39 by Design
DRAB MAJESTY Lyrics


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When you walked alone to leave your life at home
You really wanted to die
And if you hoped to hold the key to eternity
You really wanted to die

Can't count your blessings saying goodbye
Did you really watch your desires resign?
In the case of a wanderin' eye

When you fell to Earth and lost the love to love
You really wanted to try
Can't count your blessings saying goodbye

39, by design
Did they beam you up into the lights in the sky?
If you could take a polaroid of your life
Would you cry?
Would you make them stare into the whites of your eyes?
(Eternal point of view)

And when you came to turn the hands on the sands of time
You really wanted to die
And then you showed them all you fell
It was so hard to break the spell
You just wanted to die
Can't count your blessings saying goodbye

39, by design
Did they beam you up into the lights in the sky?
If you could take a polaroid of your life
Would you cry?
Would you make them stare into the whites of your eyes?
(Eternal point of view)

Really just a roll of the dice
When truth or lies will make you cry
Really doesn't make a lot of sense




Too tense to recompense
(The end we'll all be cleansed)

Overall Meaning

The opening lines of "39 by Design" by Drab Majesty set a tone of despair as we witness a person desperately trying to leave their life behind. In a state of deep hopelessness, they didn't just want to die, but they wished to hold the key to eternity. The person seems to be looking for a greater meaning in their existence, and they hope to find it by dying. However, as the song goes on, it becomes clear that even after they "fell to Earth" and "lost the love to love," they still wanted to try. The person yearns for something greater in their life, but they aren't sure what that is. As they try to turn the hands of time, they struggle under the weight of the spell that they are under, hoping to break free.


Line by Line Meaning

When you walked alone to leave your life at home
You left your home and wanted to end your life.


You really wanted to die
You had thoughts of suicide.


And if you hoped to hold the key to eternity
You wished to have a long-lasting, significant impact on the world.


Can't count your blessings saying goodbye
There were positive aspects in your life that you were unable to recognize when you were leaving it all behind.


Did you really watch your desires resign?
Your aspirations faded away, maybe because of your decision to leave your life behind.


In the case of a wanderin' eye
Maybe you had a wandering eye and were unable to stay committed to your loved ones.


When you fell to Earth and lost the love to love
You experienced heartbreak and lost the willingness to love again.


You really wanted to try
Despite being hurt in the past, you wanted to give love another chance.


39, by design
Perhaps your fate was predestined.


Did they beam you up into the lights in the sky?
Maybe you were abducted by aliens.


If you could take a polaroid of your life
If you could capture a single moment of your life.


Would you cry?
Would you feel sad or have regrets?


Would you make them stare into the whites of your eyes?
Would you force others to see your pain and sadness.


(Eternal point of view)
Perhaps you were considering your life from an eternal or afterlife perspective.


And when you came to turn the hands on the sands of time
When you tried to change or relive the past.


You really wanted to die
You were filled with despair and the thought of death was comforting.


And then you showed them all you fell
You exposed your vulnerability to others.


It was so hard to break the spell
It was difficult to escape the negative thoughts and emotions you were experiencing.


Can't count your blessings saying goodbye
You were unable to see the good things in your life before leaving it all behind.


Really just a roll of the dice
Life is unpredictable, and sometimes events are the result of chance.


When truth or lies will make you cry
The truth or falsehoods can evoke strong emotions.


Really doesn't make a lot of sense
Life and its events can be confusing and often do not have logical explanations.


Too tense to recompense
The situation was too stressful to make amends.


(The end we'll all be cleansed)
Death is an inevitable end that we will all face.




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@BobbyHillGazing

Lyrics:

When you walked alone to leave
your life at home
You really wanted to die
And if you hoped to hold the key
to eternity
You really wanted to die
Can’t count your blessings
saying goodbye
Did you really watch
your desires resign?
In the case of a wandering eye

And when you fell to Earth and
lost the love to love
You really wanted to try
Can’t count your blessings
saying goodbye

39 by design
Did they beam you up
into the lights in the sky?
If you could take a polaroid
of your life, would you cry?
Would you make them stare
into the whites of your eyes?
(Eternal point of view)

And when you came to turn the
hands on the sands of time
You really wanted to die
And then you showed them
how you felt
It was so hard to break the spell
You just wanted to die
Can’t count your blessings
saying goodbye

Really just a roll of the dice
When truth or lies
will make you cry
Really doesn’t make a lot of sense
Too tense to recompense
Really just a roll of the dice
When truth or lies
will make you cry
Really doesn’t make a lot of sense
The end we’ll all be cleansed



@AdamBullbearDelowe73

🥀
When you walked alone to leave your life at home
You really wanted to die
💠
And if you hoped to hold the key to eternity
💠
You really wanted to die
💠
Can't count your blessings saying goodbye
💠
Did you really watch your desires resign?
💠
In the case of a wanderin' eye
💠
When you fell to Earth and lost the love to love
💠
You really wanted to try
Can't count your blessings saying goodbye
💠
"39 by design",
Did they beam you up into the lights in the sky?
💠
If you could take a polaroid of your life

Would you cry?

Would you make them stare into the whites of your eyes?
💠
Eternal point of view
💠
And when you came to turn the hands on the sands of time
💠
You really wanted to die
💠
And then you showed them all you fell
It was so hard to break the spell
You just wanted to die
💠
Can't count your blessings saying goodbye

39 by design
Did they beam you up into the lights in the sky?

If you could take a polaroid of your life
Would you cry?
Would you make them stare into the whites of your eyes?
If you could take a polaroid
39 by design
Did they beam you up into the lights in the sky?
If you could take a polaroid of your life
Would you cry?
Would you make them stare into the whites of your eyes?
Eternal point of view
💠
Really just a roll of the dice
When truth or lies will make you cry
💠
Really doesn't make a lot of sense
Too tense to recompense
💠
Really just a roll of the dice
When truth or lies will make you cry
Really doesn't make a lot of sense
The end we'll all be cleansed.......................🌙🥀🧎🏻‍♂️.....



@lilipoe8913

<3 <3

When you walked alone to leave
your life at home
You really wanted to die
And if you hoped to hold the key
to eternity
You really wanted to die
Can’t count your blessings
saying goodbye
Did you really watch
your desires resign?
In the case of a wandering eye

And when you fell to Earth and
lost the love to love
You really wanted to try
Can’t count your blessings
saying goodbye

39 by design
Did they beam you up
into the lights in the sky?
If you could take a polaroid
of your life, would you cry?
Would you make them stare
into the whites of your eyes?
(Eternal point of view)

And when you came to turn the
hands on the sands of time
You really wanted to die
And then you showed them
how you felt
It was so hard to break the spell
You just wanted to die
Can’t count your blessings
saying goodbye

Really just a roll of the dice
When truth or lies
will make you cry
Really doesn’t make a lot of sense
Too tense to recompense
Really just a roll of the dice
When truth or lies
will make you cry
Really doesn’t make a lot of sense
The end we’ll all be cleansed



@mnmlstellar

Thanks 🖤

Cuando caminabas solo para dejar
tu vida en casa
Realmente querías morir
Y si esperabas tener la llave
de la eternidad
Realmente querías morir
No puedes contar tus bendiciones
diciendo adiós
¿Realmente viste
renunciar a tus deseos?
En el caso de un ojo errante

Y cuando caíste a la tierra y
perdiste el amor de amar
De verdad querías intentarlo
No puedes contar tus bendiciones
diciendo adiós

39 a propósito
¿Te transportaron
a las luces del cielo?
Si pudieras hacer una polaroid
de tu vida, ¿llorarías?
¿Les harías mirar
en el blanco de tus ojos?
(Punto de vista eterno)

Y cuando llegaras a girar las
las manecillas de las arenas del tiempo
Realmente querías morir
Y entonces les mostraste
cómo te sentías
Fue tan difícil romper el hechizo
Sólo querías morir
No puedes contar tus bendiciones
diciendo adiós

En realidad sólo un rollo de los dados
Cuando la verdad o la mentira
te harán llorar
Realmente no tiene mucho sentido
Demasiado tenso para recompensar
Realmente es sólo una tirada de dados
Cuando la verdad o la mentira
te harán llorar
Realmente no tiene mucho sentido
Al final todos estaremos limpios



@ihatepeacocks3503

[Verse 1]
When you walked alone to leave your life at home
You really wanted to die
And if you hoped to hold the key to eternity
You really wanted to die
Can't count your blessings saying goodbye
Did you really watch your desires resign?
In the case of a wanderin' eye

[Pre-Chorus 1]
When you fell to Earth and lost the love to love
You really wanted to try
Can't count your blessings saying goodbye

[Chorus 1]
39, by design
Did they beam you up into the lights in the sky?
If you could take a Polaroid of your life
Would you cry?
Would you make them stare into the whites of your eyes
Eternal point of view

[Verse 2]
And when you came to turn the hands on the sands of time
You really wanted to die
And then you showed them all you fell
It was so hard to break the spell
You just wanted to die

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Can't count your blessings saying goodbye

[Chorus 2]
39, by design
Did they beam you up into the lights in the sky?
If you could take a Polaroid of your life
Would you cry?
Would you make them stare into the whites of your eyes
If you could take a Polaroid
39, by design
Did they beam you up into the lights in the sky?
If you could take a Polaroid of your life
Would you cry?
Would you make them stare into the whites of your eyes
Eternal point of view

[Outro]
Really just a roll of the dice
When truth or lies will make you cry
Really doesn't make a lot of sense
Too tense to recompense
Really just a roll of the dice
When truth or lies will make you cry
Really doesn't make a lot of sense
In the end we'll all be cleansed



All comments from YouTube:

@Semenofthefall

I'm a straight up metalhead and I'm obsessed with this. The dark atmosphere is amazing.

@jasonhayes1653

Dido

@elguero1327

Semenofthefall dude fucking same!

@doggotbitm

Semenofthefall that's funny, I got into this band by watching an interview of a metal band where they praised this album

@zachmcadam0114

saaaame

@EldritchGibbous

Same here, love goth/dark wave shit too, also i like the opeth joke account name lol

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@1_9_7_5_

This is legitimately the best piece of music I've heard in my entire 44 years on this planet. Goosebumps everytime. <3

@cecilyt006

Word.

@harbinger8035

Joshua Decker sure..

@dm7170

It gets better with time, I haven’t listened to it since last fall and I’m surprised at how it engages me now, it’s cleanness is unparalleled.

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