Despite his growing fan base and notoriety, music wasn't always front and center for Doyle, who had not initially considered it a career option. Before an injury at the age of 19 his relationship with music was that of a fan, simply enjoying listening to other bands and, like most kids of the 90s, taping his favorite songs from the radio onto cassette tapes that would be played back later and copied onto mixed tapes to share with friends.
However injury forced him to reassess his priorities. Playing and writing music became a way to cope with rehab and changes to his everyday activity, as well as providing an outlet for his creativity.
For someone who took to music much later than most his acoustic renditions of songs from the hardcore illustrate his natural ability and keen ear for music. The self taught musician only discovered he was able to sing acoustically after meeting his girlfriend and fellow musician Millie Tizzard, who encouraged him to branch out from the more metal-focused music he was playing in bands Confession, Lemon Smashle and All My Friends at Sea.
700,000 + plays later “Carrion” is still getting attention on D at Sea’s YouTube channel among his more recent uploads. When asked why he chose that particular song Doyle says “Carrion chords were the first to spark the idea for me. I can't scream so I'd just sing along instead. I wanted to portray the songs in a different light. Just because it’s heavy music, doesn't mean it’s angry music… I love Parkway. I needed to find the down-time equivalent to heavy music. Acoustic Hardcore! Perfect. I was very surprised by how accepting people were of the idea”.
Beyond the covers, Perez has managed to tour consistently around Australia, selling out shows in Perth, Adelaide and Melbourne, all the while continuing in his spare time to play in parks to hundreds of all ages fans.
Live performances have given Perez the chance to preview his original material to an ever-growing fan base. The songs tell tales of time, life, friends, family, injury and catharsis – all penned with same the honesty and sincerity that the artists he’s covered have become famous for.
D at Sea’s first original single “December” was released late January for free download and stream, and once again thousands of fans took to the track. Only this time it was his own song, and more importantly, his own words. “December” was written as a coping mechanism for Perez, serving as a meditative process during a particularly challenging time, something he hopes will resonate with fans.
Whatever the challenges before, D at Sea is the silver lining that has allowed Perez to channel his creativity and create heart-felt songs that appear on his debut EP “Unconscious”, available worldwide now via UNFD.
December
D At Sea Lyrics
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Tomorrow may not come at all.
I am here. I am now.
"The wolves, they hunt for me. And vultures, await my flesh."
Or so you say...
But why does it have to be this way?
Will you ever change?
Will you ever change?
You said "You know that I will help you through this"
I'm not looking forward to the funerals of my family and friends.
So today, today, I'll let them know just how much they mean to me.
I'm not looking forward to the end.
So today, today, I'll let you know just how much, I love you.
My heart is not set on December.
Tomorrow may not come at all.
I am here. I am now.
And that's all that really matters to me.
I still have my goals and I still have my dreams, but I won't lose sight of what is in front of me.
I'll love, because there's too much hate in the world.
Laugh and just let go of it all.
This uncertainty is killing me.
Like spiders crawling down my throat. Oh, no.
My heart is not set on December.
Tomorrow may not come at all.
I am here. I am now.
And that's all that really matters to me.
I am not afraid of failure.
I am not afraid to try.
I am not afraid of giving my all.
I am not afraid of life.
I am here. I am now.
The lyrics to D At Sea's song "December" are full of introspection and a sense of urgency to live in the present. The singer acknowledges that tomorrow may not come, and instead of dwelling on the uncertainty of the future, he focuses on the here and now. The verse "The wolves, they hunt for me. And vultures, await my flesh. Or so you say...But why does it have to be this way?" suggests potential danger and darkness, but the singer questions why it has to be that way and if it can ever change.
The chorus repeats the sentiment that the singer's heart is not set on any particular time or future event, emphasizing that being present in the moment is what truly matters. The bridge then shifts to a message of positivity and determination, with the singer declaring that they will not lose sight of their goals and dreams, but will also love and let go of hate. The final lines of the song assert that the singer is not afraid of failure or life itself, and that they are fully present and engaged in the current moment.
Overall, "December" is a reminder to live in the present and not be consumed by fear or uncertainty about the future. It encourages listeners to love, laugh, and let go of negativity and focus on living their best life now.
Line by Line Meaning
My heart is not set on December.
I am not fixated on a certain time or date for things to happen in my life. I am open to living in the present and taking things as they come.
Tomorrow may not come at all.
There is no guarantee of tomorrow, and I live with a sense of urgency to appreciate every moment.
I am here. I am now.
I am fully present in the moment, embracing the present instead of worrying about the future or dwelling on the past.
"The wolves, they hunt for me. And vultures, await my flesh."
There are hardships and difficulties that I face in life, but I am not going to let them consume me.
Or so you say...
I am skeptical of people's intentions and motivations, and I don't always believe what others tell me.
But why does it have to be this way?
I question the inevitability of difficult circumstances and wonder if there is a way to avoid or overcome them.
Will you ever change? No, no. Will you ever change?
I am facing disappointment or frustration with another person who seems unwilling to change for the better.
You said "You know that I will help you through this"
Someone has promised to support me during a difficult time, but I am uncertain if they will follow through with their commitment.
I'm not looking forward to the funerals of my family and friends.
I dread the thought of losing people close to me and the pain that will come with their passing.
So today, today, I'll let them know just how much they mean to me.
Instead of putting off expressing my appreciation and love for the important people in my life, I will make sure to do it today, while I have the chance.
I'm not looking forward to the end.
I fear the unknown and the thought of my own mortality.
So today, today, I'll let you know just how much, I love you.
Instead of hiding my feelings or waiting for the right moment, I will share my love openly and without reservation, starting today.
And that's all that really matters to me.
Despite the challenges and uncertainties in life, what ultimately matters most to me is the people I care about and the love I share with them.
I still have my goals and I still have my dreams, but I won't lose sight of what is in front of me.
While I have aspirations for the future, I recognize the importance of focusing on the present, and not getting lost in what's to come.
I'll love, because there's too much hate in the world.
Despite the pain and negativity in life, I choose to show love and kindness wherever and whenever I can.
Laugh and just let go of it all.
I understand the value of humor and levity in difficult situations, and I will try to find reasons to laugh, even when things seem bleak.
This uncertainty is killing me. Like spiders crawling down my throat. Oh, no.
I am struggling with the feeling of not knowing what's next, and the sense of unease that comes with it. It feels suffocating and overwhelming.
I am not afraid of failure. I am not afraid to try. I am not afraid of giving my all. I am not afraid of life.
I am unafraid of the challenges and risks that come with life, and am willing to put in effort and try my best, without fear of failure or rejection.
I am here. I am now.
I affirm my presence in the current moment and my dedication to living fully and authentically.
Contributed by Jason W. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
vanessajd96
Wow, you've come so far, you and Millie both. It makes me unbelievably happy that good musicians like you two still exist. Thank you thank you. This is beautiful :')
SamuelGozoDrill
This song is incredible. Very soothing, calming, and 3:24 onward has to be one of THE best ways to end it. First song I've heard from these guys, and I'm totally sold.
Brichacho
This is amazing and Doyle is amazing live seen him twice and met him both times but still always seems to amaze me with each new song
Matt Wilson
Regardless if you like heavy music or heavy music with a touch of cleanliness, this track is great.
Snowy Wolf
Your music is some of the most beautiful I've ever heard. You're gonna get big. With this kind of talent? You deserve it.
hannah Pattingale
I find that I can always relate in some way to your lyrics Doyle, and whenever I'm having a bad day or going through something hard I can always rely on you and your beautiful music. Thank you, can't wait for the EP to finally be released!
A
there's a difference between reverb with harmonies and auto tune, this is amazing Doyle <3
Toni Roberts
TAKE MY MONEY. This is beautiful, gave me goosebumps. Love it :)
m
Sounds amazing -can't wait to hear the rest of the album. Please put this up on iTunes!
anna harris
Love your voice. Your songs always cheer me up.