Lost Again
DeathBoy Lyrics

Now I'm back again
I have returned to a previous state or situation

On this track again
Continuing on a path previously taken

Finally made it
Successfully reached a long-desired goal

Pushed to the limits
Exceeded normal capability or capacity

Can't live within it
Unable to tolerate or cope with a particular situation

Can't do without it
Dependent on a certain thing or circumstance

Where's the surprise?
Questioning why there are no unexpected events or outcomes

Sharp edges cut at me, they make me bleed
Difficulties or hardships are causing pain and harm

I've never been so happy
In a state of joy or contentment

Never felt so free
Experiencing a sense of liberation or release

And strangers push me, force me to be hard
Unfamiliar, unknown people are pressuring or influencing me to be strong and unyielding

These nights I'm lonely, Lucky I'm so scarred.
During lonely times, the artist is grateful to have endured hardships as it has made them stronger

She's got me, so I don't need you
The singer is committed to a specific person and therefore does not require anyone else

You want me, You just don't know you do
A person desires the singer, but is unaware of their own feelings

I try to love you while you're spitting in my face
The singer is attempting to maintain affection despite being treated poorly

I put you on a pedestal - You put me in my place
The artist views the other person as superior, but is put back in their own position of inferiority

We pay to be told, What our tiny futures hold
Society has expectations for individuals and people conform in order to know what the future may bring

Yours looks bright, And mine is black
One person's future appears to be positive, while the singer's future appears to be grim

I want my money back
Displeased with a purchase or transaction and desires a refund

You're religious, Screaming for your saviour
A person is passionate about their religion and calling out to their deity

I'm asthmatic, Clutching my inhaler
The artist has asthma and is desperately holding on to their inhaler for relief

This city air is Killing me
The air quality in the city is negatively impacting the artist's health

Now I'm become Just what I was meant to be
The singer has embraced their true identity or destiny

Well it might seem hard now But I'll hold on to the end
Despite current difficulties, the artist will persevere until the conclusion

And we're not really enemies Coz I'm your only friend
Despite possible conflict or negative emotions, the singer still desires a relationship with the other person

And you and me together We'll kill the night away
The singer and the other person plan to engage in activities or behaviors to pass the time until morning

Kill them all away
Removing all difficulty, pain or problems until morning

Why's it so hard to remember All the good times we had
The artist is having difficulty recalling positive memories

..And why's it so much easier To feel so fucking bad
Negative emotions are overpowering and easier to feel than positive emotions

I know I had some dreams then But all of them fell through
The singer had aspirations in the past, but they did not come to fruition

I wanted to have everything I can't even have you
The singer desired abundance, but is not able to have the one they truly want

Well I'm so fucking faceless You might as well erase us
The artist feels insignificant or unnoticed, to the point of being erased from existence

I'll take all you can give me Don't need you to forgive me
The artist is willing to accept whatever they can get from the other person, regardless if forgiveness is granted

I'll kill your fucking jesus I'm not some fucking rhesus
The artist will destroy the other person's religion, despite it being significant to them

I only want to fuck you To out-evolved your weakness
The singer desires a physical relationship with the other person, believing it will make them superior