My Last Words
DAX Lyrics

What would your last words be?
If you were about to die and had only two minutes left, what would you say?

If someone put a gun to your head
If someone had a gun pointed at you

And said you had two minutes before they shoot
And told you that you had two minutes to live before they pulled the trigger

Here are mine
Here are the things I would say

Wish I can go and revisit the evil I
I wish I could go back and make right the bad things I've done

Did through the course of my life (I wish)
I wish I could undo the wrongs I've committed in my lifetime

Wish I could go back in time take the
I wish I could travel back in time and undo

Wrongs that I did and reverse them to right (Fuck)
the wrongs I committed and make them right

Wish I can take all the pain, the hurt,
I wish I could bear the pain,

The struggle and keep 'em inside (Damn)
hurt and struggles I caused and keep them to myself

Wish I can say that I'm sorry to
I wish I could apologize to

People I broke here before that I die (What)
the people I hurt before I die

Wish I can go back in time to my father, I didn't really mean it
I wish I could go back in time and tell my dad I didn't mean what I said to him

Wish I can go tell my mom that I loved her
I wish I could go tell my mom that I love her

And all of this money I got I don't need it
And I wish I could tell her that I don't need all this money I have

Wish I could go to the church and I talked
I wish I could go to church and speak to

The Lord in an effort to conquer my demons
God in an effort to overcome my inner struggles

I'm beggin' and pleadin'
I'm begging and pleading

I'm down on my knees and he's ready
I'm on my knees and ready to face

To shoot and I'm practically bleedin'
death while I'm bleeding

So this is my destiny, I finna get death to the G
So this is my fate, I'm going to die

Somebody please help me, yeah
Someone please help me

These are my last words
These are the words I will say before I die

It's Dax!
This is Dax speaking

Wish I can go back in time and revisit myself just to make me believe
I wish I could go back in time and convince myself to believe

I had these goals and these dreams in my
that I had goals and dreams in my

Mind that were mine that I'll never achieve
mind that I will never accomplish

All of these gifts and these talents
All the talents and abilities God gave me

Were given by God I was blessed to received
were given to me by God as a blessing

I was too busy worry 'bout bitches and money
I was too focused on women and money

And all of this shit that you people would think
and all the things that people think are important

Needed help with depression
I needed help with depression

All of my passive aggressions I should've confessed them
I should have confessed all the passive aggressions I had

I learned my lesson
I learned from my mistakes

I didn't get nothin' but sadness that fucked over all of my blessings
All I got was sadness that ruined all the good things in my life

Fucking perfection
The idea of being perfect

I shoulda walked on my own and I traveled
I should have followed my own path instead of what was popular

The common direction, just to be trending
Just to be popular with everyone else

Wait!
Hold on!

Wish I would've not held back
I wish I didn't hold back

Wish I would've not fell back
I wish I didn't back down

Wish I would've helped my dad
I wish I helped my dad

Wish I would've fucked that bitch when I had the chance
I wish I slept with that girl when I had the chance

Wish I would've sold my soul
I wish I sold my soul

Just to get fame and all
Just to become famous and get everything I wanted

Should have played basketball
I should have played basketball

Nigga was masterful
I was really good at it

Wish I would have never put my time into
I wish I never spent time on

Those people who never tried to give it to me back
People who never gave me anything in return

Wish I would have never put my heart into a women that
I wish I didn't give my heart to a woman who

Will break it than allow it just to have a second chance
would rather break it than give me a second chance

Wish I would have let 'em see what I was really dealing
I wish I let people see what I was really struggling with

When I still ain't tryna hide it on a motherfuckin' track
Even though I tried to make it public through my music

I blow a milli just to prove that I'm a legend in the makin'
I spent a lot of money just to prove I'm going to be a legend

Just to show them what it looks like when I get it right back
Just to show them what success looks like when I achieve it

Dear God
God, Please listen

I'm not gonna lie, I'mma need your forgiveness
I need your forgiveness

I knew that no one was watching but in my last minute
I know that no one is watching but in my last moments

I now know that you were a witness
I now realize that you were there, watching me

So I'm repentant
So I'm truly sorry

Now that's it's sinnin'
Now that it's come to this

Why? Because I need to make it to heaven
I need to go to heaven

Born as a sinner, die as a winner
I was born as a sinner, but I will die as a winner

Period just like the end of a sentence
It's a fact, just like the end of a sentence

I swear the devil is watching me
I believe the devil is watching me

He tried to make me his prodigy
He tried to turn me into his follower

This is my fucking apology
This is my sincere apology

I don't want nothin' but honesty
All I want is honesty

Heaven to hell was just callin' me
Both heaven and hell were calling me

30 seconds left
I'm running out of time

And to the bitch that broke my heart
And to the girl who broke my heart

I just hope that you can sleep
I just hope you can rest

Knowing every single man you'll meet will never be like me
Knowing that no man you meet will ever be like me

You can run, you can hide
You can try to escape

But you will see me in your dreams
But you will see me in your dreams

On TV
On television screens

To the Lord in an effort to conquer my demons
I am speaking to God in an effort to overcome my personal struggles