも代えられないものだったんだ
In reality, it was something that couldn't be replaced by anything else

気づいたってだってだって
Even if I realized it, even if I realized it

カーテンの下 染み付いたシーツの表面
Underneath the curtains, the stained surface of the sheets

放物線描いて飛び散った濁った絵の具の水がまた染み付いて
The murky water of spilled paint flying in parabolic arcs stained again

まだら模様を表現 えっとね ぼくらは点と線と面
Expressing a mottled pattern, umm, we are dots, lines, and surfaces

ほらまた何かを探してる模様
Look, I'm searching for something again

彷徨った果て行き着いた路地裏
Reached a dead end after wandering, in a back alley

どんな時でもぼくは やだやだやだやだって
No matter what, I always say, 'No, no, no, no'

現実逃避 うすぐらい電柱の元に蝿サナギになり羽化した
Escaping from reality, becoming a fly pupa near a dim streetlight and hatching

高架線斜め上引っかかってモゲタ羽
Getting snagged by the overhead wires, lost part of my wings

これじゃだめだいつまでたっても とても大きな足に潰される
This won't do, no matter how much time passes, I'll be crushed by a very big foot

おとな盲目 底にらんだら それとなく かぶる罪 くるしみ
Adults are blind, when you peek into the bottom, there's a hidden burden of pain

それでいいの ぼくはいいの とととめてとめてよ
Is it okay like this? I'm okay, please stop it

今の僕は蛍光灯に群がる蛾と何らかわりないだろう
Now, I'm no different from a moth swarming around a fluorescent light

ミーハー 時に牙をむく
Being a crowd follower and sometimes showing fangs

必死になって生きようとしてる あいつらの方がずっといきものらしい
They're desperately trying to live, and they seem much more alive than me

ただ淡々と本能のままに生きるいきものようでそうでない
Just living instinctively, as if like a living creature, but not really

しかし脳内は妄想でぎっしりとシンドローム
But my brain is packed with fantasies and syndrome

永遠に続く君と僕は
You and I, continuing forever

心の臓が痛いくらいにどくどくするんだ
Our hearts beat so fast that it hurts

孤独の裏に毒 もくもくあがる煙窓閉めて鍵をしめ手を握りしめて目を閉じて息をとめるの
Behind loneliness, poison rises and smoke fills the air. Closing the windows, locking the door, gripping my hand tightly, closing my eyes, and holding my breath

意識の湖深く潜ってく
Diving deep into the lake of consciousness

不思議と怖くないなんでだろうか
I wonder why it's strangely not scary

泡で覆われて僕もやがて泡となる
Covered in bubbles, eventually, I will become a bubble too

刹那一斉はじけた 君の声がひびく
In an instant, a simultaneous burst, your voice echoes