Unmade
Dangerkids Lyrics

Give me a sec to collect my thoughts
Let me take some time to organize my feelings.

I write them down and I dust them off
I write down my thoughts and try to cleanse them.

Just some book on a shelf with a missing page and the front torn off
I feel incomplete and my life is like a book missing some pages.

I guess the words I made got in the way, and never got across
I feel like the message I was trying to convey was not properly expressed.

I know we don't got much to say, but I miss the days when we used to talk
We don't have much to talk about anymore, but I really miss our conversations.

Waiting for change, but each day goes by, I remind myself that our time got lost
I'm waiting for things to get better, but I'm realizing that we lost valuable time that we can never get back.

Do you ever think of me? or not at all...
I wonder if you think of me, or if I never cross your mind.

Hope hurts most when the truth's involved, so just know, I hope you don't
My hope that things will work out is the most painful when the truth is not on our side, so I hope you don't have that same pain.

'Cause I do my best up against the wall
Even though things are difficult, I'm still doing my best.

I don't want to float through life, I wanna drown in it
I don't want to just go through the motions, I want to experience everything deeply and fully.

Break myself down, turn around in it, take it until I've had enough and then build it back up
I want to break myself down emotionally, learn from it, and rebuild myself into a better person.

From the top to the ground again
I want to start fresh and rebuild from the very beginning.

So go ahead and say what you need to say, 'cause those words might have hurt me yesterday
You should speak your mind and say what's on your heart, because it may have hurt me in the past but I'm more willing to listen now.

And dig deep in the cuts of my chest, just to find out that you'll never get the best of me
You can try to hurt me emotionally, but you will never defeat me.

So dear tragedy, have a seat, I don't give a fuck what you do to me
I'm not afraid of tragedy and I'm not going to let it defeat me.

'Cause yeah this light's going to burn out, but I can't fall, never learned how
I know my time in the spotlight may be limited, but I won't let it bring me down because I don't know how to give up.

And a light can hide when it's dark now, I told a lie when the truth would've worked out
Sometimes the truth is hard to see in the dark, and I made a mistake by lying instead of being honest.

There's nothing left for me to say, and all my friends gave me away
I have nothing else to say, and even my closest friends have turned on me.

When every word has been unmade, you hide your eyes and fall away
When everything has been said and done, you look away and avoid the situation altogether.

If there's something left for you to say, some twisted words, a shattered phrase, rolls off the tongue, it falls and fades
If you have anything else to say, it will be a jumbled mess that won't really mean anything in the end.

Lied to your face, I'll never change
I've lied to you directly and I won't be changing my ways anytime soon.

Am I sick of home, or just homesick?
I'm not sure if I'm tired of being home or just longing for it while being away.

Exhausting how I can't focus, adjust and go, flux and flow
I'm struggling to focus and find a balance in my life.

Smile so you don't notice, 'cause right now, now's not a good time
I'm putting on a fake smile so you don't see how much I'm struggling, because right now is not a good time for me to talk about it.

You don't want to know me on the inside
I don't think you would want to see the inner workings of my mind and emotions right now.

Shadows move fast in a blackout, lost in a dark place, gone, but I'm back now
Things can move quickly and become dark and chaotic, but I've experienced it before and I've found my way back.

At the start, wasn't no one there for me, to care for me, I tiptoed carefully
I was alone in the beginning, with no one to care for me, so I had to be cautious and take care of myself.

And yeah, you were looking to embarrass me, but you move in the dark so carelessly
You were trying to humiliate me, but you do it so thoughtlessly and without regard for others.

And the worst thing? I miss you bad...
The worst part of everything is how much I miss you.

I hate myself for the times we had
I have a lot of regret and self-loathing for the things we did and said in our relationship.

Tell me now what it's like to know, once you let go you can never get it back
Explain to me what it's like to fully let go of something, because I know that once you do, you can never get it back.

They say when no one believes you, believe yourself
Even when no one else believes in you, it's important to have faith in yourself.

Stare in the mirror until you see yourself, crawl until you walk until you free yourself
Look at yourself honestly until you see who you truly are, and then keep pushing forward until you're free from your struggles.

And when they start lending hands you won't need the help
Once you start to recover, you won't need as much help from others anymore.

But I'm lost in the glare of the limelight, scared at the thought of my old life
I'm having trouble dealing with the fame and success that comes with being in the spotlight, and I'm afraid of returning back to my old life.

Phone in my hand and it's midnight, all missed calls, guess I never got the time right
I have my phone in my hand and it's late at night, but I missed all of my calls because I didn't have the right timing.