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Darren Espanto Lyrics

Everyone sees such a strong voice in me
People think I'm strong and confident because of how I sing and perform on stage

But sometimes they don't know that I'm weak
But underneath it all, I struggle and have moments of vulnerability

I put on a smile and know I do have a laughter
I try to hide my pain and keep a positive attitude, and sometimes I succeed

But sometimes I still break down and cry
But there are times when the sadness and stress become too much for me to bear

But there's something that's missing...
Despite my success and talent, there's still a void in my life

Something I miss
Something important to me is absent, and I feel its absence keenly

And it's all going down to that place in my heart
This feeling of longing and emptiness comes deep from within me

Where I hear a lullaby and you kiss me goodnight
It's tied to memories of home and the comfort and love I felt there

And I put on a smile for the next day to come by
Even if I feel down, I gotta keep a brave face and keep going forward with my life

But now I need to be strong
I have to keep myself together and stay resilient despite the obstacles I face

I gotta keep moving on
I can't give up or get stuck in my sadness, I have to keep pushing forward

I missing your face and I don't know if I can make it
I ache for the familiar love and support of my family and loved ones, and wonder if I can succeed without them

But the roads gonna be long
I know that the journey ahead of me will be difficult, with many challenges to overcome

And this life is so short
At the same time, life is fleeting and I don't want to waste any more time than I have to

So right now,
In this moment,

I wanna go back home...
What I truly desire is to return to the place where I belong and feel most at peace

When the lights go off and I go backstage
Even after the show is over and I'm in private, I still feel a sense of emptiness and sadness

I still have these promised things that going to waste
I have dreams and aspirations that I want to fulfill, but it feels like I'm not living up to my potential or doing justice to my talents

But it all pays off
But despite the difficulties and doubts, I remind myself that my hard work and perseverance will eventually lead to success

But I'm still missing you
But even if I succeed, there will still be a hole in my heart where the love and support of my family used to be

And it's all going down to that place in my heart
Once again, this ache and longing originates from a deep emotional space within me

Where I hear a lullaby
It's tied to childhood memories and the cozy, loving atmosphere of my home

So right now,
In this moment,

I wanna go back home
What I really want is to return to that same feeling of love and comfort that I associate with my home