Chris recorded his first album, The Swiss Army Romance, in 2000. The following year, he recorded Further Seems Forever's debut album The Moon Is Down. However, he left the band soon after the album's release, instead recording and releasing his sophomore album The Places You Have Come to Fear the Most, as well as a follow-up EP titled So Impossible.
By 2002, three other musicians had joined the band, including former Further Seems Forever band mate Jerry Castellanos and started the process of recording the band's next album. After the success of his second album, Carrabba was asked to perform on MTV Unplugged, and the subsequent release marked the first time many of the songs were recorded with a full band.
Also in 2002, the music video for "Screaming Infidelities" won the coveted MTV2 award at the MTV Video Music Awards, beating out Norah Jones, The Strokes, The Hives, Nappy Roots and Musiq. This video starred Chris in both the performance and the storyline. The video was directed by Maureen Egan and Matthew Barry.
In 2003, the band released its third album A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar. Peaking at #2 on the United States Billboard charts, the album proved to be the band's most commercially-viable album yet. In the summer of 2004, Dashboard Confessional recorded the song "Vindicated" for the film Spider-Man 2. The song was featured on the soundtrack and played over the film's end credits. Because of this, the band gained a sizable audience for their next release the following summer.
In May of 2005, Dashboard Confessional entered the studio to record their fourth album with acclaimed producer, Daniel Lanois. The album was released on June 27, 2006; its first single was "Don't Wait". Following the release of Dusk and Summer, Dashboard Confessional went on a summer tour of the U.S. with special guests Say Anything and Ben Lee, followed by a co-headlining arena tour with alternative rock band Brand New.
In 2007, the band released its follow-up to Dusk and Summer, The Shade of Poison Trees.
During an interview with Billboard posted on September 11, 2007, Carrabba stated that he is 14 tracks into what would be the band's sixth studio album. He is also unsure about when it would be recorded, but plans to have 30 tracks to draw from. It may be a concept album: "only with the last three has it become, like, 'All right, these have a continuity and there's something going on,' so I'm excited to see where that leads".
The album, titled 'Alter The Ending', was released November 10 2009 (US). A two disc version of the album is available. In this edition, the first disc consists of full band workings of the twelve tracks while the second disc features acoustic versions akin to the first two Dashboard Confessional albums.
Saints And Sailors
Dashboard Confessional Lyrics
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And no one should ever feel the way that I feel now.
A walking open wound,
A trophy display of bruises
And I don't believe that I'm getting any better.
Any better.
Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring
I'm pretty sure that few would notice.
And this apartment
Is starving for an argument.
Anything at all to break the silence.
Wandering this house
Like I've never wanted out
And this is about as social as I get now.
And I'm throwing away the letters that I am writing you
Cause they would never do,
I would never do.
Never
Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring
And I'm thinking awful things
I'm pretty sure that few would notice.
And this apartment is starving for an argument.
Anything at all to break the silence.
So don't be a liar
Don't say that
Everything's working
When everything's broken.
And you smile like a saint
But you curse like a sailor
And your eyes say the jokes on me.
But, I'm not laughing
You're not leaving
Who do I think I am kidding?
When I'm the only one locked in this hell
Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring
And I'm thinking awful things
I'm pretty sure that few would notice.
And this apartment is starving for an argument.
Anything at all to break the silence.
So don't be a liar
Don't say that everything's working
When everything's broken.
And you smile like a saint but you curse like a sailor
And your eyes say the jokes on me.
As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs and sit alone and wonder how you're making out.
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere, with anyone, making out.
The song "Saints and Sailors" by Dashboard Confessional speaks about the emotional pain that a person goes through after a break-up, and how they are desperately seeking attention or communication from their ex-partner. The lyrics suggest that the singer is in a very fragile state, almost always in tears, with bruises all over, as though they have been physically hurt. The pain is so much that they wish they could be anywhere, with anyone, making out. This line also has a double meaning because it shows how much they crave physical intimacy, but at the same time, how much they want to escape from their current emotional state.
The singer is living alone in an apartment, and they are so desperate for communication that they are waiting for the phone to ring, hoping that it would be their ex-partner. The singer is so broken and desperate for attention that they are "throwing away letters" they write to their ex-partner, thinking that no words would be enough to fix the situation. The singer is not social and is isolated in their house, with the silence becoming unbearable for them. They need an argument or conversation of any kind to break the silence.
The setting of the song is in an apartment that is starving for attention and communication, just like the singer. The singer is hurt so much that they are searching for physical intimacy and communication in any form possible. The song is a reflection of the pain and helplessness that a person feels after a break-up.
Line by Line Meaning
This is where I say I've had enough
I'm at my breaking point and can't take it anymore.
And no one should ever feel the way that I feel now.
My emotions are overwhelming and unbearable, and I wouldn't wish them on anyone else.
A walking open wound,
I feel exposed and raw, like a physical wound that can't heal.
A trophy display of bruises
My emotional pain is evident to others, like visible bruises on my skin that make me feel like a prize to be won in some twisted way.
And I don't believe that I'm getting any better.
I feel stagnant and like I'm not making progress in resolving my emotional turmoil.
Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring
I am desperate for contact with someone, anyone, to break the isolation and loneliness I feel.
And I'm thinking awful things
My thoughts are despairing and negative, and I'm unable to shake them on my own.
I'm pretty sure that few would notice.
I feel invisible and unimportant to others, as if no one would care if I disappeared.
And this apartment Is starving for an argument.
I long for some kind of emotional release, even if it means fighting or arguing, because anything would be better than silence and loneliness.
Anything at all to break the silence.
I am so desperate for connection that I would do almost anything to break the oppressive silence around me.
Wandering this house Like I've never wanted out
I feel trapped in my own home, unable to escape my thoughts and emotions.
And this is about as social as I get now.
I'm so withdrawn and depressed that even being alone at home is my only comfort zone.
And I'm throwing away the letters that I am writing you
I am unable to communicate my feelings effectively, even in writing, so I discard any attempts to reach out.
Cause they would never do, I would never do.
I know deep down that sending letters won't fix anything, so I don't bother trying.
Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring
I am so desperate for connection that I cling to the hope that someone will reach out to me.
And I'm thinking awful things
My thoughts continue to spiral downward, feeding into my despair and isolation.
So don't be a liar
I am wary of people who pretend that everything is fine or that they care about me when they don't.
Don't say that Everything's working
I don't want people to lie to me about how they feel or the state of their relationships, because it just makes things worse.
When everything's broken.
I know that everything is not fine or working properly, and this dishonesty only adds to my feelings of isolation and despair.
And you smile like a saint
You put on a façade of goodness and kindness, as if you are above judgment or criticism.
But you curse like a sailor
You have a dark side that you keep hidden from others, one that uses profanity or is angry and aggressive.
And your eyes say the jokes on me.
You seem to be laughing and joking about my emotional pain, as if it's a joke or something to enjoy at my expense.
But, I'm not laughing
I am not amused or entertained by this behavior, but I am hurt and exhausted by trying to keep up appearances.
You're not leaving
I am stuck in this situation, unable to move on or escape the emotional turmoil I am in.
Who do I think I am kidding?
I am fooling myself if I think that things will get better or that I can handle this on my own.
When I'm the only one locked in this hell
I am alone in my suffering, trapped in a cycle of despair and hopelessness that I can't seem to break free from.
As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs and sit alone and wonder how you're making out.
I'll listen to depressing music and wallow in my own misery, wondering about others' happiness and feeling helpless to change my own situation.
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere, with anyone, making out.
I long for physical contact and intimacy, and would do almost anything to break free from my current situation and find some joy and happiness.
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: CHRISTOPHER ANDREW CARRABBA
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@AB11305
Man, I forget how this is the best song ever made!
@rosasparks9978
Lol Jim
@denforcer8874
If you only knew how much your music got me through dark times man. Got my heart broken in college and you got me through it brother. Thank you. Still remember those times and it was over 20 years ago.
@galleryofrogues
That one little guitar lick throughout the song is SO catchy and amazing!
@And-wo4vx
Listening to this reminds me of when I was truly happy.
Now I found this again in the exact moment I need to get that feeling again.
It's such a nice turning moment and this song is the coincidence we all are hoping for...
@rosebud4467
I will fight anyone who says this isn't one of the best Dashboard songs ever.
@brandi_whine
Yas Girl same
@kristacompton4119
17 or 18 years later and these songs are pushing my depression away.
@lorrainecoggins7391
✅
@dbones4523
Real talk