Interlude #2
Defari/L.A.S Own Billy the Kidd Lyrics
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Persuasively
Like she knew me
She knew where I lay to sleep
She was coming closer to me with simple words
But in her eyes I swear I could see the universe
With a cooling thirst she asked for my biggest curse
Asked me what I'd change in life, what's the biggest worstI didn't want to
But she was hypnotizing
So I told her what I've gone trough to seek enlightenment
She selected me
She used to say that
All the time like I'm destined to be all persuaded
Mentioned to me how she look for people just like me
With attention span, greater than the barrier reef
Plus some knowledge of the street and a lack of green
With mentality that's deserving some release
And a mind full of pictures that the world should see
Only king I would be, they would worship me
Fame and fortune on the line, don't need no more crime
World of sinners for a dime had me thinking for a while
But the reason for her smile was my misery
So I never trusted her over empathy
In this world ain't no shit for free
So tell me what you want from me, I don't got a lot to give
She said, no she don't want no belongings
But for the price of only one she would open up this ocean for me
She asked for the essence of life, The holy spirit inside
The one that opens up the paradise
She asked for the hold of my soul
For permission to decide when it's time for me to
For the pistol and my mind to be used when she wants to change a life
Change the course of time
There's no enter sign, check my enterprise
Drop a stain of your blood on her dress then you kiss her twice
Just resist to hide all distress in your sight
Cause she knows that you're blessed inside, I mean
I can't deny
A legendary life
But tell me is it worth the price
I can cure the things you feel inside you babe
You just have to stay
Don't you overthink at night a text to me
Usually I'm awake
Girl it ain't no thing if we do start too late
Time is there to waste
Now you gotta take it in and don't exhale
Helps you fly away
I can cure the things you feel inside you babe
You just have to stay
Don't you overthink at night a text to me
Usually I'm awake
Girl it ain't no thing if we do start too late
Time is there to waste
Now you gotta take it in and don't exhale
Helps you fly away
In "Interlude #2," Defari/L.A.S. Own Billy the Kidd explores themes of desire, introspection, and the complex nature of human relationships through a rich tapestry of imagery and emotion. The singer describes an interaction with a mysterious woman who possesses a persuasive quality, which draws him in despite his reservations. The way she speaks, combined with the profound depth he perceives in her eyes—“I swear I could see the universe”—indicates a connection that transcends the superficial, suggesting that she may have insights into his true self and his hidden struggles. The metaphor of her coming closer with "simple words" implies an ease in communication that contrasts with the complexity of what she's asking him—the essence of his personal burdens and the changes he wishes to make in his life.
As the singer reflects on their conversation, he realizes the weight of her inquiry about his "biggest curse." This moment serves as a revelation of both vulnerability and strength; she is asking him to share his darker experiences, and in doing so, she hypnotizes him into revealing his quest for enlightenment. The woman’s aura of seeking out individuals like him—those with an understanding of the streets and a thirst for liberation—suggests that she is on a quest for authenticity, longing to connect with those who have faced adversity. Her focus on his “attention span, greater than the barrier reef” hints at a search for depth in a world that often values shallowness, painting the singer as someone who embodies a profound existence despite their struggles. Yet, she simultaneously embodies a potential risk as her allure seems tied to his suffering, leading him to question her true intentions.
The theme of trust plays a pivotal role, as the singer remains wary of her charm in light of past disappointments. He recognizes that nothing in this world comes without a cost, which directs his thoughts to the contrasts between what she desires and what he can offer. While she claims she does not seek material possessions, her demand for something far more precious—the essence of his soul—raises the stakes immensely. This demand symbolizes a common theme in relationships, where one may seek emotional or spiritual truths at the expense of another's well-being. The juxtaposition of the singer's potential mythical rise to fame and the haunting nature of his misery crystallizes the tension between aspiration and the darker currents of life. The line "the reason for her smile was my misery" suggests that her motives may be intertwined with the pain he experiences, complicating their dynamic and anchoring the narrative in a moral ambiguity.
Ultimately, the chorus amplifies the balance of emotional offering and hesitance, beckoning a promise of healing and understanding that hinges on their shared connection. The repeated assertion that he can "cure the things you feel inside you babe" underscores a commitment to addressing emotional turmoil but also hints at the need for trust and vulnerability from both parties. The act of “not exhaling” becomes a metaphorical invitation to embrace and internalize these complicated feelings without rushing to conclusions or defenses. The reflection on time—“time is there to waste”—encourages a mindful approach to their relationship, suggesting that true understanding and connection takes patience and presence. Through this interplay of attraction, dread, and potential redemption, the singer navigates a space where love and trust are delicately balanced against the shadows of past experiences, ultimately leaving the listener to ponder what sacrifices are warranted in the pursuit of profound connection.
Line by Line Meaning
She spoke so loosely
Her words flowed effortlessly, suggesting a casual demeanor.
Persuasively
Her tone was convincing, capturing my attention.
Like she knew me
It felt as if she had a deep understanding of my inner self.
She knew where I lay to sleep
She was aware of my vulnerabilities and private spaces.
She was coming closer to me with simple words
Her straightforward language drew her nearer emotionally.
But in her eyes I swear I could see the universe
Her gaze revealed vast depths of thought or experience.
With a cooling thirst she asked for my biggest curse
She had a calm demeanor yet sought my deepest pain or regret.
Asked me what I'd change in life, what's the biggest worst
She prompted me to reflect on my greatest challenges or mistakes.
I didn't want to
I hesitated to share my burdens.
But she was hypnotizing
Her charm and allure made it hard to resist.
So I told her what I've gone through to seek enlightenment
I opened up about my struggles in search of understanding and growth.
She selected me
She chose me for a purpose that felt unique.
She used to say that
This was a phrase she often repeated.
All the time like I'm destined to be all persuaded
It felt as if my fate was to be influenced by her words.
Mentioned to me how she looks for people just like me
She expressed that individuals with my traits were sought after.
With attention span greater than the barrier reef
She valued those who could focus deeply, likening it to a vast ecosystem.
Plus some knowledge of the street and a lack of green
She appreciated experience and wisdom gained from hardship over material wealth.
With mentality that's deserving some release
She acknowledged that my mindset yearned for liberation.
And a mind full of pictures that the world should see
I had creative visions and thoughts worth sharing with others.
Only king I would be, they would worship me
In this imagined scenario, I would achieve greatness and admiration.
Fame and fortune on the line, don't need no more crime
The pursuit of success held appeal, distancing myself from wrongdoing.
World of sinners for a dime had me thinking for a while
I reflected on the moral complexities of dealing with those who exploit others.
But the reason for her smile was my misery
Her happiness seemed to stem from my suffering.
So I never trusted her over empathy
Because of this, I found it hard to believe in her genuine concern.
In this world ain't no shit for free
Nothing comes without a cost in this life.
So tell me what you want from me, I don't got a lot to give
I asked her to clarify her intentions, feeling limited in what I could offer.
She said, no she don't want no belongings
She expressed that material possessions were not her interest.
But for the price of only one she would open up this ocean for me
For a singular sacrifice, she promised to reveal vast opportunities or experiences.
She asked for the essence of life, The holy spirit inside
She sought a deep, intrinsic part of me, perhaps my soul or spirit.
The one that opens up the paradise
This essence was seen as the key to transcendent joy or fulfillment.
She asked for the hold of my soul
She desired control or influence over my innermost being.
For permission to decide when it's time for me to
She sought authority to guide the pivotal moments of my life.
For the pistol and my mind to be used when she wants to change a life
She wanted to harness my intellect and decisiveness for her ambitions.
Change the course of time
To impact my destiny significantly.
Change the lights in the sky
To alter the fundamental aspects of my perspective or experience.
There's no enter sign, check my enterprise
There's no clear invitation, scrutinize what I'm offering.
Drop a stain of your blood on her dress then you kiss her twice
A metaphor for committing to a bond, often tied to sacrifice.
Just resist to hide all distress in your sight
Try not to conceal your emotions, as they are visible.
Cause she knows that you're blessed inside, I mean
She recognizes the inherent value and potential within you.
I can't deny
I acknowledge this truth.
A legendary life
A life filled with extraordinary experiences or achievements.
But tell me is it worth the price
Questioning whether the sacrifices for this life are justified.
I can cure the things you feel inside you babe
I claim the ability to heal emotional or psychological wounds.
You just have to stay
All that is needed is for you to remain with me.
Don't you overthink at night a text to me
Avoid worrying excessively about reaching out to me.
Usually I'm awake
I tend to be available to converse late at night.
Girl it ain't no thing if we do start too late
It’s not an issue if we begin our journey at a later time.
Time is there to waste
There’s plenty of time available to take things slow.
Now you gotta take it in and don't exhale
Embrace this moment and hold on to it without hesitation.
Helps you fly away
This release could elevate your spirit and sense of freedom.
I can cure the things you feel inside you babe
Reiterating my capability to heal emotional pain.
You just have to stay
Emphasizing the need for her presence.
Don't you overthink at night a text to me
Reassuring her that reaching out should be easy.
Usually I'm awake
Reaffirming my availability for conversation.
Girl it ain't no thing if we do start too late
There's no problem with starting at any time.
Time is there to waste
Encouraging a relaxed approach to life.
Now you gotta take it in and don't exhale
Encouraging her to savor the experience without rush.
Helps you fly away
This moment can liberate you from your troubles.
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: L.A Bluez
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