In 2003 keyboardist Hagne joined Daemonicium and the band commenced work composing for their first full-length album. The result "Through Time and Death" was recorded at summer 2004 in Bialystok in HERTZ studio and was well received in Poland.
Daemonicium is currently on hiatus and are not touring or working on new material.
My Farewell...
Daemonicium Lyrics
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To never feel again alone
Eternal darkness embracing my soul
In cosmic endless cry
I walk the Milk Road where she has left me
My heart is weeping but eyes remains dry
And stirring blindly on endless road
I'm creeping through the gloom of mind
My footsteps seeing by the eyes of Blind
Awake but asleep forever
To dream eternal, love together
Life is freezing in this madness
Colors flying kills my sadness
As He dwell in depths of ocean
Putting life in blurred motion
Awake but asleep forever
Is this my life or tomb eternal
I see her kissing me farewell
I see her eyes in flash of scythe
Now I'll be gone from this mortal world
It cannot give me nothing but pain and blood
I don't want to hear how my heart is crying
To never see my beloved dying
Star-Dweller I'm coming to reach your realms
I fought with you but now I'm your prey
Now I'll be gone from this mortal world
It gives me only pain!
I feel empty I feel blind
Cold as the stone is my heart
But bleeding every night without you
And slowly falling into cold darkness
This is the end I can't take any more
I'm leaving now this empty shore
To meet the Old - One, to reach the stars
To free my soul and to soothe my heart!
Eternal darkness embracing my soul...
I am leaving now!!!
To meet the Old - One, to reach the stars
To free my soul and to soothe my heart...
I am leaving now...
I cannot hold out my immortality...!
The lyrics of "My Farewell" by Daemonicium portray an individual who is deeply traumatized after losing someone they loved. The song depicts the singer walking down a path that his beloved has left behind, showing how he feels empty and how he is forever in a state of consciousness where his dreams are filled with eternal love with his partner. He is numb to the world, with a heart as cold as stone, but he still bleeds every night without his loved one. The lyrics then portray the singer as accepting his end and departing from the mortal world. He believes death is the only way to escape the pain that his beloved has left behind. It can be interpreted that the singer believes in an afterlife where he can be with his loved one once again.
The song's lyrics speak of a deep pain that is not easily reconciled. The individual is left in eternal darkness with their heart bleeding and in a state of consciousness that is numb to the world. The singer is expressing their desire to end their life so that they can be with their loved one in the hereafter. This song is a testament to the power of loss and how it can impact an individual's state of mind.
Line by Line Meaning
To see this land where she has gone
I wish to see the place where my beloved has gone.
To never feel again alone
I never want to feel alone again without my beloved.
Eternal darkness embracing my soul
I am consumed by perpetual darkness in my soul.
In cosmic endless cry
I am perpetually crying out in cosmic agony.
I walk the Milk Road where she has left me
I walk the path where my beloved left me behind.
My heart is weeping but eyes remains dry
My heart is in pain, but no tears fall from my eyes.
And stirring blindly on endless road
I wander aimlessly on an unending path.
On life spilled blood to silence my cry
I spill my own blood to quiet my cries of grief and pain.
I'm creeping through the gloom of mind
I am slowly losing my mind in the shadows of despair.
My footsteps seeing by the eyes of Blind
I am guided by the Blind, unable to see my own path.
Awake but asleep forever
I am forever awake, yet always lost in a dreamlike state.
To dream eternal, love together
I dream of eternal love with my beloved forevermore.
Life is freezing in this madness
My life is frozen in this madness of grief and pain.
Colors flying kills my sadness
My sadness is overtaken by a whirlwind of emotions.
As He dwell in depths of ocean
The One who rules the depths of the ocean resides within me.
Putting life in blurred motion
My life is obscured and uncertain.
Is this my life or tomb eternal
I question whether my life is truly living or a never-ending grave.
I see her kissing me farewell
I remember the final kiss of farewell with my beloved.
I see her eyes in flash of scythe
I see my beloved's eyes in the instant of death.
Now I'll be gone from this mortal world
I am leaving this mortal world behind.
It cannot give me nothing but pain and blood
This world has only given me pain and suffering.
I don't want to hear how my heart is crying
I cannot bear to hear the sound of my own grieving heart.
To never see my beloved dying
I wish to never witness my beloved passing away again.
Star-Dweller I'm coming to reach your realms
I am coming to travel to the realm of the Star-Dweller.
I fought with you but now I'm your prey
I once fought with the Star-Dweller, but now I am his prey.
It gives me only pain!
This world brings me nothing but pain and suffering!
I feel empty I feel blind
I feel empty and lost without my beloved.
Cold as the stone is my heart
My heart has grown cold and lifeless without my beloved.
But bleeding every night without you
I bleed emotionally every night without my beloved.
And slowly falling into cold darkness
I am gradually succumbing to the cold darkness that surrounds me.
This is the end I can't take any more
I have reached my limit, and this is the end for me.
I'm leaving now this empty shore
I am departing from this barren and desolate shore.
To meet the Old - One, to reach the stars
I am going to meet the ancient One and travel to the stars.
To free my soul and to soothe my heart!
I go to free my soul and find peace in my heart!
Eternal darkness embracing my soul...
My soul is consumed by eternal darkness...
I am leaving now!!!
I am departing now!!!
I cannot hold out my immortality...!
I cannot bear to live eternally in this world of pain and despair...!
Contributed by Logan S. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@hahahadracula
I really like the angry bloody vocals!
@Frankod3lo
Veo mucha influencia de Cradle of filth...pero suena muy bien.