Suicide Demo for Kara Walker
Destroyer Lyrics


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Brown paper bag, don't stop me now, I'm on a roll
Plain brown wrapper in your pocket
Is it still the invisible man you're consorting with, woman?
Now that you got it all wrong
You got it all backwards, girl
Enter through the exit, and exit through the entrance when you can
Seen you consort with your invisible manhole
Fool child, you're never gonna make it
New York City just wants to see you naked, and they will
Though they'd never say so
Wise, old, black and dead in the snow, my southern sister

Sister, sister, was the name of the band
Flesh and blood, my death close at hand
Sister, this is not about me, and it's not about you, I swear
No hard feelings, nothing personal
Soft sculpture rides the air

For free words, words, words
Longings, longings, longings, all in vain
Just ask vanity, abandoned out in the rain by the world
Another proud American
And as proud Americans
We let it slide away
Harmless little negress
You've got to say yes to another excess
Let's go for a ride today

In possession of eyes that say
In possession of eyes that say

A southern bunkhouse
Blue skies up above
A kind of figure of feminine grace and wit passes for love these days
All that slender-wristed, white, translucent business
Passes for love these days
Much hailed genius passes for love these days

Four more years
Four more years
Four hundred more years of this shit, fuck it
I look up, I see the north star
I look up, I see the north star
When I look up at the bar through these tears

Four white pillars Yankee-style
All of America loves to lights his pipes
All of America live to light his pipe at night
To which Dixie responds, "free me"
And then washes his sashes
Again

Maybe or maybe not fast forward, she said
Maybe once the seed is sown, fast forward, she said
This bird has flown south, she said
Don't talk about the south, she said
It's not you, it's nothing personal
No hard feelings, nothing's there
Soft sculpture rides hard on the air

Now that you got it all wrong
You got it all backwards, girl




Enter through the exit, and exit through the entrance
When you can

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Destroyer's song Suicide Demo for Kara Walker portrays a combination of different emotions, ideas, and themes, making it a little difficult to pinpoint the exact meaning of the song. The song draws inspiration from Kara Walker, a renowned African-American artist known for her use of silhouettes to depict American history and race issues. The song begins with an allusion to drugs and partying with the line "brown paper bag, don't stop me now, I'm on a roll." The lyrics then suggest the idea of hiding and secrecy with the "invisible man" conceit, insinuating that the people we interact with are not always who they appear to be.


The song's lyrics also touch on the fragility of fame, as the singer addresses a woman who seems to be struggling to establish herself in New York City, and the city seems to only want to exploit her exposure with the line "New York City just wants to see you naked, and they will, though they'd never say so." The song also references southern culture, describing a "southern sister" who is "wise, old, black, and dead in the snow."


There is an interesting contrast between the upbeat, pop-like melody with the bleak, thought-provoking lyrics. The lyrics also use a combination of metaphors such as "soft sculpture rides the air" and "slender-wristed, white, translucent business passes for love these days."


Line by Line Meaning

Brown paper bag, don't stop me now, I'm on a roll
I am unstoppable and on a roll, so don't let anything stop me now.


Plain brown wrapper in your pocket
You are carrying something that you want to conceal or hide.


Is it still the invisible man you're consorting with, woman?
Are you still having a relationship with someone who is not visible or transparent to others?


Now that you got it all wrong
You have completely misunderstood the situation or made a mistake.


You got it all backwards, girl
You have reversed the order or sequence of events.


Enter through the exit, and exit through the entrance when you can
Do things in the wrong order or in a non-traditional way to subvert established norms.


Seen you consort with your invisible manhole
I have witnessed you having a relationship with someone who is not visible or transparent to others.


Fool child, you're never gonna make it
You are foolish and will not succeed.


New York City just wants to see you naked, and they will
New York City desires to see you vulnerable and exposed, and they will fulfill that desire.


Though they'd never say so
Even though they may not openly admit their true feelings, their desires remain the same.


Wise, old, black and dead in the snow, my southern sister
A wise, old, deceased, African-American woman from the South who is revered as a sister.


Sister, sister, was the name of the band
The band's name was Sister, Sister.


Flesh and blood, my death close at hand
I am mortal and my death is imminent.


Sister, this is not about me, and it's not about you, I swear
This is not specifically about me, you, or anyone else.


No hard feelings, nothing personal
There are no negative emotions or personal attacks involved.


Soft sculpture rides the air
A form of art or expression takes shape and can be sensed or felt without being tangible or physical.


For free words, words, words
I speak or write freely and without compensation or obligation.


Longings, longings, longings, all in vain
My desires and hopes have failed to materialize or become reality.


Just ask vanity, abandoned out in the rain by the world
One's ego or self-importance has been left to suffer or be ignored by the rest of the world.


Another proud American
One more conceited or arrogant citizen of the United States.


And as proud Americans
As a collective group of conceited or arrogant citizens of the United States.


We let it slide away
We allowed something to be lost or wasted without making an effort to prevent it.


Harmless little negress
A term used to describe a Black woman that is seen as harmless or non-threatening because of her gender and race.


You've got to say yes to another excess
You must accept or indulge in another instance of overindulgence or excess.


Let's go for a ride today
Let's embark on an adventure or journey together today.


In possession of eyes that say
One has a look or gaze that communicates a particular message or feeling.


A southern bunkhouse
A type of dwelling commonly found in the Southern United States.


Blue skies up above
Clear and unobstructed skies overhead.


A kind of figure of feminine grace and wit passes for love these days
Traits associated with femininity, such as grace and wit, are often mistaken for or equated with love in contemporary society.


All that slender-wristed, white, translucent business
All of the superficial, delicate, and fragile qualities commonly associated with Whiteness.


Passes for love these days
People often confuse or substitute these superficial qualities for genuine love.


Much hailed genius passes for love these days
People often mistake brilliance or exceptional talent for love.


Four more years
A reference to United States presidential elections and the possibility of a re-election for another term.


Four hundred more years of this shit, fuck it
Exasperation and fatigue with something that has persisted or will continue to persist for an indefinite amount of time.


I look up, I see the north star
I look up and see a guiding beacon, a symbol of hope and direction.


When I look up at the bar through these tears
Even though I am crying and overwhelmed with emotion, there is still a clear vision or goal in sight.


Four white pillars Yankee-style
Four pillars that symbolize or represent a distinctly American, Northern, or Yankee aesthetic.


All of America loves to light his pipes
A reference to an influential or celebrated person that is revered and admired by the United States as a whole.


All of America live to light his pipe at night
People are eager to bask in the glow or aura of said influential or celebrated person.


To which Dixie responds, "free me"
A request or demand from the Southern United States to be liberated or freed from Northern influence or domination.


And then washes his sashes
Neglectful or forgetful behavior towards one's own identity, culture, or heritage.


Maybe or maybe not fast forward, she said
An uncertain or ambivalent attitude towards the future and the possibility of progress or change.


Maybe once the seed is sown, fast forward, she said
If something is set in motion or initiated, it may lead to rapid or significant progress or change.


This bird has flown south, she said
This person or thing has left, moved on, or migrated to a different location or state.


Don't talk about the south, she said
Do not discuss or bring up the Southern United States, as it may lead to conflict or discomfort.


It's not you, it's nothing personal
Whatever is happening or being discussed is not a personal attack or reflection on the individual.


No hard feelings, nothing's there
There are no negative emotions or feelings involved, nor is there any interest or connection.


Soft sculpture rides hard on the air
An intangible or abstract creation or concept is forcefully or confidently brought into existence.


Now that you got it all wrong
You have completely misunderstood the situation or made a mistake.


You got it all backwards, girl
You have reversed the order or sequence of events.


Enter through the exit, and exit through the entrance
Do things in the wrong order or in a non-traditional way to subvert established norms.


When you can
If and when the opportunity arises or presents itself.




Lyrics © SC PUBLISHING DBA SECRETLY CANADIAN PUB., Downtown Music Publishing
Written by: Daniel Bejar

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@mylastchannelgotdeleted6213

The melody that starts at 1:59 gets stuck in my head randomly for the past 10 years. Amazing song

@drewbeee86

Are you me?

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@rodrigogalindez

Possibly the best album of the decade.

@1779DA

this song is actually incredible.

@lequinntessential

It's a remarkably beautiful piece of work that culminates in wild abandonment and exhilarating ecstasy.

@MaraLatorre

It IS.

@joebazooks

definitely destroyer's best album, and i'd have to say, it's up there -- top 100 albums, easy. you rarely if ever come across an album loaded with this many top notch songs

@NealJackMeKC

Rubies is also amazing and Poison Season is pretty damn solid. Great band.

@luckyomolo4962

shit hits diffrent when you havent gone to sleep yet at 8 am

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