Clean Up
Danny Brown Feat. A$AP Rocky & Zelooperz Lyrics

The thoughts all cloudy
Danny Brown's mind is clouded due to marijuana use.

In the marijuana sky, but it started raining molly
In his drug-induced state, he is now experiencing the effects of another drug (molly).

It got me feeling sorry while I'm feeling on myself
He feels remorseful for his actions, but is still engaging in inappropriate behavior.

Cause I don't know this bitch name but I'm feeling on her breast
He is engaging in sexual activity with a stranger, without even knowing her name.

I know it ain't right, but in this state I don't care
He is aware of his wrong actions, but due to his drug use, he doesn't feel the weight of the consequences.

A whole week done went past, I don't go nowhere
He has been stuck in the cycle of drug use and has not left his hotel room for a week.

Hotel rooms crushing pills and menus
He spends his days in hotel rooms, crushing and using prescription pills and ignoring the world around him.

Daughter sending me messages saying "Daddy, I miss you"
His daughter is reaching out to him, but he is too consumed by his drug use and inner turmoil to respond.

But in this condition I don't think she need to see me
He acknowledges that his current state is not suitable for his daughter to witness.

Ain't slept in four days, and I'm smelling like seaweed
He is sleep-deprived and physically unwell, possibly due to his drug use.

Problems in my past haunt my future and the present
Danny's past problems continue to affect him in his present and will likely impact his future negatively.

Escaping from reality got me missing my blessings
His addiction is causing him to miss out on the good things in his life and to ignore the consequences of his actions.

Sent a couple G's but that make it no better
He may have helped his family financially, but it cannot erase the damage his addiction has caused.

And now I got habits that ain't getting no better
Danny is aware that his addiction is not improving and is only getting worse.

And it ain't that easy trying to get all together
Overcoming his addiction and its consequences will not be an easy task.

Been stressing so long think depression done settled
Danny's addiction and its consequences have caused him to become depressed and overwhelmed.

Pops left mom when I was only 18
Danny's father abandoned their family when Danny was only 18 years old.

So rightfully that meant I had to be the man of things
Danny had to take on the responsibilities of being the man of the house due to his father's absence.

And by 28, mom was damn near homeless
By the age of 28, Danny's mother was on the brink of being homeless.

And now I'm 31 she 'bout to fucking cop her own shit
Danny's mother is now independent and has improved her situation without his help.

Triple beam dreams brought me nothing but nightmares
Danny's materialistic desires have caused him more harm than good, leading to dangerous and negative consequences.

Thought that I was helping but the system don't fight fair
Danny believed he was making progress, but the system and his addiction made it challenging to succeed.

Cases had me locked up, mama always wrote me
Danny has been in legal trouble that caused him to be confined, but his mother was always there to support him through letters.

Pops my only visit, they the only ones that loved me
Danny's father was the only visitor during his confinement, showing that his parents are the only ones who have truly loved him unconditionally.

That's why I feel bad, popping Givenchy tags
Danny regrets his materialistic habits and how they are overshadowing his true blessings.

Knowing that this tee could feed my nephew for a week
Danny understands that his excessive spending can be better used to help his family with their basic needs.

For material I'm weak, acting like I don't care
Despite knowing the consequences of his addiction and excessive spending, Danny is unable to resist his materialistic desires.

I spend it all on clothes, then something is wrong there
Danny realizes that his financial priorities are flawed and misguided when he is spending all of his money on clothes.

It's time for me to clean it up
Danny has decided to make a change in his life and start taking responsibility for his actions and addiction.

I came too far to fuck it up like
Danny recognizes the progress he has made in his life and does not want to lose it by continuing down the path of addiction and materialism.