Train Wreck
Deemotrii Lyrics

Devil on my shoulder and he's eating me alive
I feel controlled by negative influences and it's consuming me.

Feels like i'm a mess
I'm overwhelmed and don't have my life together.

Yeah it's so hard to survive
It's difficult for me to cope and keep going.

Voices in my head they keep me up at night
I have constant thoughts and worries that prevent me from sleeping.

Married to the past, You can kiss the bride
I'm stuck dwelling on past mistakes and it's holding me back.

Anxiety attacks i've been having through the night
I experience intense anxiety that keeps me awake.

Running from myself cause I can't get past all the pride
I try to escape my own ego and arrogance, but it's a challenge.

I'm a train wreck i'm a train wreck right?
I feel like a complete disaster.

One two three, you know me
I'm known for my flaws and struggles.

Darkness always finds me
I consistently attract negative experiences and emotions.

But I can't breathe on my knees praying God will find me
I desperately seek relief and guidance through prayer.

Running from the devil but he always seems to find me
I try to escape negative influences, but they always catch up with me.

Can't control these feelings i've been hiding deep inside me
I struggle to manage and express my deep-seated emotions.

Trouble in my brain they can see it in my eyes
My mental struggles are evident to others.

Pour emotions out now they wonder why
When I express my emotions, people question and don't understand.

Stay up late at night for some peace of mind
I try to find tranquility by staying awake late at night.

But i'll never find what is peace of mind?
I constantly search for a sense of calm and inner peace.

It's a dead end almost every time
My attempts to find peace often end in disappointment.

Someone's calling me from the dark side
Negative influences and temptations continue to lure me.

You can go left or you can choose right
I have the option to make positive or negative choices.

Never mind that satan's coming back for my life
Regardless of my choices, negativity always tries to consume me.

Like a cougar about to scratch my way through you running like a puma just a train wreck woah
I may seem fierce and determined to overcome obstacles, but I'm still a mess inside.

Devil on my shoulder angel on the other talking back and forth
I constantly battle between negative and positive influences.

Pick a side I chose right nine nine nine good boy bad choice
I consciously choose to follow the positive path, even though it's challenging.

Yeah sick sick sick better flip a switch falling like the matrix i'm pissed adding fire to the diss silly rabbit
I'm tired of dealing with negativity and I choose to fight back and confront it.

Tricks are for kids
I won't be fooled or deceived anymore.

Flying out of space all these mind games
My thoughts and emotions are chaotic and confusing.

Floating in the ocean Motor boating tic tac toe you to slow
I feel lost, drifting aimlessly and dealing with meaningless distractions.

On a pole from one to zero you my hero cold as ice sub zero yeah
My emotions oscillate from extreme highs to extreme lows, leaving me feeling empty and numb.

Fatality on a whole new game my mentality
My mindset is destructive and self-sabotaging.

Can't stand up facing all these demons came from my own Semen
I struggle to confront and overcome the inner demons that originated from within myself.

Got to reread it just to believe it i'm trying to succeed
I have to constantly remind myself and strive for success.

All these people bring me down like you won't believe
The negativity and criticism from others greatly affects me.

Yeah like you won't believe woah
It's hard for others to grasp the extent of my struggles.