Maze Of My Mind
Dee.Age Lyrics

Tossed to the wolves, end up leading the pack
Even though others have tried to bring me down, I have become a successful leader

Thought I end up dead, from all the knives I took to the back
I thought I would not survive the betrayal and pain from those close to me

Shout out my mom, tough love and showing me strength
I am grateful to my mother for teaching me to be strong and self-reliant through her tough love

Whenever life gave me lemons, I lemonade that shit
Instead of letting challenges bring me down, I turn them into opportunities and make the best of them

Everyday I thank God, allowing me to wake up
I am thankful for each new day and the opportunities it brings

Used to my moments when I almost gave up
I have had times when I almost lost hope, but I persevered

Use to think to myself nigga what you gon do with your life
I used to question my purpose in life

If it wasn't for Aaliyah I'd never do right
Aaliyah's music inspired me to live my life to the fullest and strive for success

No matter what was thrown my way I always survived
I have faced many challenges, but I have always come out stronger and more resilient

Always had a natural hunger, always known how to strive
I have always had a drive to succeed and the ability to work hard towards my goals

Had my share of pain, had my share of shame
I have experienced both physical and emotional pain, as well as feelings of shame

I've been through the rain
I have been through difficult times and challenges

Took L's playing life's game
I have experienced losses and failures while navigating life's challenges

They wanna walk in your shoes but ain't sizing the same
Others may try to understand my experiences, but they cannot truly relate to what I have been through

If they lived through the pain that was stamped in my brain
If others experienced the pain that I have, they would have a better understanding of me

I'd give it a second before they break and go insane
Others may not be able to handle the pain and suffering that I have gone through

No games, I ain't playin
I am serious and not playing around

Yall start assuming and tellin them lies
Others may make assumptions and spread lies about me

Let me break you off a piece of my mind
I want to share my thoughts and feelings with others

I got time, all the time in the world
I am willing to take the time needed to achieve my goals

Once you stepped in my world
Once you get involved with me, you will see the good and the bad

Learn my anger is too hard to confine
Others may not understand the depth of my anger

Deep inside lie a man in the dark with a one track mind
There is a part of me that is singularly focused on my goals and ambitions

Tunnel vision, focused on mine
I am determined to achieve my goals and stay focused on them

Yes mine, only mine
My goals and ambitions belong to me and no one else

Haters gon hate just don't give em my time
I don't waste my time on those who don't support me

They don't know I got a dangerous mind
Others may underestimate the extent of my intelligence and ambition

Everytime I tried love, it was merely a phase
In the past, I have only experienced love for a short time

I learned to stop chasing bitches that don't wanna be chased
I have learned to avoid people who are not genuinely interested in me

Never been good with my feelings that's the hard part
I struggle to express my emotions and feelings

Whenever I go to use em I always seem to fail hard
When I do try to express my emotions, I often fail to do so effectively

Failed expectations, guess I gained a cold heart
My past experiences have led me to become emotionally guarded and distant

Lives hit me hard, so hard I felt it
I have been deeply affected by the challenges I have faced in life

Turned me mean and reckless
My experiences have led me to become aggressive and reckless at times

So vain I wear my pride like a muthafuckin necklace
I am so prideful that it is like a piece of jewelry that I always wear

A few folks are on my checklist
There are certain people who I intend to get revenge on

I wanna leave helpless
I want to leave those who have wronged me unable to defend themselves

A paw to the jaw just to leave them breathless
I want to physically harm those who have wronged me

Give em rope for their necks
I want to give those who have wronged me the opportunity to hang themselves with their own actions

Can't be a saint in a world full of sinners
It is difficult to maintain a moral high ground in such a corrupt world

They feed on a good heart
Others may take advantage of someone who is kind-hearted

That shit to them like dinner
Others will use any weakness or vulnerability to their advantage

Don't breathe life into dead situations, it'll consume you
It is important to avoid situations that are not productive or valuable, as they can bring you down

Either grab the fiskars, or stick to the shit like Elmers school glue
Either cut off what is not working, or stick to the things that are

Stranger in my mind, I don't even claim you
There are parts of my mind that even I don't understand or identify with

Got family that I don't claim too
There are family members who I do not associate myself with

Blood ain't shit I'll still cut the chain too
Family ties are not enough to keep me in a toxic or harmful situation

You only get one shot when you fuckin with Dee
Anyone who crosses me only gets one chance before I react strongly

You play the Judas, fuck that smooth shit
I don't tolerate betrayal or deceit

You done fucked up with me
Anyone who crosses me will face consequences

Trustin people really bothers me
I have trust issues due to past experiences

Cause when that trust is broke then they gonna see
When someone breaks my trust, they will see the full extent of my anger and revenge

Evil pouring out of me
My anger and hatred can sometimes consume me and turn me into a darker version of myself

Unleash the anger, they're in danger
When I let out my anger and frustration, those around me may be at risk

Malicious prodigy
I have a talent for causing harm or destruction

No heart inside of me
I may appear heartless or uncaring to others

In this mind of mine
My thoughts and feelings can be complex and difficult to understand

In this mind of mine
My thoughts and feelings can be complex and difficult to understand