Company Calls Epilogue
Death Cab for Cutie Lyrics


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Synapse to synapse, the possibility's thin.
I'm dressed up for free drinks and family greetings
On your wedding, your wedding, your wedding date.
The figures in plastic on the wedding cake that I took were so real.

And I kept a distance, the complications cloud
The postcards and blip through fiber optics,
As the girls with pigtails were running from little boys wearing bowties
Their parents bought and "I'll catch you this time!"

Crashing through the parlor doors, what was your first reaction?
Screaming, drunk, disorderly, I'll tell you mine.
You were the one, but I can't spit it out when the date's been set.
The white routine to be ingested inaccurately.

Synapse to synapse, the sneaky kids had attached
Beer cans to the bumper so they could drive
Up and down the main drag.
People would turn to see who's making the racket.
It's not the first time.

When they lay down the fish will swim upstream
And I'll contest, but they won't listen
When the casualty rate's near 100 percent,
And there isn't a pension for second best or for hardly moving

Crashing through the parlor doors, what was your first reaction?
Screaming, drunk, disorderly, I'll tell you mine.
You were the one, but I can't spit it out when the date's been set.
The white routine to be ingested inaccurately.

You were the one, but I can't spit it out when the date's been set.
The white routine to be ingested inaccurately.





You were the one, but I can't spit it out when the date's been set.
The white routine to be ingested inaccurately.

Overall Meaning

"Company Calls Epilogue" by Death Cab for Cutie tells the story of a man who is attending his ex-girlfriend's wedding. The first two lines of the song suggest that the man is struggling with the possibility of a future with his ex-girlfriend being thin or unlikely, synapse to synapse. He is dressed up for free drinks and family greetings but feels out of place at the wedding. He admires the plastic figures on the wedding cake and is reminded of the reality of the situation. He is keeping his distance from his ex-girlfriend, perhaps because of the complications that led their relationship to end in the first place. He reminisces about the childhood love and the boys with bowties chasing girls with pigtails.


The song uses crashing through the parlor doors as a metaphor for the truth being revealed or coming out. The man is drunk and disorderly, and he can't spit out his confession that he still has feelings for the bride. He is stuck in a white routine, perhaps referring to the traditional expectations of marriage and the fear of taking a chance to change it. The song ends with the repetition of the confession that he cannot reveal his true feelings.


Overall, "Company Calls Epilogue" speaks about the loss of love, the struggle to move on, and the fear of expressing true feelings. The song paints a picture of a man who is trapped in the past, afraid to ruin the present, and uncertain of the future.


Line by Line Meaning

Synapse to synapse, the possibility's thin.
The chances of us being together are slim.


I'm dressed up for free drinks and family greetings On your wedding, your wedding, your wedding date.
I am attending your wedding just for free drinks, family interactions, and essentially for the party atmosphere.


The figures in plastic on the wedding cake that I took were so real.
The figures on the cake were so precisely detailed that it felt very realistic to me.


And I kept a distance, the complications cloud The postcards and blip through fiber optics,
I kept my distance from you because of the problems that have arisen between us. Even though we communicate through phone and electronic mail, we have lost that intimacy which a personal conversation offers.


As the girls with pigtails were running from little boys wearing bowties Their parents bought and 'I'll catch you this time!'
Reflecting on the scene I saw, I realized how carefree and naive children are. Their little games of tag demonstrate a freedom and simplicity that we as adults can envy.


Crashing through the parlor doors, what was your first reaction? Screaming, drunk, disorderly, I'll tell you mine.
When we were at the party and things got chaotic, I reacted in a drunken, messy way. Can you share your reaction with me too?


You were the one, but I can't spit it out when the date's been set. The white routine to be ingested inaccurately.
I realized that you were the one I wanted to be with but I never expressed it to you. Now that your wedding date has been set, I am internalizing my feelings and accepting the consequences of our miscommunication.


Synapse to synapse, the sneaky kids had attached Beer cans to the bumper so they could drive Up and down the main drag. People would turn to see who's making the racket. It's not the first time.
Memories of high school boys revving their cars as they sped through the streets came back to me. I am reminded that this is an age-old game of attention, the desire to be seen is primal.


When they lay down the fish will swim upstream And I'll contest, but they won't listen When the casualty rate's near 100 percent, And there isn't a pension for second best or for hardly moving
When it seems everyone is going in the wrong direction, it's hard to stand up and go the opposite way. The risk of failure is high, making it difficult for people to listen to your opinions and take you seriously.


You were the one, but I can't spit it out when the date's been set. The white routine to be ingested inaccurately.
Once again, I am reminded that I didn't communicate my feelings for you in time. I am now accepting that I will need to move on and ingest the reality of this situation.




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Written by: BENJAMIN GIBBARD

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Comments from YouTube:

Kitty Katt

This is my favorite death cab song without a doubt. I believe it is their most richly emotional song. Truly epic.

Jared Sullivan

First time I heard it. I said THIS

Nelson3300

Slowcore bro!

gg_nugu

Man, when I was younger, I went through a terrible break-up one fall. I remember the days that were just getting darker and colder, and no "break up song" I knew was real enough to portray how I felt. But this was the closest thing, the way it expressed the hopelessness, vague humiliation, and the real pain of having someone just destroy your heart, and a lot of your sanity, too. I would pour my emotions into this song every day and cling to the lyrics. Honestly, I don't know if it helped me, or made it worse.

motsybattlebot

Oh man....I literally feel the same way about this song, having gone through a very rough break up last year, and still recovering(still want her back), your comment nails it. 

Josie

Sarah Schulz I haven't been through any break-up ever. I still love this song, though. Ben's lyrics really invoke empathy with me. I'm not trying to say I completely understand what it feels like, but this song really makes you feel, whether you can personally relate to it or not.

Aaron Chapman

I feel you, I think it makes it worse though. Can be weirdly comforting but listening to stuff like this constantly just prolongs misery in the long run IMO

Gorham Bonjour

Aaron Chapman my ex of 3 years dumped me a few months back, death cab is the only thing that helps me see that its all just a growing experience and time heals all.

mrw21

Ben Gibbard is a f***in genius. Take away the beautiful, anthemic music of many of his best songs and you're still left with some of the best American poetry written in our generation.

pepperSnakes

yeah now that dark quality isn’t so present, and i don’t like death cab at all anymore. this early stuff is all i listen to.

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