I Was a Kaleidoscope
Death Cab for Cutie Lyrics


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I put on my overcoat and walked into winter, my teeth chattered rhythms
And they were grouped in twos or threes,
Like a Morse code message was sent from me to me.
Cars on slippery slopes, they're stuck: people pushing through
Their mittens as I was beginning to feel it soaking through my shoes,
Getting colder with every step I took to your apartment, dear.

And I was a kaleidoscope, the snow on my lenses distorting the image of what
Was only one of you and I didn't know which one to address as all your lips
Moved.

This is when I forget breathe all the things I scripted, they sound unfounded.
And the look that you're giving me, it tells me exactly what you are thinking,
"this ain't working anymore."

They got their mothers worked into a panic
Sledding down hills into oncoming traffic
The parents layered clothes until the children couldn't move then kept them
Outside til their noises were blue and I got left there, too.

I put on my overcoat and walked into winter, my teeth chattered rhythms.




And they were grouped in twos or threes like a Morse code message was sent from me
To me.

Overall Meaning

The song I Was a Kaleidoscope by Death Cab for Cutie follows the story of a man walking in the winter to his lover's apartment. The coldness of the winter and the snow on his lenses causes the man to feel distorted, like a kaleidoscope. He doesn't know which version of his lover to address because every time she speaks, he sees different versions of her.


As the man tries to speak to his lover, he forgets the things he scripted and realizes that the look on her face tells him that their relationship isn't working anymore. This realization troubles the man as he continues to walk and observe families who got worked up into panic watching their children sled down hills into oncoming traffic.


The lyrics are an observation on how conflicting emotions can be when a relationship ends. The man seems to be at odds with himself as he tries to figure out how to address his lover, and the snowy lens metaphor only adds to the confusion. The line "And they were grouped in twos or threes like a Morse code message was sent from me to me" suggests his own inner conflict and how it is impossible to send a clear message when you are not in a good mindset.


Overall, the song captures the pain and confusion of a relationship ending when both parties are not ready to let go.


Line by Line Meaning

I put on my overcoat and walked into winter, my teeth chattered rhythms
I went outside in the cold and my teeth were uncontrollably chattering in a rhythmic pattern.


And they were grouped in twos or threes, like a Morse code message was sent from me to me.
The chattering of my teeth sounded like a coded message being sent to myself, occurring in patterns of twos and threes.


Cars on slippery slopes, they're stuck: people pushing through their mittens as I was beginning to feel it soaking through my shoes, getting colder with every step I took to your apartment, dear.
As I made my way to your apartment in the winter cold, I witnessed cars stuck on icy slopes and people struggling through mittens to push them along. My own shoes began to soak through, making me feel colder with every step.


And I was a kaleidoscope, the snow on my lenses distorting the image of what was only one of you and I didn't know which one to address as all your lips moved.
The snow on my glasses distorted my vision, causing you to appear like a kaleidoscope, with multiple versions of yourself speaking to me. I didn't know which image of you was real and struggled to address the correct one.


This is when I forget breathe all the things I scripted, they sound unfounded.
In this moment, I forget the rehearsed things I wanted to say to you as they sound insincere and lacking a real foundation.


And the look that you're giving me, it tells me exactly what you are thinking, 'this ain't working anymore.'
The look on your face indicates to me that you have realized that our relationship is no longer working.


They got their mothers worked into a panic. Sledding down hills into oncoming traffic. The parents layered clothes until the children couldn't move then kept them outside til their noises were blue and I got left there, too.
I observed parents panicking as their children sled dangerously down hills and became too cold to move, leaving them outside until they were nearly hypothermic. I was also left out in the cold in some way.


I put on my overcoat and walked into winter, my teeth chattered rhythms. And they were grouped in twos or threes like a Morse code message was sent from me to me.
I walked out into the cold winter air again, with my chattering teeth making a rhythmic pattern that sounded like a coded message only I could decipher.




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, BMG Rights Management, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: BENJAMIN GIBBARD, CHRISTOPHER WALLA

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Lydia S

I put on my overcoat and walked into winter, my teeth chattered rhythms
And they were grouped in twos or threes,
Like a Morse code message was sent from me to me.
Cars on slippery slopes, they're stuck: people pushing through
Their mittens as I was beginning to feel it soaking through my shoes,
Getting colder with every step I took to your apartment, dear.
And I was a kaleidoscope, the snow on my lenses distorting the image of what
Was only one of you and I didn't know which one to address as all your lips
Moved.
This is when I forget breathe all the things I scripted, they sound unfounded.
And the look that you're giving me, it tells me exactly what you are thinking,
"this ain't working anymore."
They got their mothers worked into a panic
Sledding down hills into oncoming traffic
The parents layered clothes until the children couldn't move then kept them
Outside til their noises were blue and I got left there, too.
I put on my overcoat and walked into winter, my teeth chattered rhythms.
And they were grouped in twos or threes like a Morse code message was sent from me
To me.



All comments from YouTube:

Lydia S

I put on my overcoat and walked into winter, my teeth chattered rhythms
And they were grouped in twos or threes,
Like a Morse code message was sent from me to me.
Cars on slippery slopes, they're stuck: people pushing through
Their mittens as I was beginning to feel it soaking through my shoes,
Getting colder with every step I took to your apartment, dear.
And I was a kaleidoscope, the snow on my lenses distorting the image of what
Was only one of you and I didn't know which one to address as all your lips
Moved.
This is when I forget breathe all the things I scripted, they sound unfounded.
And the look that you're giving me, it tells me exactly what you are thinking,
"this ain't working anymore."
They got their mothers worked into a panic
Sledding down hills into oncoming traffic
The parents layered clothes until the children couldn't move then kept them
Outside til their noises were blue and I got left there, too.
I put on my overcoat and walked into winter, my teeth chattered rhythms.
And they were grouped in twos or threes like a Morse code message was sent from me
To me.

Harry indeed

Driving through the snow in the suburbs while this song plays is just perfection

TheThunderbird63

if you grew up in the Pacific Northwest, and ever had a snow day that completely shut down your town, then you can totally relate to this song.

And yes, I got left there too Ben :(

Brandi Cook

Love love love this song.... So nostalgic.It deserves way more attention

リオ

Why so few comments on such a beautiful song?

nobody

Seriously!!!

alina

this is my favorite one

John Wagner

This record, as a whole, is an absolute masterpiece. But if you twisted my arm, I’d say this is my favorite track with a close 2nd being “We Laugh Indoors”…I’m probably the only one who loves this album more than Transatlanticism…

White Cascade

Setting playback speed = 90% improves this song, and the entire album IMO.

Milu Da Freites

the best song ever

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