Mar
Day Lyrics

Alright, let's go
Starting the song that explores the emotions and experiences of the singer

Period
Emphasizing the finality of what the singer is about to express

Play my body like an instrument
Asking the lover to explore and pleasure the singer's body

Yeah, Break my heart by the ligaments
Asking the lover to hurt the singer's heart so badly that it feels physical

You left me in your childhood bed
Feeling abandoned and lost as the lover leaves the singer after using her

And you resent me
Feeling unappreciated and held responsible for the lover's own shortcomings

Because I get so sad
Being judged and blamed for one's own emotions and vulnerability

Like, Pain, cloudin' up my brain
Describing the overwhelming feeling of pain that affects one's entire being

Adrenaline rush coursing through my veins
Feeling a sudden rush of panic and fear that takes over one's body

Heartbroken, flying on that plane
Feeling broken and alone while traveling to escape the painful memories

Just to go home
Feeling defeated and longing for familiarity and comfort

And pretend we're okay
Putting up a facade of happiness and normalcy to avoid dealing with the true emotions

So, Low, how you left me scarred
Feeling traumatized and hurt by the lover's actions and abandonment

I hated you, sitting there in your mom's car
Feeling bitter and resentful towards the lover, even in a mundane setting

Proposed twice, count it as three strikes
Bitterly recounting the lover's failed attempts at commitment and blaming them for the relationship's demise

Was I ever in the wrong?
Questioning the fairness and validity of the accusations and blame placed on the singer

Did you even think twice?
Questioning the lover's true intentions and feelings towards the singer

No, I'm not okay today
Admitting to the pain and struggles that continue to haunt the singer

Wishin' I could fade away
Yearning for an escape from the torment and emotional pain

I remember etching on my thighs
Recalling self-harm as a way to cope with the emotional pain

With a razor blade
Describing the act of self-harm in detail, highlighting the severity of the pain felt by the singer

Thinking that would numb the pain
Describing the misguided belief that self-harm would provide temporary relief from the emotional pain

I don't even know my name
Feeling lost, confused, and disconnected from oneself due to the emotional turmoil

Lately it be feeling like it's finally now the end of daze
Feeling that one's struggles and pain have reached a breaking point and that things cannot continue as they are

Better partner, better friend
Acknowledging the need for self-improvement and to prioritize mental health in relationships

Mental health I need to mend
Admitting the need for professional support and therapy in addressing mental health struggles

Yuh
Vocalization of the emotions expressed in the song

I think it's pretty fucked up how you play the blame game
Calling out the lover's manipulative and dishonest behavior in blaming the singer for their own mistakes

You Orchestrate like I'm insane
Describing the lover's attempts to portray the singer as unstable and irrational to avoid taking responsibility for their actions

With all my problems
Highlighting the complexity and impact of the singer's personal struggles on their relationship

Like you didn't cause some
Calling out the lover's role in contributing to the singer's pain and struggles

You're Fed up with my trauma
Describing the lover's lack of empathy and patience towards the singer's difficulties

It is what it is
Resigning to the fact that the relationship is over and the singer must move on

But Tell the truth to your mama
Encouraging the lover to take accountability and be honest with their loved ones about their own mistakes and role in the relationship's demise

I Cancelled all my life's plans
Feeling that the relationship's end has caused the singer to lose a sense of purpose and direction

Fuck your hot tub, and fuck your fake friends
Expressing anger and bitterness towards the lover and their social circle for their perceived lack of support and investment in the relationship

Who was the one holding your hand?
Questioning the loyalty and commitment of the lover and wondering who will be there to comfort them now that the relationship has ended

On your birthday, when they didn't call again
Highlighting a specific instance where the lover's supposed friends failed to show up for a significant event, causing additional pain and disappointment

No, I, God knows I tried
Asserting that the singer put effort and dedication into the relationship, but the lover's actions made it impossible to sustain

I'm in the psych ward, sign away my life
Admitting to the severity of one's mental health struggles and the need for professional support and intervention

'Cause I never thought I was good enough
Explaining one's insecurities and how they contributed to the relationship's difficulties

I know you don't get it
Acknowledging the lover's lack of understanding and empathy towards the singer's emotions and struggles

So just shut the fuck up
Expressing frustration and anger towards the lover's attempts to invalidate or dismiss the singer's experiences and emotions