My Own Worst Enemy
Dave Seaman Lyrics


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There's a place in my head
A place I know I really shouldn't go
But I'm easily lead
I seem to have a problem saying 'no'

And you think it's a front
So it doesn't really matter all that much
A publicity stunt
A fabricated tendency to self-destruct

Ahh... Ah...

There's a place in my head
A place I know I really shouldn't go
But I'm easily lead
I seem to have a problem saying 'no'

And you turn a blind eye
Because it's just another phase I'm going through
Well what good is good-bye?
These things have a habit of haunting you

I just can't seem to trust myself
So what chance does that leave for anyone else?

I'm my own worst enemy
But you ain't seen the end of me...

I just can't seem to trust myself
So what chance does that leave for anyone else?

Ahh... Ah...
(I'm my own worst enemy)
But you ain't seen the end of me...
Ahh... Ah...

I'm my own worst enemy
But you ain't seen the end of me...





[Whisper]
I'm my own worst enemy

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Dave Seaman's song My Own Worst Enemy express the struggle of the singer with an inner demon. The first two lines set the stage for the rest of the song. The place in his head represents the internal conflict he feels. The line "I really shouldn't go" implies that the singer is aware that the thoughts going on in his head aren't good but he is unable to control it. The third line, "But I'm easily led", is a fascinating aspect of the song, which says the singer is willing to go with the flow and swiftly influenced by their surroundings. The singer goes on to say that they have a problem of saying 'no,' which is an indication that they are prone to making the wrong choices.


The second verse speaks to the external factors that are contributing to the singer's downfall. The second stanza opens with, "And you turn a blind eye" - this refers to the people who are the cause of the singer's problem. The people who he surrounds himself with are ignoring the warning signs and only acknowledging this as just another phase of his life. There is an interesting play on words utilized in the lines, "A fabricated tendency to self-destruct," which could mean the singer’s inclination toward self-destruction is solely manufactured, and there might not be a more profound genesis of this tendency.


The chorus, "I'm my own worst enemy, but you ain't seen the end of me," is an indication that the singer is aware of the problem he has and that he's not entirely defeated. These lyrics reveal a sense of hope despite being in a dark place, while the closing whisper of "I'm my own worst enemy," emphasizes the self-sabotaging internal conversation that leads to the singer's downfall.


Line by Line Meaning

There's a place in my head
I have deep, repressed thoughts in my mind that I try to avoid.


A place I know I really shouldn't go
I understand that these thoughts are not healthy and I shouldn't entertain them.


But I'm easily led
Despite knowing better, I am easily swayed towards these thoughts.


I seem to have a problem saying 'no'
I lack the ability to resist the allure of these thoughts.


And you think it's a front
You believe that I am pretending or faking this issue.


So it doesn't really matter all that much
Because you don't believe it's a real issue, it doesn't concern you greatly.


A publicity stunt
You suspect that I am using this as a way to gain attention or sympathy.


A fabricated tendency to self-destruct
You think that I am creating this destructive behavior as a way to cause harm to myself.


There's a place in my head
Once again, I must emphasize the existence of these troubling thoughts.


A place I know I really shouldn't go
These thoughts are not healthy and I should not continue to entertain them.


But I'm easily led
Despite recognizing the danger of these thoughts, I am still compelled to follow them.


I seem to have a problem saying 'no'
My inability to resist these thoughts persists.


And you turn a blind eye
You choose to ignore my behavior and pretend that everything is okay.


Because it's just another phase I'm going through
You excuse my behavior as a temporary issue that will pass with time.


Well what good is good-bye?
Saying goodbye will not solve anything, as these thoughts will continue to haunt me.


These things have a habit of haunting you
The consequences of my actions will follow me and have a lasting impact.


I just can't seem to trust myself
I struggle to have faith in my own decisions and actions.


So what chance does that leave for anyone else?
If I can't trust myself, how can anyone else trust me?


I'm my own worst enemy
I am the source of my own problems.


But you ain't seen the end of me...
Despite my struggles, I am still strong and determined to overcome them.


I'm my own worst enemy
Once again, I must emphasize that I am the problem.


But you ain't seen the end of me...
I will continue to fight and overcome my internal struggles.


[Whisper] I'm my own worst enemy
This is a deeply personal and intimate battle that I must face on my own.




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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@floridapmi

There's a place in my head
A place I know I really shouldn't go
But I'm easily lead
I seem to have a problem saying 'no'

And you think it's a front
So it doesn't really matter all that much
A publicity stunt
A fabricated tendency to self-destruct

Ahh... Ah...

There's a place in my head
A place I know I really shouldn't go
But I'm easily lead
I seem to have a problem saying 'no'

And you turn a blind eye
Because it's just another phase I'm going through
Well what good is good-bye?
These things have a habit of haunting you

I just can't seem to trust myself
So what chance does that leave for anyone else?

I'm my own worst enemy
But you ain't seen the end of me...

I just can't seem to trust myself
So what chance does that leave for anyone else?

Ahh... Ah...
(I'm my own worst enemy)
But you ain't seen the end of me...
Ahh... Ah...

I'm my own worst enemy
But you ain't seen the end of me...

[Whisper]
I'm my own worst enemy



All comments from YouTube:

@filteg7466

this song reminds me my first clubing nights,legendary days

@fabianofcarlos

One of Dave Seaman's greatest! Just love it!

@redmondjherring

Hasn't aged a day. So good.

@jodarmanin

i could never get sick of this.. its brilliant

@falcon81701

I have always loved Dave's track selection.

@1ntruder13

i found it in a compilation album from a famous greek dj... Try buying it online :)

@alisha_madariaga

To this day my favorite version of this track is the Phil K and habersham “cloudbrake”. Has a darker grittier vibe and I LOVE it!

@dariosilva0076

2020 still listening this song...but you aint seen the end of me....

@djsuperpat

Best of the BEst!!

@michelinepedneault1821

il est le maître du techno depuis 1968 qui aurait pu faire ça ? et augmenter la tradition? seulement lui! c'est lui le mentor! je m'excuse pour les autres on a trouvé son album complet dans un marché au puces et depuis c'est dans mon corps à jamais , merci la vie et la musique de Dave Seaman c'est la magie assurée ! c'est un pro éternel!

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