Demencia Mortalis disbanded in February 2016.
Discography:
2006 - Demo
2008 - No God Is Here (includes all tracks from the 2006 demo, re-recorded)
2009 - The Forgotten (EP)
2014 - The End Is Nigh
Line-up:
Kuba "Jaymz" Simral - drums
Kuba "Zelior" Knotek - guitar
Kuba "Jimmy" Nosek - bass
Hana Ari Stratinska: keyboards (since April 2011)
Lukáš "Comatt" Smetana - 2nd guitar
Monika "Monca" Kafkova - lead vocal
Milos "Headbanger" Tollar - growling
What If
Demencia Mortalis Lyrics
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Life was hiding away from me
Right behind the walls
Where I was not meant to sneak
What if my star dazzled eyes
Penetrate the mist of your lies
And now I'm here wondering why
What if I dare to say no
And find new heights in my lows
No more words just moans and sighs
That nobody's pefect and neither am I
What if my limbs and my breath
Jufade sucking the grape of wreath
And within the twilight of us
We turn to ashes and pitiful dust
In the song "What If" by Demencia Mortalis, the lyrics explore the idea of questioning what could happen if the singer were to discover hidden treasures in life, both literal and metaphorical. The first verse suggests that the singer believes there may be something valuable in the world that they have not yet found, and that it may be hidden behind walls or barriers that they have not yet breached. There is a sense of excitement in this verse, as if the singer is energized by the idea of searching for what has yet to be found.
The second verse turns darker, focusing on the idea of lies and deception. The singer implies that they have been deceived in some way or have discovered falsehoods in their life. Perhaps they have been betrayed by someone they trusted, or perhaps they have come to realize that they have been living in denial about something. The singer wonders why they are the one who is "meant to die" as a result of these revelations.
The third verse suggests that the singer is considering a new path, one that involves saying "no" and embracing their flaws. The final line of this verse, "that nobody's perfect and neither am I," encapsulates this idea. The final verse seems to be about mortality, and the inevitability of decay and death. The idea is that even if the singer were to find the treasures they seek in life, they would still ultimately turn to dust.
Overall, "What If" is a song that explores the themes of discovery, betrayal, self-acceptance, and mortality. The lyrics are powerful and poetic, inviting the listener to consider their own relationship to these themes.
Line by Line Meaning
What if I find the treasures
What if I discover the hidden gems of life that were always out of my reach
Life was hiding away from me
The essence of life was evading me for a long time
Right behind the walls
The treasures were always near, but hidden behind some kind of obstacle
Where I was not meant to sneak
It was always strictly forbidden for me to find out what was behind those walls
What if my star dazzled eyes
What if my bright eyes, full of hope and wonder, see through your deception
Penetrate the mist of your lies
My intuition pierces the thick veil of falsehood that you've woven around me
And now I'm here wondering why
Now I'm confused, wondering why you chose to deceive me
It is me who is meant to die
You intended to harm me and end my life
What if I dare to say no
What if I finally stand up to you and refuse to go along with your schemes
And find new heights in my lows
Perhaps I'll discover a new sense of purpose and meaning in life by overcoming this adversity
No more words just moans and sighs
I'm done talking and all I can do is express my frustration and sadness through sounds of disappointment
That nobody's pefect and neither am I
I've come to realize that nobody is flawless, and I am no exception
What if my limbs and my breath
What if my physical being begins to deteriorate
Jufade sucking the grape of wreath
I become weaker and helpless, unable to resist the fate that awaits me
And within the twilight of us
In the final moments before my end
We turn to ashes and pitiful dust
Everything fades into nothingness, we become mere specks of dust in the grand scheme of things
Contributed by Jake Y. Suggest a correction in the comments below.