Clean Up
Danny Brown Lyrics


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The thoughts all cloudy
In the marijuana sky, but it started raining molly
It got me feeling sorry while I'm feeling on myself
Cause I don't know this bitch name but I'm feeling on her breast
I know it ain't right, but in this state I don't care
A whole week done went past, I don't go nowhere
Hotel rooms crushing pills and menus
Daughter sending me messages saying "Daddy, I miss you"
But in this condition I don't think she need to see me
Ain't slept in four days, and I'm smelling like seaweed
Problems in my past haunt my future and the present
Escaping from reality got me missing my blessings
Sent a couple G's but that make it no better
And now I got habits that ain't getting no better
And it ain't that easy trying to get all together
Been stressing so long think depression done settled

It's time for me to clean it up
I came too far to fuck it up like
It's time for me to clean it up
I came too far to fuck it up like

Pops left mom when I was only 18
So rightfully that meant I had to be the man of things
And by 28, mom was damn near homeless
And now I'm 31 she 'bout to fucking cop her own shit
Triple beam dreams brought me nothing but nightmares
Thought that I was helping but the system don't fight fair
Cases had me locked up, mama always wrote me
Pops my only visit, they the only ones that loved me
That's why I feel bad, popping Givenchy tags
Knowing that this tee could feed my nephew for a week
For material I'm weak, acting like I don't care
I spend it all on clothes, then something is wrong there
I sent my mom some G's, but that makes it no better
Cause now I got habits that ain't getting no better
And it ain't that easy trying to get all together
Been stressing so long think depression done settled

It's time for me to clean it up
I came too far to fuck it up like




It's time for me to clean it up
I came too far to fuck it up like

Overall Meaning

In Danny Brown's song Clean Up, he talks about the inner turmoil that plagues him as a result of his drug use and the pain he's experienced growing up. He begins by describing the impact of the drugs he's taken, saying his thoughts are cloudy, and that he's feeling sorry for himself. He goes on to confess to sexually touching a woman whose name he does not know while high. He acknowledges his behaviour is wrong, but explains that he is so out of it that he doesn't care.


The song then takes a poignant turn as Brown reflects on his mother's struggle with homelessness and his own involvement with the criminal justice system. He describes feeling like he's failed because he cannot financially support his family in the way he wishes. He also admits to his weakness for material things, but ultimately comes to the conclusion that he needs to "clean it up." He acknowledges that he cannot let his past traumas and poor choices define him and that he has a responsibility to take control of his life.


The song can be interpreted as a raw and honest reflection on the hardships of life and the struggle to overcome addiction and trauma. Brown's lyrics reveal the difficult realities that many people face and the internal battles that come with trying to make a better life. Despite the bleakness of his message, Brown ends the song on a hopeful note, emphasizing that it's not too late to start over and that he has come too far to give up now.


Line by Line Meaning

The thoughts all cloudy
Danny Brown's mind is clouded due to marijuana use.


In the marijuana sky, but it started raining molly
In his drug-induced state, he is now experiencing the effects of another drug (molly).


It got me feeling sorry while I'm feeling on myself
He feels remorseful for his actions, but is still engaging in inappropriate behavior.


Cause I don't know this bitch name but I'm feeling on her breast
He is engaging in sexual activity with a stranger, without even knowing her name.


I know it ain't right, but in this state I don't care
He is aware of his wrong actions, but due to his drug use, he doesn't feel the weight of the consequences.


A whole week done went past, I don't go nowhere
He has been stuck in the cycle of drug use and has not left his hotel room for a week.


Hotel rooms crushing pills and menus
He spends his days in hotel rooms, crushing and using prescription pills and ignoring the world around him.


Daughter sending me messages saying "Daddy, I miss you"
His daughter is reaching out to him, but he is too consumed by his drug use and inner turmoil to respond.


But in this condition I don't think she need to see me
He acknowledges that his current state is not suitable for his daughter to witness.


Ain't slept in four days, and I'm smelling like seaweed
He is sleep-deprived and physically unwell, possibly due to his drug use.


Problems in my past haunt my future and the present
Danny's past problems continue to affect him in his present and will likely impact his future negatively.


Escaping from reality got me missing my blessings
His addiction is causing him to miss out on the good things in his life and to ignore the consequences of his actions.


Sent a couple G's but that make it no better
He may have helped his family financially, but it cannot erase the damage his addiction has caused.


And now I got habits that ain't getting no better
Danny is aware that his addiction is not improving and is only getting worse.


And it ain't that easy trying to get all together
Overcoming his addiction and its consequences will not be an easy task.


Been stressing so long think depression done settled
Danny's addiction and its consequences have caused him to become depressed and overwhelmed.


Pops left mom when I was only 18
Danny's father abandoned their family when Danny was only 18 years old.


So rightfully that meant I had to be the man of things
Danny had to take on the responsibilities of being the man of the house due to his father's absence.


And by 28, mom was damn near homeless
By the age of 28, Danny's mother was on the brink of being homeless.


And now I'm 31 she 'bout to fucking cop her own shit
Danny's mother is now independent and has improved her situation without his help.


Triple beam dreams brought me nothing but nightmares
Danny's materialistic desires have caused him more harm than good, leading to dangerous and negative consequences.


Thought that I was helping but the system don't fight fair
Danny believed he was making progress, but the system and his addiction made it challenging to succeed.


Cases had me locked up, mama always wrote me
Danny has been in legal trouble that caused him to be confined, but his mother was always there to support him through letters.


Pops my only visit, they the only ones that loved me
Danny's father was the only visitor during his confinement, showing that his parents are the only ones who have truly loved him unconditionally.


That's why I feel bad, popping Givenchy tags
Danny regrets his materialistic habits and how they are overshadowing his true blessings.


Knowing that this tee could feed my nephew for a week
Danny understands that his excessive spending can be better used to help his family with their basic needs.


For material I'm weak, acting like I don't care
Despite knowing the consequences of his addiction and excessive spending, Danny is unable to resist his materialistic desires.


I spend it all on clothes, then something is wrong there
Danny realizes that his financial priorities are flawed and misguided when he is spending all of his money on clothes.


It's time for me to clean it up
Danny has decided to make a change in his life and start taking responsibility for his actions and addiction.


I came too far to fuck it up like
Danny recognizes the progress he has made in his life and does not want to lose it by continuing down the path of addiction and materialism.




Lyrics © WARP MUSIC LIMITED
Written by: DANIEL SEWELL, PAUL WHITE

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@macacoartico42

Los pensamientos todos nublados
The thoughts all cloudy

En el cielo de marihuana, pero empezó a llover molly
In the marijuana sky, but it started raining molly

Me hizo sentir pena mientras me siento en mí mismo
It got me feeling sorry while I'm feeling on myself

Porque no conozco el nombre de esta perra, pero lo siento en su pecho
Cause I don't know this bitch name but I'm feeling on her breast

Sé que no está bien, pero en este estado no me importa
I know it ain't right, but in this state I don't care

Pasó toda una semana, no voy a ninguna parte
A whole week done went past, I don't go nowhere

Habitaciones de hotel trituradoras de pastillas y menús.
Hotel rooms crushing pills and menus

Hija me envía mensajes diciendo "Papi, te extraño"
Daughter sending me messages saying "Daddy, I miss you"

Pero en esta condición no creo que necesite verme
But in this condition I don't think she need to see me

No he dormido en cuatro días y huelo a algas
Ain't slept in four days, and I'm smelling like seaweed

Los problemas de mi pasado acechan mi futuro y mi presente
Problems in my past haunt my future and the present

Escapar de la realidad me hizo perder mis bendiciones
Escaping from reality got me missing my blessings

Envié un par de G, pero eso no lo hace mejor
Sent a couple G's but that make it no better

Y ahora tengo hábitos que no mejoran
And now I got habits that ain't getting no better

Y no es tan fácil tratar de juntarnos todos
And it ain't that easy trying to get all together

Estuve estresado tanto tiempo creo que la depresión se resolvió
Been stressing so long think depression done settled

Es hora de que lo limpie
It's time for me to clean it up

Vine demasiado lejos para joderlo como
I came too far to fuck it up like

Es hora de que lo limpie
It's time for me to clean it up

Vine demasiado lejos para joderlo como
I came too far to fuck it up like

Pops dejó a mamá cuando solo tenía 18 años
Pops left mom when I was only 18

Así que, con razón, eso significaba que tenía que ser el hombre de las cosas.
So rightfully that meant I had to be the man of things

Y a los 28, mamá estaba casi sin hogar
And by 28, mom was damn near homeless

Y ahora tengo 31 años, ella está a punto de hacerse cargo de su propia mierda
And now I'm 31 she 'bout to fucking cop her own shit

Los sueños de triple rayo me trajeron nada más que pesadillas
Triple beam dreams brought me nothing but nightmares

Pensé que estaba ayudando pero el sistema no pelea limpio
Thought that I was helping but the system don't fight fair

Los casos me tenían encerrado, mamá siempre me escribía
Cases had me locked up, mama always wrote me

Pops mi única visita, ellos los únicos que me amaron
Pops my only visit, they the only ones that loved me

Por eso me siento mal, haciendo estallar las etiquetas de Givenchy
That's why I feel bad, popping Givenchy tags

Sabiendo que esta camiseta podría alimentar a mi sobrino durante una semana
Knowing that this tee could feed my nephew for a week

Por el material soy débil, actuando como si no me importara
For material I'm weak, acting like I don't care

Lo gasto todo en ropa, entonces algo anda mal ahí
I spend it all on clothes, then something is wrong there

Le envié a mi mamá algunas G, pero eso no lo hace mejor
I sent my mom some G's, but that makes it no better

Porque ahora tengo hábitos que no mejoran
Cause now I got habits that ain't getting no better

Y no es tan fácil tratar de juntarnos todos
And it ain't that easy trying to get all together

Estuve estresado tanto tiempo creo que la depresión se resolvió
Been stressing so long think depression done settled

Es hora de que lo limpie
It's time for me to clean it up

Vine demasiado lejos para joderlo como
I came too far to fuck it up like

Es hora de que lo limpie
It's time for me to clean it up

Vine demasiado lejos para joderlo como
I came too far to fuck it up like



All comments from YouTube:

@treecuttingherring

Between the awesome production and straightforward sincerity of Danny's tone and lyrics, this has quickly become one of my favorite hip-hop tracks of all time.

@chriscole2550

I don't even really listen to this genre but I love Danny Brown. Love his music.

@acjayc

Experimental hip-hop is actually pretty good.

@mikedub376

I've always said the Alan Parsons project is a goldmine for samples

@330thcube

Honestly, agreed... Imagine hearing "I Wouldn't Want To Be Like You" or "Step By Step" combined with hip-hop beats and epic rap vocals :P

@vansanityy

I think I shed a tear on this one

@acjayc

This song is so many things at once. Eerie, beautiful & sad.

@TzoHill

Almost 10 years later.... still hits.... throwback to them college days....

@NoNewfriendss

Not many rappers can actually take a beat like this and compliment it with vocals rather than just spitting on it #dannybrown   No Newfriends 

@dashawnmitchell832

Old was great. It was worth that lil wait

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