This Life
Denzel Curry Lyrics


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Didn't notice, but as of late, I think I've changed
Not the same since my younger days, so far I came
Feel my pain 'til I can't complain, 'cause I'ma slide for a minute
'Til I rise in the business, make a billion show my niggas what up
In this life, middle fingers up, I don't fuck with a 9 to 5
I keep it true to me, why the fuck would I live a lie?
I'm living in this world, would you care if I live or die?
Are you down, then would you ride for me?
Because this life is so fucked up, they telling lies to me
You are my main and as my main you'd better not lie to me
And I would tell you like Geminis there might be sides to me
She not my main bitch, I'ma tell you she's a side to me

Like, she assigned to me, but you are designed for me
And if I say I got your back then hold my spine for me
And if I couldn't shed a tear, girl, would you cry for me?
And if we was a couple doves, girl, would you fly with me?
I'm overseas, what I oversee, ocean sea, see reflections of the way we supposed to be
Unluckily, we not at peace
That's the end of my clover leaf, wouldn't care if you know it's me
Keep away until you notice me

Didn't notice, but as of late, I think I've changed
Not the same since my younger days, so far I came
Feel my pain 'til I can't complain, 'cause I'ma slide for a minute
'Til I rise in the business, make a billion show my niggas what up
In this life, middle fingers up, I don't fuck with a 9 to 5
I keep it true to me, why the fuck would I live a lie?
I'm living in this world, would you care if I live or die?
Are you down, then would you ride for me?
Because this life is so fucked up, they telling lies to me
You are my main and as my main you'd better not lie to me
And I would tell you like Geminis there might be sides to me
She not my main bitch, I'ma tell you she's a side to me

She told me that I wasn't losing her, that she losing me
L-O-V-E, we outta gas, I'll see you in a week
Thinking that, you won't fornicate with niggas that you meet
But silly me, now we are the same, Cupid admit defeat
Girl, are you out of your mind? I would think you were mine
You were a part of me, part of me, parts of me died
Idolized you when I didn't unite
You won't tell for the moment, but time will tell, but as of now

You didn't notice, but as of late, I think I've changed
Not the same since my younger days, so far I came
Feel my pain 'til I can't complain, 'cause I'ma slide for a minute
'Til I rise in the business, make a billion show my niggas what up
In this life, middle fingers up, I don't fuck with a 9 to 5
I keep it true to me, why the fuck would I live a lie?
I'm living in this world, would you care if I live or die?
Are you down, then would you ride for me?
Because this life is so fucked up, they telling lies to me
You are my main and as my main you'd better not lie to me
And I would tell you like Geminis there might be sides to me
She not my main bitch, I'ma tell you she's a side to me

She's a side to me, she's a side to me, she's a side to me
But you're designed for me, yeah yeah
You're designed for me,




You're designed for me, yeah yeah
And you're designed for me, yeah

Overall Meaning

In Denzel Curry's song This Life, the rapper reflects on how he has changed as he has grown older and pursued his dreams in the music industry. He acknowledges that he feels pain and frustration with the world and the lies that he perceives being told to him. Denzel also calls out the societal expectation of a 9 to 5 job and authenticity. He asks his listeners if they care if he lives or dies and if they would ride for him in this messed up world. The song also includes references to a love interest who is not fully committed to their relationship, causing Denzel to question their love for each other. He contrasts this person with someone he believes is "designed for him." Ultimately, This Life is a reflection on the challenges and uncertainties of growing up and navigating the world while trying to stay true to oneself.


Overall, the song's lyrics convey a sense of struggle, confusion, and vulnerability, which many people can relate to as they grapple with their own changing identities and the complexities of life. Through his words, Denzel Curry shows that he is not afraid to confront his emotions and speak his truth, which can be empowering and inspiring for his fans and listeners.


Line by Line Meaning

Didn't notice, but as of late, I think I've changed
I haven't realized it, but I've undergone some transformation recently.


Not the same since my younger days, so far I came
As I've grown up, I've come a long way and I'm not who I used to be.


Feel my pain 'til I can't complain, 'cause I'ma slide for a minute Till I rise in the business, make a billion show my niggas what up
I'll endure my hardships and keep grinding until I make it big, so my crew can see what's good.


In this life, middle fingers up, I dont fuck with a 9 to 5 I keep it true to me, why the fuck would I live a lie?
I refuse to live a traditional, monotonous lifestyle because authenticity is paramount.


I'm living in this world, would you care if I live or die? Are you down, then would you ride for me?
Do you genuinely care about me and have my back no matter what?


Beause this life is so fucked up they telling lies to me You are my main and as my main you'd better not lie to me And I would tell you like Geminis there might be sides to me She not my main bitch, I'ma tell you she's a side to me
Life is treacherous, and people's deceit is making it even harder. You are my trusted one and you shouldn't lie to me. Though I have different sides to me, you are the most important. She is not the most significant person in my life.


Like, she assigned to me, but you are designed for me And if I say I got your back then hold my spine for me And if I couldn't shed a tear, girl, would you cry for me? And if we was a couple doves, girl would you fly with me?
Although she is with me, you belong to me. If I support you, will you support me in turn? Would you be there for me even in the toughest times? If we were together, would you be willing to soar with me?


I'm overseas, what I oversee, ocean sea, see reflections of the way we supposed to be Unluckily, we not at peace That's the end of my clover leaf, wouldn't care if you know it's me Keep away until you notice me
As I travel abroad, I see how things could be if we were all at peace. Alas, that's not the case. It's okay if you don't recognize me yet, but stay away until you do.


She told me that I wasn't losing her, that she losing me L-o-v-e, we outta gas, I'll see you in a week Thinking that, you won't fornicate with niggas that you meet But silly me, now we are the same, Cupid admit defeat Girl, are you out of your mind? I would think you were mine You were a part of me, part of me, parts of me died Idolized you when I didn't unite You won't tell for the moment, but time will tell, but as of now
She insisted it was not her leaving me, but rather me leaving her. We're burnt out in love and going our separate ways for a week. I foolishly thought she wouldn't cheat on me, now Cupid has failed. I can't believe you would betray me, I loved you deeply. You were part of me, but parts of me died with our relationship. I idealized you before it was appropriate, and while you're not confessing now, time will reveal the truth.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Denzel Rae Don Curry, Isaac De Boni, Michael John Mule, Ronald O'Neil Jr. Spence

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"She told me that I wasn't losing her, that she losing me
L-o-v-e, we outta gas, I'll see you in a week
Thinking that, you won't fornicate with niggas that you meet
But silly me, now we are the same, Cupid admit defeat"




Its crazy i used to love this song just for the sound and vibe and now after a year or 2 and being able to relate to the lyrics on a way deeper level, it brings on a whole another feeling of connection. That line hit hard 💯" not the same since my younger days so far i came" thats real bruh.



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