A Pain That I’m Used To
Depeche Mode Lyrics


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I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
I just know that I'm harder to console
I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
But the key is a question of control

Can you say what you're trying to play anyway
I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
All the signs that I find have been underlined
Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled

[Chorus]
All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true

There's a hole in your soul like an animal
With no conscience, repentance, oh no
Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise
Devils feed on the seeds of the soul

I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real
No mistaking the faking, I care
With a prayer in the air I will leave it there
On a note full of hope not despair





[Chorus: x2]

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of the song "A Pain That I'm Used To" by Depeche Mode are expressing the confusion in a person's mind between who they are and who they are trying to be. They are unsure of their identity and the direction they are taking in life. They are searching for control over their own lives, but it seems that everyone else is trying to control them instead. The lyrics highlight the frustration they feel with rules and expectations that do not align with their true self.


Moreover, the song also addresses the idea of finding comfort in pain. The chorus, "Just give me a pain that I'm used to," suggests that the agony they are familiar with is better than the uncertainty of the unknown. The lyrics imply that they do not believe in the dreams that others are trying to sell them, rather they are looking to achieve something that is authentic to themselves. The song acknowledges that there is an emptiness in their soul, and they are willing to pay the price to fill it with something real.


In conclusion, "A Pain That I'm Used To" is an introspective song that explores the struggle of finding oneself and the attempt to find the meaning behind the pain one has endured. The song suggests that in life, we must be true to ourselves and find something that rings true with our core values and beliefs.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
I am lost and confused about what I want in life


I just know that I'm harder to console
I am difficult to comfort and soothe


I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
I am trying to change myself to fit in with others and I don't recognize the person I have become


But the key is a question of control
I am struggling to regain control over my life


Can you say what you're trying to play anyway
I don't understand your motives or intentions


I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
I am the one who suffers the consequences while you disregard the rules


All the signs that I find have been underlined
I have noticed warning signs, but they have been emphasized and made even more clear


Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled
Negative influences and temptations feed off of strong desires


All this running around, well it's getting me down
My constant busyness is wearing me out and making me unhappy


Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I would rather deal with a familiar pain than dive into the unknown


I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
I don't have to agree with or support all of your ideas or ambitions


You just need to achieve something that rings true
You need to pursue something that is authentic and genuine to yourself


There's a hole in your soul like an animal
You have an emptiness within you that nothing can fulfill, like a wild creature that cannot be tamed


With no conscience, repentance, oh no
You feel no remorse for your actions and have no intention of making amends


Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise
You ignore the consequences of your actions and must suffer the repercussions in order to obtain your ideal life


Devils feed on the seeds of the soul
Negative influences take root and grow from within one's spirit


I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real
I cannot hide my emotions or deny what I know to be true


No mistaking the faking, I care
I can tell when someone is being insincere and it matters to me


With a prayer in the air I will leave it there
I will release my worries to a higher power and let them go


On a note full of hope not despair
I choose to have a positive outlook on the future and trust that things will get better




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: MARTIN GORE

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