That's Me
Dark Lotus Lyrics

That's me - the one you see awaken in dreams
I am the embodiment of a person's subconscious, the one who comes to life in their dreams.

Saint or sinner, the message is embedded in the mixture
Whether good or evil, there is a deeper truth to be found in the music.

Hungry as they might come
No matter how eager others may be, I am always ready for more.

Raised from the dirt and scum, and programmed to be no one
I have come from humble beginnings, marked for insignificance, but am now something greater.

That's me - straight up out my tree and out my shit
I am completely wild and unpredictable, always on the edge of losing control.

In the alley, with a gat looking to bash your head wit it
I am not opposed to using violence to get what I want.

Watch your blood drain outcha skull onto the ground
I take pleasure in inflicting pain and harm on others.

And take ya to my grave where you will never be found
I am capable of not only physical harm but also ending someone's life and disposing of the evidence.

That's me - not giving a fuck again
I am indifferent to others' opinions and feelings and act without hesitation.

unstoppable and crazy I don't have to pretend
I am truly deranged and my actions fit my personality.

Not Rocky, but I'm sure to rock your skull
I am not a fighter like Rocky Balboa, but I can still do serious damage to someone's head.

Drink saki, when I'm smokin' monkey paw
I indulge in the exotic and the strange, with a taste for both alcohol and unusual 'smokeable' items.

That's me - kids call me Cousin Louie
I have developed a unique and intimidating persona, with children even giving me a nickname.

Cause my slug of rocks by my side on the daily
I carry a dangerous weapon at all times, with the intent to use it if necessary.

It talks to me, it tells me who to ride on (ride on)
I have become so obsessed with my weapon that it seems to speak to me, guiding my actions and targets.

We are a team and it's your life we decide on (C'mon)
My weapon and I operate as one unit, with no regard for the lives or choices of others.

You think you know me
People may believe that they understand who I am based on my outward appearance or actions.

And my Juggalo style (DARK LOTUS!)
They may assume that my appearance and actions are in line with that of a Juggalo, a fan of the Insane Clown Posse and their associated culture.

That's me!
However, they are wrong - I am much more complex and dangerous than they could have ever imagined.

Ya think they in?
Others may believe that they are part of my world, but they are not.

They all wannabe down (DARK LOTUS!)
They are simply pretending to understand and belong, trying to fit in with a culture that they do not truly understand or belong to.

That's me - standin' in a puddle of blood
I am not afraid of violence or death and have likely caused harm to others in the past.

Smokin' a fat ass blunt cuttin' it up like WHUT??
I am relaxed and carefree in the face of danger or chaos, and may even indulge in illegal substances.

Feelin' really lonely, and all my homies are dead
Despite my tough exterior, I have likely faced severe loss and am struggling with intense emotions like loneliness.

At least that's what the voices in my head just said
In order to cope with my struggles, I may have developed a serious mental illness or have intense delusions.

That's me - I'm all up in ya mug, don't get it punched
I am confrontational and invasive, invading others' personal space with the potential for harm if provoked.

Knock knock (who is it) Now ya lips all fucked up!
I enjoy causing physical harm and take pleasure in the pain of others.

When I stop, my rims stop too
I may have a certain level of material wealth, but I am still quick to resort to violence.

Then I peel back out on ya face ya motherfucker you
After causing harm to someone, I will not hesitate to flee the scene and leave them with the mess.

That's me - crazy, in a fucked up van
Not only am I violent and unpredictable, but I may also be living in an unstable environment.

I gotta house and the cops are just making me mad
I have likely faced serious legal troubles in the past, with the police doing little to help me succeed.

Negioations just fell though, watch it on the news
I may be involved in criminal activity or other dangerous situations that could end up in the news.

Because I shot that motherfucker right here in plain view
I am not afraid to cause violence in public, and even enjoy the attention that it brings.

That's me - what bitch? You got something to say
I am confrontational and will not hesitate to escalate a situation to violence.

While my knuckles always catch your teeth
I am violent and physically imposing, using my fists to cause harm and pain to others.

Prints are all up in 'em, ooh
I am careless and will leave behind evidence of my crimes.

I skin 'em, why your face so rough?
I may cause gruesome harm to others, like skinning them, and show no remorse or empathy.

Little duct tape on the fingers and I back the fuck up
I have likely been involved in activities where I need to bind and/or silence people, showing no regard for their safety or lives.

That's me - right behind you, mad as hell, nose flarin'
I am always on edge and ready to fight, with physical signs like flaring nostrils indicating my aggression.

Makin' all the strange sounds in ya face, starin'
I may exhibit strange or unsettling behavior, like making odd sounds or staring intensely at others.

Knockin' over trash cans, breakin' forty bottles
I have a tendency to cause destruction and mayhem wherever I go.

Killin from the streets I'ma ghetto role model
I may have achieved a certain level of fame or recognition in the community due to my violent or criminal activities.

That's me - in a clown wig, swinging a machete
I revel in the absurd and grotesque while still being capable of serious harm, indicated by my choice of costume and weapon.

Big blood on my chest to bring the party like confetti
I enjoy being surrounded by violence and destruction, with blood and gore being the equivalent of a party to me.

That's me - spittin' wicked shit, fuck encore
My music and persona are dark, twisted, and intense, and I have no need for the approval of others.

I throw knives in the crowd and have em running for the door
I may even cause harm to fans or audience members in the pursuit of my violent goals.

That's me - that's right, ya shoulda known a little better
People should not be surprised by my violent and unpredictable behavior, as it is likely to escalate at any moment.

I be squashin' motherfuckers for whatever, whenever
I am always on the hunt for a new victim, relishing the opportunity to cause pain and destruction.

Sprinkle dust from the dead inside your favorite drink
I am capable of using poisoned or drugged substances to harm others without their knowledge or consent.

and sit back and laugh and watch that fat ass head shrink
I take enjoyment from seeing others suffer and will watch their downfall without remorse.

That's me - the virgin pussy popper, neck chopper
I exhibit violent and sexual tendencies, harming others in ways that satisfy my own twisted desires.

Swingin' blades like a helicopter, murder-a lotta
I am a serial killer, using bladed weapons to cause widespread harm and destruction.

That's me - ya notice, I die for the Lotus
I am willing to do literally anything for my violent, criminal culture, even if it means putting my own life on the line.

Like a kamikaze I hit the vocal and I blow this..
Just as a kamikaze pilot sacrifices themselves for their cause, I am prepared to give it all for the sake of the Lotus community.