Never Again
Dead Moon Lyrics


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I tried to tell you that there's always two sides to the blade
I saw my future cave in from the roots of decay
The dark cloud started dancing all over the sun
Whatever it took to make my blood run

I had a ways to go
Sorrow that you'll never know
But lately it's beginning to show
And I tell myself never again

The armies of doubt were playing war in my head
I couldn't recover from the things that they said
Crash landed in the safehouse under the stairs
Last place on earth where anyone cares

Never dreamed I'd fall to this
Something that I couldn't resist
And now I just clench my fists
And I tell myself never again

Run silent, run deep, run as fast as you can
Let the rest of the world slide through your hands
Old habits die hard like a fatal disease
They cut you so deep, you can never come clean

I've got a past to pay
I got demons to face




I can't just run away
But I tell myself never again

Overall Meaning

Dead Moon's "Never Again" is a melancholic song about a person who has reached the end of their rope. The lyrics start off by conveying a poignant message that there are always two sides to a blade; a metaphor for the fact that there are two sides to every story. The singer then describes watching his future collapse before his eyes as everything around him disintegrates. The dark cloud starts to take over, and desperation sets in. Despite feeling lost and hopeless, the singer remains convinced that he must never let this happen again.


In the next verse, the singer talks about the armies of doubt that he cannot silence. Negative voices in his head lead him to a place of despair, and he finds himself in a safe spot where he can finally feel some solace. However, this peace is short-lived. The singer finds himself addicted to something that he knows is slowly tearing him apart. He admits that he has demons to face and a past to pay. Despite this, he must stay resolved and tell himself never to fall into the same trap again.


"Never Again" is a song that speaks to those who have struggled with addiction, depression, and the fragility of their mental health. It conveys the idea that life is a constant battle and that one must always be prepared to fight on. The song's lyrics, combined with its haunting melody, give voice to a struggle with which many can relate.


Line by Line Meaning

I tried to tell you that there's always two sides to the blade
I attempted to explain that every situation has both positive and negative aspects


I saw my future cave in from the roots of decay
I witnessed my prospects deteriorating irreparably from a fundamental level


The dark cloud started dancing all over the sun
The oppressive force obscured any hope or joy from my life


Whatever it took to make my blood run
I was willing to do anything to feel alive and stimulated


I had a ways to go
There was still a long journey ahead of me


Sorrow that you'll never know
The level of sadness that I experienced is beyond your comprehension


But lately it's beginning to show
Recently, the effects of my pain and suffering have become visible


And I tell myself never again
I repeat to myself that I cannot allow myself to experience that again


The armies of doubt were playing war in my head
My mind was consumed by internal conflicts and insecurities


I couldn't recover from the things that they said
I was unable to overcome the negative thoughts and comments that plagued me


Crash landed in the safehouse under the stairs
I ended up in an isolated and hidden place to protect myself


Last place on earth where anyone cares
This is the only location where there are people who genuinely care about me


Never dreamed I'd fall to this
I never imagined that I would succumb to this level of despair


Something that I couldn't resist
I was powerless to prevent myself from giving in to my demons


And now I just clench my fists
Now, I just tense up my hands in frustration and anger


Run silent, run deep, run as fast as you can
Escape the problems, ignore them, or try to outpace them


Let the rest of the world slide through your hands
Don't be affected by what's happening around you


Old habits die hard like a fatal disease
Negative patterns and behaviors are difficult to change or overcome


They cut you so deep, you can never come clean
The damaging effects are so severe that it's impossible to recover fully


I've got a past to pay
I have to face the consequences of my past actions


I got demons to face
I have personal battles and struggles that need to be confronted


I can't just run away
I can't avoid or evade my problems indefinitely


But I tell myself never again
I repeatedly remind myself that I cannot allow myself to slip into that state again




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: ALLEN TOUSSAINT

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