On GP
Death Grips Lyrics

I'm fucking tired of all the perks
I am exhausted by the privileges that come with my success

I've tried nothing, everything works
I haven't put effort into my success, yet everything has worked out for me

For less I'm worth, I've served my bid
Although I am not valued highly, I have paid my dues

All fuck life wasn't what it is
I regret the direction my life has taken

All fuck life was just a bridge
My life has just been a means to an end

I seen some free landed some tricks
I have experienced moments of freedom but have also suffered losses

Far I see high time man quit
It's time for humanity to stop continuing down this destructive path

Won't let you know when I get goin'
I won't tell anyone when I am leaving

Phone ring too long
People are not reaching out to me, which only reinforces my loneliness

Phone ring too long, I'm probably gone
If you hear my phone ringing for a long time without me responding, it is likely because I am no longer here

Ringtone jingle my swan song
The sound of my phone ringing will serve as my final farewell

I'll show you how to leave well enough alone
I know when it's time to exit gracefully and let things be

I'm not this world this on cue world
I don't fit into this world that expects me to conform

I fall back, concoct new worlds
I retreat and create alternative realities for myself

I fall out in throbbing swirls
I spiral out of control and experience intense emotions

I fall until I stop this world
I will keep pushing until the world stops or I am gone

I fall the fuck off this world
I fall so far off this world that I no longer belong

I live down the street from you've noticed me, I've never seen you
Although we are neighbors, we live entirely different lives and have never crossed paths

Wonder what the fuck I do
You may be curious about me, but I am not here to answer your questions

Listen up, you nosy bitch, listen close
You are being intrusive and I am not interested in your attention

My most recent purchase, old black rope
I recently bought a rope to tie and hang myself

Gonna learn how to tie it, hang it in my chamber
I am going to become intimately familiar with the process of taking my own life

Perfect reminder occult I'm made of
Hanging myself will be a fitting representation of the mysterious and esoteric nature of my being

Come try it out whenever you wanna
I'm inviting others to try out the rope and join me in death

Last night, three thirty in the morning, Death on my front porch
I felt the presence of Death outside of my home at an early hour

Can feel him itching to take me with him, hail Death, fuck you waiting for?
I sense that Death is eager to take me and I am ready to go

Like a question no one mention, he turns around, hands me his weapon
Death hands me a weapon, a subtle but powerful symbol of my final decision

He slurs, "use at your discretion, it's been a pleasure, Stefan"
Death entrusts me with his power and leaves me to make my own choices

Head-on like dead, on like grey
I am facing death head-on, like a dead person, with no fear or hesitation

Death in your way, not in my way, I got my way
Death may be a challenge for you, but I have my own way of dealing with it

I was in my way, crept out my way, kept out my way
I have always followed my own path and avoided others' expectations

I'm on one like bae you're on your way, way, way, way
I am committed to taking the path of death while you are still making your way towards it, slowly but surely

Don't you worry, impossible for anything to be a big deal
You don't have to worry about me, nothing means anything anymore

I'm in no weary, my vital post dated but clearly been ages since life had appeal
I haven't lost my energy yet, but it's been a long time since I found any enjoyment in life

Far more than fascination, my second nature chant "kill 'cause I can"
Killing has become second nature to me and I do it because I can

This body by my own hands
I will be the one to end my own life

My friends and family won't understand
The people close to me cannot comprehend my decision

So I stay in the end, don't make none to me
I will remain until the end, and it doesn't matter to me anymore

If wasn't for them, I'd make that decision on GP
If it weren't for my loved ones, I would already have made the decision to end my life

All the nights I don't die for you
I have endured countless nights without ending my life for others

Wouldn't believe how many nights I ain't died for you on GP
You can't even imagine how many times I have been close to ending it all, but didn't because of you

Not that I care, I'd be a liar if I sat here claiming I'd exit in a minute
I may not care about my own life, but I would be lying if I said I wasn't afraid of the pain and discomfort that comes with death

But I can't say I wouldn't I have my limits
Although I am afraid of dying, I know that I have limits to what I can endure and I may still go through with it