Loneliness Won't Leave Me Alone
Dark Matters Lyrics

For a while there was magic
During the beginning of our relationship, there was a feeling of wonder and enchantment.

I found a different kind of me
Being with you revealed a new side of me that I didn't know existed.

For a while there was silence
During peaceful moments with you, there was a sense of tranquility.

I was a newborn in your loving arms
Being held by you made me feel safe and secure, like a newborn being embraced by its mother.

But there is something pulling deeper
However, there was an underlying issue that was tugging at me emotionally.

Something you won't get to see
It was something I couldn't share with you or anyone else.

Waiting in my darkness
This issue was lurking in the shadows, waiting to cause havoc.

For the first opportunity to leave
It was waiting for a chance to escape and disrupt my life.

I tried so hard to open up
I tried my best to be vulnerable and share my feelings with you.

Give you all, all you need
I wanted to give you everything you required in the relationship.

But there's pain in me
However, there's a deep-seated pain within me that I couldn't shake off.

That just wouldn't heal
No matter what I did, the pain persisted and refused to go away.

And loneliness won't leave me alone
This hurt has caused me to feel incredibly alone, and it refuses to abate.

Leave me alone
I am pleading with my pain and the surrounding loneliness to leave me be.