My Psychosis
Dark Half Lyrics

I don't wanna spit that stupid shit like you
I refuse to perform or produce the meaningless, offensive content that you create

I'd rather kill you all than do the things you do
I hold a deep hatred for you and would choose to commit murder over participating in the same actions you do

So if you didn't notice, then you better know this
If you haven't already realized, it's important that you understand

All I really know is, that is my psychosis
My psychosis defines my experiences and understanding of the world

La Da Da Da
This phrase appears to be a meaningless interlude

The leather face of Wisconsin, I bury corpses often
I murder people and hide their bodies, adopting a persona similar to the character Leatherface from the Texas Chainsaw Massacre

Or fuck em till they harden, and then chop em right up
I engage in sexual activity with my victims until they become rigid or lifeless, then dismember their remains

Yup I'm nuts, I'll leave their guts, these sluts are not safe
I have severe mental illness, and I enjoy disemboweling my victims who I view as promiscuous

Razorblade cuts they face through my actions of hate
I slash the faces of my victims with a razor blade in a violent act of hatred

YES I'mma rape em, YES I'mma take em
I will sexually assault and abduct them

Down to my cellar where I start to mutilate em
I bring them to my basement where I begin to destroy their bodies

Bake em in my oven, man I love the smell of burning flesh
I cook their remains in my oven and enjoy the scent of burning human flesh

Just as much as I love the look in they eyes when they take their last breath
I derive pleasure from observing the moment when my victims die

Death is beautiful, murder is an art
I find artistic value in taking the lives of others

Cut a hole in they chest, exposing their heart
I mutilate my victims by carving open their chest cavity to expose their heart

Body parts scattered, all over my house in piles
The remains of my victims are scattered throughout my home in disorganized piles

I'll take the razor blade, and give em a permanent smile
I use my razor blade to make deep cuts across the face of my victims, creating a 'permanent smile' effect

And slice they face open wide like mine
I mimic the scars on my face by cutting open the faces of my victims in a similar manner

Then I drag the blade down their spine
I use my razor blade to make a long cut down the spine of my victims

As it pierces they back, my mind starts to snap
The sensation of cutting into my victim's body causes my already unstable mind to break further

I can't help but laugh
I experience pleasure or excitement while committing these horrific acts

Yo, this town is so hopeless, you're under hypnosis
The environment of this town is bleak and oppressive; you are being manipulated or brainwashed

I'm back from the dead bitch, with a swarm of locusts
I have returned from the dead with a vengeance and a menacing army of locusts

So focus, don't you act like my style isnt potent
Pay attention and acknowledge the intensity and effectiveness of my artistic style

Oh shit, puffin on a doobie when I wrote this
I was smoking marijuana while creating this piece of music

Notice, I can pop the scene like I was Moises
I have the power to revolutionize the horrorcore music scene much like the biblical figure Moses

So if you're [?] from livin' dump your body off in the ocean
If you dislike your life, you should end it and dispose of your body in the ocean

So if you wanna fuck with me, then I'll be posted
If anyone challenges me or my art, I will be ready to retaliate

Where's my fuckin money bitch boy? That's my slogan
My catchphrase or slogan is a demand for payment from others, especially men

I'll drop you like I was Hocus, slice through you like a Shogun
I will physically harm or kill you like the magician Houdini or a Japanese warrior

No biscuit for you hoes and catch you when you be dozin
You will not receive any leniency or assistance from me, and I will attack you when you are vulnerable

Half you players be posin
Many people in the horrorcore music scene are fake or inauthentic

Hoping we didn't notice, maybe it's my psychosis
They are attempting to downplay or hide their true selves; my psychosis allows me to see and recognize this behavior

Or is that bitch the grossest
They may actually be the most repulsive or unpleasant person in the scene

Ho that you've ever seen
This person is incredibly promiscuous or disreputable

Why is she on your team
Why would you associate with someone like that?

Fuck the whole horrorcore scene
I dislike and reject the entire horrorcore music community

Skanky ass drama queen
She is unpleasant or deceitful, seeking attention and causing problems

There's nothin left of me, but a simple melody
My true self or identity has been lost or sacrificed to my mental illness and violent actions

Really need some therapy
I am aware of my need for psychological help or treatment

Wish I could fall asleep
I am likely experiencing anxiety or insomnia as a result of my behavioral issues and psychological problems

You are now about to witness sickness on another level
You are about to experience art that is disturbing and intense in a way you have likely not encountered before

Sixes caught the century, blood and piss this is mixed by the Devil
666 (the number of the Beast) is referenced as the century and associated with evil and corruption

Holy water suffering, this nightmare creeps into my dreams
Even the religious symbol of holy water cannot alleviate the pain and suffering of my life, which continues to haunt and torment me even in my dreams

Screams from burning corpses is the only that darkness brings
Death and violence are the only things that provide me with any sense of fulfillment or happiness

Klopopins I got em, surprised, I don't, I got em
The prescription drug clonazepam (Klopopins) is in my possession; I can't believe I haven't been caught yet

Anti psychotics in my veins, I think my brain is rottin
I am taking anti-psychotic medication to manage my mental illness, but I feel like it is deteriorating my brain

I hear the voices sayin, they like the choice I'm makin
My delusions and hallucinations are encouraging me to continue my homicidal behavior

Flush your prescriptions down the toilet, you don't need to take em
My delusions are encouraging me to stop taking my medication, even if it helps me function in some capacity

You ain't the one that's crazy, they've all just lost their way
I am not the only one with mental illness or abnormal behavior; it is a larger societal issue that others refuse to acknowledge or address

Pick up the nearest sharpest object, make em all afraid
I am encouraging myself, or others, to harm anyone who crosses or threatens me

Nobody listen, pays attention, fuck it, kill em all
No one is taking me seriously or listening to my ideas or complaints, so I will resort to violence to make them pay attention

Chemical imbalances, welcome to the murder ball
Mental illness and its accompanying chemical imbalances are the primary drivers behind my homicidal behavior

A padded cell in hell is where I spend eternity
My ultimate fate is to spend my life in a confined, torturous environment of my own making

Unless I purge the whole world, than it's uncertainty
My only hope for redemption or relief is to commit mass murder, but even then the outcome is unclear

No more time to think, it's time to get it done
It's too late to have second thoughts or reconsider my actions; I must act now

But I gotta see my shrink, it's almost ten to one
Despite my violent tendencies and desire for murder, I still recognize the importance of seeing my therapist and keeping appointments- it is almost time for my next appointment