Disappear
Decadawn Lyrics

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I lost control, too much pressure inside me
I took no time to figure out all the possibilities
Now I am gone and I left it all behind
A necessary move to regain my peace of mind

I lost it all in vain to regain my sanity
I threw it all away
Some things will never change

I lost control to the devil deep in me
He told me to leave or else I would probably go insane
This stupid voice inside my head controlling me
I need to shut it off, someone help me

I lost it all in vain to regain my sanity
I threw it all away
Some things will never change

Some things will never change
And that's why I lost it all in vain
Some things can never change
and that's why I lost it all

I will be back my friend
'Cause this is not the end
I will be gone but back again
I need to disappear to dominate my fears
I will be gone but back again
I will be back my friend

'Cause this is not the end
I will be gone

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Decadawn's song Disappear address the struggle with mental health and the importance of taking a step back to regain control. The first verse describes the feeling of being overwhelmed and losing control under the weight of pressure. The singer realizes that they need to make a necessary move to regain peace of mind, which in this case, is disappearing.

The second verse delves deeper into the theme of losing control, specifically to the "devil deep" inside the singer. The voice in their head is controlling them, and they call for help to shut it off. The chorus repeats the idea that some things will never change, and the singer has lost everything in vain to regain their sanity.

However, the song doesn't end on a hopeless note. The bridge promises that the singer will be back, and this disappearance is not the end. They need to take a break to dominate their fears, but ultimately, they will return.

Overall, the lyrics of Disappear are a reminder of the importance of prioritizing mental health and taking a break when necessary.

Line by Line Meaning

I lost control, too much pressure inside me
I didn't have control over my own thoughts and emotions, which caused me to feel overwhelmed.

I took no time to figure out all the possibilities
I didn't take the time to consider all the different options available to me before making my decision.

Now I am gone and I left it all behind
I decided to remove myself from the situation entirely and leave everything behind.

A necessary move to regain my peace of mind
This was a necessary action for me to take in order to find some inner peace and clarity.

I lost it all in vain to regain my sanity
I gave up everything I had in order to try and find some semblance of mental stability.

I threw it all away
I didn't value what I had before and made the mistake of throwing it all away.

Some things will never change
I accepted the fact that certain things in life will never be different than what they are now.

I lost control to the devil deep in me
My own inner demons and negative thoughts took over and controlled me completely.

He told me to leave or else I would probably go insane
The voice in my head convinced me that leaving was the only way to avoid further negative consequences.

This stupid voice inside my head controlling me
I was being controlled by my own inner thoughts, which I couldn't shake loose.

I need to shut it off, someone help me
I recognized that I needed outside help to stop the negative inner voice from controlling me.

Some things can never change
There are certain things in life we cannot control or alter in any way, and I came to accept that fact.

I will be back my friend
Although I am leaving for now, I plan to return to my friends and loved ones.

'Cause this is not the end
This separation is not forever, and I will be back eventually.

I need to disappear to dominate my fears
In order to overcome my fears, I recognized that I needed time and space away from my current situation in order to reassess.

I will be gone but back again
I plan to return after taking some time for myself to regroup.

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