Back Up In This
Designer Drugs Lyrics


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Eagle-Eye Cherry
Desireless
Shooting Up In Vain
Waking up as the sun goes down
Body all in pain
Straight out the door to the worst part of town
Shooting up in vain
Slips all his money to the man
Here we go again... here we go again
Got bags of mercy in the palm of his hand
Shooting up in vain

CHORUS:
So he heads for the closest rooftop
And now he's free with the skyline begind
But it won't be long until his high will drop
Then you know what he'll try to find
Such a shame

Now he's back on that hunt for more
Body all in pain
Wanting to get back to where he was before
Shooting up in vain
So now he goes and sells his wedding ring
Here we go again... here we go again
But now he's sold exactly everything
Shooting up in vain

CHORUS

Such a shame

Down to the bed as the sun goes up
Body all in pain
Now he swears he's going to stop
Shooting up in vain
He's Dr. Jekyll and he's Mr. Hyde
He's got to listen to that voice deep inside
Got a one-way ticket on a derailed train
Got a one-way ticket on a derailed train
Shooting up in vain
Such a shame
Such a shame

Got a one-way ticket on a derailed train





Got to stop shooting up in vain...(REPEAT)

Overall Meaning

The song "Back Up In This" by Designer Drugs featuring Sarah Ruba opens with a sample from Eagle-Eye Cherry's "Desireless," featuring the lyrics "Shooting Up In Vain." The song tells the story of the struggles of drug addiction, with the singer waking up as the sun goes down, feeling the pain in his body from previous drug use. The lyrics detail the singer's desperation as he heads straight to the worst part of town to shoot up drugs, even though he knows that it's all in vain.


The chorus describes how the singer searches for a place to escape and, eventually, finds solace on a rooftop. However, the song makes it clear that this high won't last long, and the singer will soon be searching for more drugs. The verses go on to describe how the singer sells his wedding ring to fund his habit and how he promises himself to stop shooting up, though he inevitably fails to keep his promise. The final lyrics liken the singer to Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, and the chorus repeats the line "Got a one-way ticket on a derailed train," underscoring the devastating consequences of drug addiction.


Line by Line Meaning

Eagle-Eye Cherry
The artist who sang this song


Desireless
An allusion to the musician's song 'Voyage Voyage'


Shooting Up In Vain
The act of taking drugs without being able to achieve a satisfying high


Waking up as the sun goes down
Feeling disoriented and confused due to drug use


Body all in pain
Physical discomfort and illness brought about by drug addiction


Straight out the door to the worst part of town
Going to the unsafe and dangerous area of the city where drugs are readily available


Slips all his money to the man
Giving all his cash to the dealer in exchange for drugs


Here we go again... here we go again
A sense of weariness and frustration at the repetitive nature of drug addiction


Got bags of mercy in the palm of his hand
Referring to the drugs that will provide temporary relief from the pain and desperation of addiction


So he heads for the closest rooftop
Finding a place to take drugs in peace and solitude


And now he's free with the skyline behind
Enjoying a sense of release and freedom while being high


But it won't be long until his high will drop
Knowing that the effects of the drugs will wear off soon


Then you know what he'll try to find
The addict will soon be searching for another fix


Such a shame
A critical commentary on the consequences of drug addiction


Now he's back on that hunt for more
Returning to the search for drugs


Wanting to get back to where he was before
Desire to recapture the initial high experienced


So now he goes and sells his wedding ring
Resorting to desperate measures to obtain more drugs


Down to the bed as the sun goes up
Exhaustion and physical discomfort after drug use


He's Dr. Jekyll and he's Mr. Hyde
The duality of the addict's personality, a reference to a novel by Robert Louis Stevenson


He's got to listen to that voice deep inside
Encouragement to listen to his better judgment


Got a one-way ticket on a derailed train
A metaphor for the addict's life, which is heading towards disaster


Got to stop shooting up in vain...
The urgent need to break free from drug addiction before it's too late




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