circus
Deadman Lyrics


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Itami shoudou hateta nagareru chi wa
Aisareta ito negau yowasa wo kakushite

Itami ijou ni kawaku nagareru chi wa
Hitori wa iya to negau yowasa wo kakushite

[nani mo chigawanai] to sousei no purizuna ga sawagu
[nani mo kamo chigau] to kousokui ni me wo fuserumad
Iradachi wa doko e?
Yandeiru no wa ore nano ka?
Shinjiru no wa jibun dake de ii uke irerarete mo imi wa nai

Itami kunou* de sashi dasu yubi ni chi ga
Suberi ochita shunkan yowasa wo chiru leave taking

Mad
Kurutteiru no wa sekai ka soretomo ore nano ka





Seihi wa ima mo wakaranai kedo saikopasu to yobarete mo
Miru no wa genkaku janai yo no naka ni shitagau ki wa nai kara

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Deadman's song "Circus" speak of pain and weakness hidden behind a facade of strength. The first verse describes how the flowing blood, once a source of pride and affection, has now become a marker of pain and suffering that the singer hides from others. The second verse amplifies this feeling, as the blood flows faster, overwhelming the singer until they wish to be alone.


The chorus references a struggle between the mixed messages around them – whispers of conformity versus the need for independent thought. The uncertainty and frustration build, as the singer questions where their anger is directed and their own sanity, all while never finding satisfaction with any answer.


The third verse brings the pain to a physical level, as the singer imagines the moment of letting go, when blood slips from their hand and weakness is revealed. The song ends with a final acknowledgement of the confusion and instability that exist, even as the singer craves a sense of belonging and meaning.


Line by Line Meaning

Itami shoudou hateta nagareru chi wa
The blood that flows from a wound that has lost its throbbing pain


Aisareta ito negau yowasa wo kakushite
Hiding the weakness of hoping to be loved


Itami ijou ni kawaku nagareru chi wa
The blood that flows beyond the pain and dries up


Hitori wa iya to negau yowasa wo kakushite
Hiding the weakness of wishing not to be alone


[nani mo chigawanai] to sousei no purizuna ga sawagu
The particles of creation resonating with [nothing is wrong]


[nani mo kamo chigau] to kousokui ni me wo fuserumad
Speeding up, never averting your eyes from [anything at all]


Iradachi wa doko e?
Where does anger go?


Yandeiru no wa ore nano ka?
Am I the one who is sick?


Shinjiru no wa jibun dake de ii uke irerarete mo imi wa nai
Believing in oneself alone is pointless, even if it's enough to be accepted


Itami kunou* de sashi dasu yubi ni chi ga
Blood dripping from the fingers that poke at pain and suffering


Suberi ochita shunkan yowasa wo chiru leave taking
Scattering weakness as I slip away


Mad
Insane


Kurutteiru no wa sekai ka soretomo ore nano ka
Is it the world that's going crazy, or is it me?


Seihi wa ima mo wakaranai kedo saikopasu to yobarete mo
I still don't understand the meaning of life, even if I am called a psycho


Miru no wa genkaku janai yo no naka ni shitagau ki wa nai kara
I don't have the awareness to follow what's not an illusion




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