FAREWELL
Denace Lyrics

Yeah... sometimes things happen man...
Life is unpredictable and sometimes things happen that are beyond our control.

Guess out of our control...
Many things that happen in life are not within our power to change.

And we just gotta deal with it
It is our responsibility as individuals to handle situations that life throws at us.

Farewell
A way of saying goodbye when parting from someone or something.

I don't wanna say goodbye but sometimes
Leaving someone or something behind is painful when there is love and attachment involved.

Things just don't go as we'd like
Life can be unpredictable and things don't always go as planned or desired.

All I wanna do is cry
A way of expressing sorrow and pain that one is going through.

Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight
Leaving someone or something behind and moving on from it.

Farewell miss, I know that you can't care less
Saying goodbye to someone who doesn't care about the relationship as much as you do.

But I'm sorry for everything I was careless
Expressing regret for not taking care of the relationship when it mattered.

But I need you to know that I love you so much
Expressing love for the person, despite the difficulties faced in the relationship.

And I've been drinking myself to sleep, my soul's crushed
Using substances to cope with the emotional pain and feeling of being broken inside.

A couple more shots I know I'm gonna go nuts
The person is aware that they are losing control over their actions and emotions.

I can't deal with the fact you left me with no crutch
The person relied heavily on the other person in the relationship and feels lost without them.

I was in love with you, how could you do this to me!?
The person feels betrayed by the other person for leaving them, despite the love that existed between them.

Actually, I did this to myself, what a tragedy!
The person realizes that their actions may have contributed to the breakdown of the relationship and regrets it.

And now what do I do? Where do I go?
Feeling lost and unsure about the future, with the person no longer a part of their life.

Cause everywhere I go I see your face
The person is reminded of the other person everywhere they go, making it difficult to move on.

It's hard startin' over tryna find another shoulder
Starting afresh after a breakup is challenging, with the fear of being hurt again.

To lean on
To depend on someone for support and comfort during difficult times.

I feel like my whole life just got peed on
The person feels humiliated and belittled by the way the relationship ended.

They say time heals, but damn it I wanna stop time
While time is considered a great healer, the person wishes they could pause time to avoid feeling the pain.

And feel this pain as crazy as it sounds to me it's sane
The pain of losing the person makes the person feel alive, despite it being painful and irrational.

And I like it, why? Cause I feel like we're still united
Despite the person being gone, the person still feels connected to them emotionally.

In some weird way, I don't wanna fight it!
The person doesn't want to fight the connection they still feel towards the other person, despite it being unconventional.

I wrote you the other day and you didn't write back
The person reaches out to the other person but receives no response.

It's like that!? After all the crap, we've been through!?
Feeling frustrated and hurt that the other person is not responding, despite the history they share.

I can't believe you! I know I fucked up
Feeling taken aback by the lack of response and acknowledging their own mistakes in the relationship.

But look within you and find some love and stop being stuck up!
Encouraging the other person to reflect on their own feelings and emotions and not hold onto anger or resentment.

You keep sending me to voicemail
The person continuously avoids responding to the other person's attempts at communication.

I'm annoyed, hell! Shit you coulda atleast sent a text
Feeling frustrated with the lack of response and expecting at least a small sign of acknowledgement.

But you're probably busy kissing someone else's lips
The person assumes that the other person has moved on to someone else and is involved in a new relationship.

While I'm sitting here cleaning my shoes from this shit!
Feeling stuck in the past, with the sudden realization that the other person has moved on.

You're hardheaded, a sharp headache, I need help call a medic!
Describing the other person as stubborn and unrelenting, causing him great emotional pain.

I just cut myself, yeah I did it
Feeling overwhelmed and in intense emotional pain, resorting to self-harm as a coping mechanism.

Without you I'm nothing, don't you get it!?
Feeling incomplete and lost without the other person in their life.

Everytime that I said I loved you I meant it
The person truly meant the times they said they loved the other person.

You turn and tell me you hate me and regret that
Feeling hurt and betrayed by the sudden turn of emotions from the other person, going from love to hate.

We ever met, I can't believe you just said that
Expressing disbelief at the words spoken by the other person and the sudden shift in emotions.

You're so cold, you just hit me so low
Feeling emotionally attacked and hurt by the words and actions of the other person.

I can't take this no more, so hit the road
Feeling unable to deal with the emotional pain and deciding to move on from the other person.

Some things just don't seem the way they do
Some situations are not what they seem, with things being different from what was initially expected or perceived.

One day you tell me 'I love you and only you'
The other person expressed undivided love towards them at some point in the relationship.

I wake up to find out it was a dream
Feeling let down and disappointed after realizing that the undivided love expressed by the other person was just a dream.

You're telling me you hate me, you're leaving me
Feeling abandoned and rejected by the other person after a long period of love and attachment.

People change, everything changes
The dynamic of relationships can change over time, with people changing and evolving.

We go from best friends then become strangers
Feeling sad at the sudden change in the relationship, going from being best friends to complete strangers.

We go from seeing eachother everyday then
Going from spending a lot of time with each other on a daily basis to not seeing each other at all.

Farewell, to never seeing your face again
Saying goodbye to the person one last time, with the possibility of never seeing them again.

I can't get you out of my head
Being preoccupied with thoughts of the other person, making it tough to move on.

So I'm out of my bed at four in the morning whisin' I was dead
Finding it tough to deal with the emotional pain, leading to suicidal thoughts and tendencies.

But for some odd reason I can't do it
Despite thinking about suicide, the person is unable to go through with it.

For some reason I needed to write what's on my mind
Writing about their feelings and emotions as a form of catharsis and an attempt to deal with them more effectively.

And what's going through it
Writing about what is causing the intense emotional pain and suffering.

Cause if I don't I'll probably suffocate
Feeling overwhelmed and suffocated by the intense emotional pain, with writing about it being the only way to deal with it.

Why do you have so much hate
Being unable to understand the reason for so much hatred from the other person.

Towards me? You need some loving babe
Thinking that the other person is in need of love and affection as a way of dealing with the intense emotions.

God I fuckin' love you, I hate myself
Despite everything, still feeling a strong sense of love towards the other person and blaming themselves for the end of the relationship.

For fallin' in love with you
Feeling guilty for falling in love with the other person, despite it causing so much pain and heartache.

Just to find out all I did was trouble you
Feeling responsible for the difficulties faced by the other person in the relationship and blaming themselves for the eventual breakdown.

My heart is aching, I'm medicating
Feeling intense emotional pain and using substances as a way of coping with it.

I tried meditating, but nothing works I don't even feel sedated
Attempting to deal with the emotional pain in healthier ways but finding no solace or relief in them.

I wish you could feel what I feel for one second
Wishing that the other person could feel the same intensity of emotions and pain that the person is feeling at the moment.

I reckon you would jump out your window bare naked
Thinking that if the other person were to feel the same emotions, they would do something extreme and spontaneous.

Fuck humiliation, you would do anything to get me back
Believing that if the other person were to truly understand the pain and emotions, they would do anything to get the person back.

Opinions wouldn't matter what they thought in fact
Being aware that opinions of others do not matter in matters of the heart and emotions.

You would tell everyone to fuck themselves, good
Being confident that the other person would be willing to go against everyone and everything to express their love and affection, if they felt the same intensity of emotions.

And do everything to have me, if you could
Believing that the other person would do everything within their power to be with the person again, if given the chance.