Detox
DVSR Lyrics

Yo, It's been a while now but I never really wanted you to disappear
I miss you even though I don't want to admit it.

The percentage of fear I get when I awake
I'm scared of waking up in a world without you.

With no memory but your scent envelops me clear
Even without memories, your scent triggers my love for you.

Just like the daylight you make my strained eyes adjust
You bring clarity to my life like daylight does to my eyes.

I just want to be us again
All I want is to be with you again.

Thin my blood by the way you be
Your touch makes me feel alive and excited.

Touching me, when the euphoria rises up in me
Your touch makes me feel euphoric.

Killing me very slowly on the inside stop it please
Your love is hurting me but I can't stop loving you.

Let me binge on them lips for days I'm
I want to kiss you non-stop for days.

Still amazed at the way you intoxicate
You have a powerful effect on me that I can't resist.

I'm seeing double but its bliss when your here to stay I try to
Being with you makes me feel like I'm in a dream world.

Talk yo but the slurring is evasive mumble
I try to talk to you but my words are slurred from drinking.

Every word like I'm afraid I need to face it
I'm afraid to face the truth about how much I need you.

You leave me blacked out every single
Being with you can make me forget everything else.

Time but I'm back for more I can't evade it
I keep coming back to you even though it hurts.

You take me so very far away
Being with you takes me to a different world entirely.

I'm drowning right now down out and I'm still just trying to swim away
Even though I feel overwhelmed, I can't stay away from you.

I'm holding but I'm about to let go consumed by what you gave to me
I'm trying to hold on to what we had, but your love is consuming me.

'Cause now I'm just addicted, restricted
I'm addicted to you but I know I shouldn't be.

Conflicted, prescribed a slave to your kiss I'm just addicted
I'm conflicted and feel like a slave to your love.

Can you tell by the way that I'm sweating it out that I'm desperate?
I'm so desperate for your love that I'm sweating with anxiety.

Reprogram me without the infection
I want to change and get over my addiction to your love.

Desolate space I'm just a slave I'm so a….
Without you, I feel desolate and like a slave to my addiction.

Yo, did it happened again?
Did we fall into our destructive pattern again?

I can't recall anything that the we did
I can't remember what we did because of the alcohol.

By they way that the blood is throbbing through my
I'm feeling the physical effects of our alcohol-fueled passion.

Fucking head I can bet that we lived life up with no care (yeah)
I'm sure we didn't care about the consequences of our actions.

Put us together baby we could be
We could have something special if we're together.

Dangerous a, caustic cocktail relationship
Our relationship is full of danger and toxicity.

Mixed in with them toxic agents every lick of you I cherish but
Even though you're toxic for me, I still crave your touch.

You've started ageing me I speak the truth when you're by my side
Being with you is taking a toll on me and making me age prematurely.

The inhibition reduced when we talk for a while I
Talking to you makes me feel more free and open.

Gotta smile but I can't ‘cause I know that
I want to smile around you, but I know it's not good for me.

You hurt me every time that we try to ride
Our passion hurts me every time we try to be together.

I'd fly because we need a little time
I need some space from you to clear my head.

Away, but how the fuck do I operate without you?
I'm addicted to you and don't know how to live without you.

The liquor that I love to hate, this is about me drinking my life away
I'm using alcohol to cope with our destructive relationship and it's destroying me.