Perfect Nothing
Defiance Lyrics


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Beyond recognition
Release me from this grasp
Another perfect nothing
Memories of disrupt from my past
It's a lie, I know not why

A sin forever within
The darkest side of my mind
I feel it bring me
Down to shelter

Come again this life I feel
I feel a pretense slowly taking over
In time I seem to dwell and fade
To a source beyond recognition

I sleep through my nightmares
Loneliness I must feel
And when I cry for laughter
My sorrows appeal

So come back again this life I feel
Numb against the pain that felt so real
Time and time again I say I try to see
Bring forth the light which is supposed to be

So come again this life I feel
Numb against the pain so real

In desperate search of reason
Curiosity rules my mind
I'm drowning in confusion
Perfect nothing I know not why

Come again this life I feel
Once again I feel a presence taking over
In time I seem to dwell and fade
To a source beyond recognition

A sin forever within
The darkest side of my mind




I feel it bring me down to shelter
It's a lie, I know not why

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Defiance's song Perfect Nothing describe a sense of confusion and disorientation in the face of a life that feels disconnected from reality. The singer is searching for meaning and purpose in their existence but is ultimately left feeling lost and alone. The repeated phrase "perfect nothing" seems to represent both the emptiness and the unattainable ideal that the singer is struggling against.


The opening lines "beyond recognition, release me from this grasp" suggest a desire to escape from a situation or mindset that has become unbearable. The singer feels trapped and claustrophobic in their own life, as memories of past disruptions continue to plague them. The disconnection between reality and perception is further emphasized in the line "it's a lie, I know not why," which suggests that the singer is struggling to distinguish truth from fiction.


Throughout the song, the singer seems to be searching for a way to break free from this cycle of confusion and loneliness. However, their attempts are often thwarted by a sense of numbness or disassociation, which makes it difficult for them to connect with the world around them.


Line by Line Meaning

Beyond recognition
I am so lost and confused that I do not recognize myself anymore.


Release me from this grasp
I want to break free from the hold that the past and my negative emotions have on me.


Another perfect nothing
I feel like my existence is pointless and meaningless.


Memories of disrupt from my past
My past experiences continue to haunt me and prevent me from moving on.


It's a lie, I know not why
I am unable to understand why I continue to believe the lies and negative thoughts in my mind.


A sin forever within
I feel guilty and burdened by my mistakes and flaws, which seem to never go away.


The darkest side of my mind
My inner demons and negative thoughts are the most challenging to confront and overcome.


I feel it bring me
I sense the weight and impact of my negative emotions pulling me down.


Down to shelter
I seek refuge from the pain and negativity in my life.


Come again this life I feel
I keep experiencing a never-ending cycle of pain and negativity in my life.


I feel a pretense slowly taking over
I notice myself pretending to be someone I'm not as a way of coping with my pain and negative emotions.


In time I seem to dwell and fade
As time passes, I become more and more consumed by my negative thoughts and feelings, causing me to lose touch with reality and fade away.


To a source beyond recognition
My inner turmoil has become so all-encompassing that I no longer recognize who I am.


I sleep through my nightmares
I have become desensitized to my pain and negative experiences to the point where they feel like a regular part of my life.


Loneliness I must feel
I have accepted loneliness as a natural consequence of my struggles and negative emotions.


And when I cry for laughter
Even in moments of happiness, I cannot escape the pain and negativity that have become a part of my life.


My sorrows appeal
My negative emotions and struggles have become a source of comfort and familiarity for me.


Numb against the pain that felt so real
I have become emotionally numb as a way of coping with the pain and negativity in my life.


Time and time again I say I try to see
Despite my struggles, I continue to make an effort to understand my pain and work through it.


Bring forth the light which is supposed to be
I am searching for a way to find hope and positivity in my life and overcome my struggles.


In desperate search of reason
I am constantly seeking a reason for my pain and struggles, hoping to find a way to overcome them.


Curiosity rules my mind
Despite my struggles, I remain curious and open-minded, always seeking knowledge and understanding.


I'm drowning in confusion
My struggles have caused me to feel overwhelmed and confused, unsure of how to move forward.


Perfect nothing I know not why
I am still unsure why my life feels meaningless and empty despite my efforts to find purpose and positivity.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: ESQUIVEL, DOUG HARRINGTON, JIM ADAMS

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