Darkest Hour
Dabron Kain Lyrics

Imagine feelin' so guilty you scared to pray to God
Imagine feeling overwhelmed with guilt to the point where you're afraid to even pray to God.

Imagine tryin' to pretend to him when he know your heart
Imagine trying to deceive God, pretending to be someone you're not, even though He knows your true intentions and thoughts.

I think we all underestimate where his patience start
I believe that we often underestimate the boundless patience that God possesses.

I think i should call on him more when i make this art
I realize that I should reach out to God more often, especially when I am creating music.

I'm scared of winnin' as much as i am afraid of losing'
I have fears and doubts about both succeeding and failing in equal measure.

Or maybe i'm just afraid of fame and i'm bad at choosin'
Perhaps my fear stems from the idea of becoming famous and my inability to make good choices.

Between attention and tensions of complacency cruisin'
I struggle to find a balance between seeking attention and the discomfort of being complacent.

Through this life knowin' all of my potential i blew it
While living this life, I am aware that I have wasted much of my own potential.

I hate change but always adapt to new things
Despite my aversion to change, I am constantly finding ways to adjust to new circumstances.

I try to find a perspective in when i lose things
In times of loss, I attempt to gain a new perspective and find meaning in the experience.

My confidence keep waverin' with my mood swings
My confidence often fluctuates in tandem with my changing moods.

So i gotta remind myself i'm a true king
To counteract my insecurities, I must constantly remind myself that I am a powerful and deserving individual.

This is honesty hour, this is honestly power
Now is the time for complete honesty, as it holds immense power and potential.

You put ya back to the mirror you are obviously coward
If you hide from your true self and refuse to face your flaws, you are unquestionably a coward.

We like the concrete rose, we not polishin' flowers
We are like resilient roses growing through concrete; we are not concerned with superficial perfection.

We must always live our truth 'cause its constantly ours
It is vital for us to always live authentically, as our truth belongs exclusively to us.

Nobody told me life would be easy, sometimes it feels like i wont last
No one warned me that life would be easy; at times, it feels like I cannot endure the challenges.

But in my darkest hour i found power, i take off my mask
However, during my most difficult moments, I discovered inner strength and courage, allowing me to remove my facade.

People around me tell me that i'm wise beyond my years
Those around me often remark that I possess wisdom beyond what is expected for my age.

To tell the truth i'm probably just wiser than all my peers
In reality, I may simply be more mature and insightful compared to my peers.

They say ya know things, i'm like no shit
People often tell me that I have a deep understanding of things, and my response is usually sarcastic agreement.

But the thing i know the most is i don't know shit
Ironically, the one thing I am most certain of is that I have much to learn and understand.

Maybe i grew too fast, sometimes i feel i aint grow up at all
Perhaps I matured too quickly, leaving me with a sense of not fully growing up at all.

Sometimes i care too much, sometimes i feel like fuck it all
At times, I find myself caring too deeply, while other times, I simply want to disregard everything.

Don't trust too many people so i'm always duckin' off
I have learned not to place my trust in many individuals, causing me to frequently avoid close connections.

I love hard so its difficult to cut 'em off
When I care deeply about someone, it becomes challenging for me to sever ties, even when necessary.

We always ridiculin'
We constantly engage in ridicule and mockery.

Til' our time come around to say we only human
However, when faced with our own vulnerability and mortality, we finally admit that we are only human.

I guess its safe to say that most of us is only foolish
It is likely accurate to state that the majority of us are foolish in various aspects of our lives.

As you dyin' on the inside these niggas ghoulish
While you may be suffering internally, there are those who take pleasure in exploiting your pain.

Tryin' to rob you of yo happiness, you bout to lose it
They aim to strip away your happiness, causing you to potentially lose it altogether.

I tell 'em God got me, they tell me nigga prove it
I assure them that God is watching over me, but they demand that I prove it.

That's when i hop up out the dirt lookin' undisputed
In response, I rise above my struggles and emerge as someone who cannot be disputed or doubted.

See a lot of people look at darkness as a bad thing
Many individuals view darkness solely as something negative or undesirable.

But what most of us fail to realize is that
However, what many of us overlook or fail to understand is that

Sometimes you can find ya light walkin' through the dark
Sometimes, you can discover your own light and true self by navigating through difficult times.

Theres always a dark side of us and theres always a light side of us
Within each of us, there exists both darkness and light, representing our complexities as human beings.

And then theres the gray area
In addition, there exists a gray area, where things are not strictly black or white.

And that's what makes us human
It is this combination of darkness, light, and the gray area that truly defines our humanity.

Tell 'em Eleanor
Addressing Eleanor to share her perspective or wisdom.