Solitude
Desire Lyrics


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(a tribute to Candlemass)

I'm sitting here alone in darkness
Waiting to be free
Lonely and forlorn I am crying
I long for my time to come
Death means just life
Please let me die in solitude

Hate is my only friend
Pain is my father
Torment is delight to me
Death is my sanctuary
I seek it with pleasure
Please let me die in solitude

Receive my sacrifice
My lifeblood is exhausted
No one gave love and understanding
Hear these words
Vilifiers and pretenders
And please let me die in solitude

Earth to earth
Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust

Earth to earth
Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust

I'm sitting here alone in darkness
Waiting to be free
Lonely and forlorn I am crying
I long for my time to come
Death means just life
Please let me die in solitude

Earth to earth
Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust

Earth to earth
Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust

Earth to earth




Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust

Overall Meaning

The song "Solitude" by Desire is a tribute to the Swedish doom metal band Candlemass and explores the themes of loneliness, pain, and death. The lyrics depict a person who is sitting alone in darkness, longing for death as a release from the loneliness and torment that they are experiencing. The singer expresses their belief that death is not the end of life but rather a new beginning, a chance for them to escape from the pain of their existence. The person sees hate as their only friend, pain as their father, and torment as their source of pleasure. They offer their sacrifice to death and ask for release from the unfairness of life.


The repeated phrase "Earth to earth, ashes to ashes, dust to dust" expresses the inevitability and finality of death, reinforcing the idea that it is the only escape from suffering. The song also criticizes those who vilify and pretend to understand the singer's pain but do not offer the love and understanding that they need. The haunting melody and slow tempo of the song add to its melancholic and mournful tone, creating an atmosphere of hopelessness and despair.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm sitting here alone in darkness
I am isolated and surrounded by bleakness.


Waiting to be free
I yearn to escape from the chains that bind me.


Lonely and forlorn I am crying
I am consumed by a sense of desolation and sorrow.


I long for my time to come
I crave the end of my torment, the sweet release of death.


Death means just life
Death is not an end, but a beginning; a liberation from my suffering.


Please let me die in solitude
I wish to depart from this world in peace, without interference or intrusion.


Hate is my only friend
I have been abandoned by all those who might have cared for me, and am left only with my bitterness and anger.


Pain is my father
I have been shaped by the suffering that has plagued me throughout my life, and it now defines me.


Torment is delight to me
My agony has become so all-consuming that it has taken on a perverse attraction for me, and I can no longer imagine life without it.


Death is my sanctuary
Death is the only haven from my pain, the only possible escape route from my despair.


I seek it with pleasure
I actively pursue my own destruction, knowing that only in death will I find peace.


Receive my sacrifice
I offer myself up to the forces of fate, knowing that they will determine my ultimate fate.


My lifeblood is exhausted
I have given everything to my struggle, and have nothing left to offer.


No one gave love and understanding
I have been abandoned by those who might have nurtured me, and have been left to fend for myself in a world that is indifferent to my suffering.


Hear these words
Listen to my plea, hear my final words before I depart this world.


Vilifiers and pretenders
Those who would seek to judge me or condemn my choices have no right to do so, having never walked in my shoes.


Earth to earth Ashes to ashes Dust to dust
I will return to the earth itself, reduced to nothing more than a pile of ashes and dust.




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Ana Caroline Oberst

Perfeição essa música! 🖤

Goran Mladenović

I love when bands really do COVER song, with their unique touch. This is one of them. Still, this is demo, but great one. I'm ashamed for not hearing it till now.

TJ Misanthrope

i love this version! the orginal is best but they did an awesome job with they're own spin on the song

Sarah E.P.

I prefer this one to the original one. Everything about it is perfect.

António Machado

Congratulations! Great cover of an awesome song.

Wann Sofea

Wow... love it

Hoang Co gioi

i love this song. Thanks Desire

Рустем Хайретдинов

Great song

Vyc Ðarkshådøw

I nearly dozed off while listening to this. This song's half the speed of Candlemass, who was never known for fast tempos in the first place. The vocals have a LOT of room for improvement too.

Ricardo Corona

Now even Candlemass and Desire are old school style hehehehe but personally I prefer to Candlemass. But please Just let us die in Solitude...

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