I'm Not Buying
Darius Lyrics


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So many times we find ourselves here

Looking just about anywhere but in each other's eyes

I'm wondering, why?

So many chances brushed then wasted
So many matches almost won in injury time

Nobody cried

We're kicking pieces out of each other

Instead of kicking the pain in our hearts

Where do we start?

Well, we can reach and we can climb

And we can turn this ship around in time

That's why I'm holding out for you

I'm not buying that it's over

You can tell me anything

But I'm not buying that it's broken

So many fixes come too easy

Leave us so unsatisfied
Chasing the kite, addicted to high

So many patches we have worn

So many promises stillborn

We're so blind, we kill more than time

Intoxicated, drowning each other

Instead of drowning the pain in our hearts

Where do we start?

Well, we can reach and we can climb

And we can turn this ship around in time

That's why I'm holding out for you

I'm not buying that it's over

You can sell me anything

But I'm not buying that it's broken

We'll walk with innocence, we'll leave the ignorance

We'll walk together, let's break this silence

Don't wanna fight no more, wanna feel the light some more

Let's run together and break this silence

I'm holding out for you, reaching out for you

No way that this is through

If we just, if we just, we can reach

We can reach, we just reach and we can climb

And we can hold on by our fingers to what is right

I'm holding out for you, I'm not buying that it's over

Just tell it the way it is

I'm holding out for you, reaching out for you

No way that this is true

You can tell me anything, sell me anything

To hell with everything, 'cause I'm not buying that it's over

Overall Meaning

The song "I'm Not Buying" by Darius deals with the theme of love and relationships that have gone sour but are not yet over. The lyrics are full of metaphors that serve to illustrate the situation that the singer and his partner have found themselves in. The opening lines suggest that the couple is not communicating effectively, "Looking just about anywhere but in each other's eyes". The singer expresses his confusion about how they got to this point and wonders if it's possible to fix things.


The song also highlights the missed opportunities and near-misses that the couple has had. They've had "so many chances brushed then wasted" and "so many matches almost won in injury time". However, despite all of this, the singer is still holding out hope for reconciliation. He rejects the idea that the relationship is over or broken and wants to work on things, "I'm holding out for you, reaching out for you. No way that this is true. You can tell me anything, sell me anything. To hell with everything, 'cause I'm not buying that it's over".


Overall, "I'm Not Buying" is a hopeful song that encourages persistence and effort towards saving a relationship that has hit a rough patch. The singer acknowledges the pain and mistakes that have been made but believes that with determination and communication, things can be turned around.


Line by Line Meaning

So many times we find ourselves here
We find ourselves in this situation often


Looking just about anywhere but in each other's eyes
We avoid eye contact and do not communicate well


I'm wondering, why?
I'm curious as to why we seem to have trouble connecting


So many chances brushed then wasted
We have had many opportunities to improve our relationship but have not taken them


So many matches almost won in injury time
We have been close to making progress, but something always seems to get in the way


Nobody cried
We have not expressed our emotions or been vulnerable with each other


We're kicking pieces out of each other
We are hurting each other instead of working together to heal


Instead of kicking the pain in our hearts
Rather than dealing with our emotional pain, we are causing more pain for each other


Where do we start?
We do not know how to begin repairing our relationship


Well, we can reach and we can climb
We have the ability to improve our relationship


And we can turn this ship around in time
We can make positive changes with patience and effort


That's why I'm holding out for you
I believe that we can make things work


I'm not buying that it's over
I do not believe that our relationship is beyond repair


You can tell me anything
I am willing to listen to your perspective


But I'm not buying that it's broken
I do not think that our relationship is irreparably damaged


So many fixes come too easy
We have tried quick fixes that have not worked


Leave us so unsatisfied
We are still unhappy despite our attempts at fixing things


Chasing the kite, addicted to high
We are pursuing temporary happiness instead of true fulfillment


So many patches we have worn
We have tried to fix things temporarily but those solutions have not lasted


So many promises stillborn
We have not followed through on our promises to each other


We're so blind, we kill more than time
Our lack of insight and communication is causing more harm than just wasting time


Intoxicated, drowning each other
We are causing each other pain and struggling to keep our heads above water


Instead of drowning the pain in our hearts
We are not dealing with our emotional pain and it is causing more issues


We'll walk with innocence, we'll leave the ignorance
We will move forward with a fresh perspective


We'll walk together, let's break this silence
We will work together to improve our communication


Don't wanna fight no more, wanna feel the light some more
We do not want to argue or feel negative emotions anymore; we want to find happiness together


Let's run together and break this silence
We will actively work on improving our relationship and communication


I'm holding out for you, reaching out for you
I believe in us and am willing to put in effort to make things work


No way that this is through
Our relationship is not over yet


You can tell me anything, sell me anything
I am open to hearing your thoughts and opinions


To hell with everything, 'cause I'm not buying that it's over
Regardless of what has happened, I am not ready to give up on us




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Comments from YouTube:

@curlynaijachic4116

I'm from Nigeria this guy made my teenage days awesome with this album. Thanks to my uncle, we stole this album from him cos we loved all the songs in it.

@thalyari

i dont kno about other people, but i love these songs....

@hollseey

i love his songs :D i'd never heard any other than colourblind before :) he should so be famous still

@kroy28

Thanks a lot. Amazing lyrics; its so sad that this awesome song doesnt have any comment and not even proper viewing numbers :(

@georgepitchie12

Hey dude is there any chance you could upload the song blushes off of the album dive in and i think its track 3 please :)

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