Heavy
Dexter Freebish Lyrics


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Telephone, sounds like a siren
Hear your voice, it's like an earthquake
Far from home again
Adrift in my world

Well the years that I knew you
Were the heaviest by far
And there's things that I outgrew
But never got resolved

Words rained down, felt like a bomb blast
World caved in, buried in regret
Swept away again
Only to return

Well the years that I knew you
Were the heaviest by far
And there's things that I outgrew
But never got resolved

Two worlds collide
But can we live this lie
The farther away I fly
You know I still can't hide

Because the years that I knew you
Were the heaviest by far
And there's things that I outgrew
But never got resolved

Yeah the fears that I once knew
Appear like yesterday
And the walls that I once raised
Grow higher every day




Well the years that I knew you
Were the heaviest by far

Overall Meaning

In Dexter Freebish's song "Heavy," the singer seems to be struggling with the weight of their past and the ways it continues to impact their present. The opening lines describe the sound of a telephone ringing as resembling a siren and hearing the voice on the other end as feeling like an earthquake. This sense of chaos and instability is reinforced by the feeling of being "adrift in my world" - a sense of not having a solid grounding or anchor in life.


As the song continues, it becomes clear that the heaviest years referred to in the chorus are those spent with someone else who has since become absent from the singer's life. There are things that were left unresolved and still weigh heavily on them - "words rained down, felt like a bomb blast / world caved in, buried in regret." Despite being "swept away" and trying to escape, the singer still feels unable to hide from the memories and emotions connected to this person from the past.


The bridge of the song introduces the idea that two worlds have collided but the singer questions whether they can continue living a lie in order to maintain the illusion of stability. It seems that the fear and pain of the past are causing the singer to erect walls and feel cut off from the world around them - something that grows harder every day. The song ends by repeating the idea that the years spent with this person were the heaviest by far and referencing the continuing impact of these unresolved issues.


Line by Line Meaning

Telephone, sounds like a siren
Hearing from you is alarming and distressful, like a warning sound of imminent danger.


Hear your voice, it's like an earthquake
Your voice shakes and disrupts my world, leaving me feeling unstable and vulnerable.


Far from home again
I'm once again in an unfamiliar and uncomfortable place, both physically and emotionally.


Adrift in my world
I feel lost and aimless, without a clear sense of direction or purpose.


Well the years that I knew you Were the heaviest by far And there's things that I outgrew But never got resolved
The time I spent with you was burdened with intense emotional weight, and while I've moved on from certain things, others remain unresolved and continue to hold me back.


Words rained down, felt like a bomb blast World caved in, buried in regret Swept away again Only to return
Your words had a destructive impact on me, sending me spiraling into regret and despair. While I initially tried to distance myself, I find myself coming back to the same pain and disappointment.


Two worlds collide But can we live this lie The farther away I fly You know I still can't hide
Our two worlds and realities clash and cannot coexist harmoniously, yet I still struggle to escape your grip even when I physically distance myself from you.


Yeah the fears that I once knew Appear like yesterday And the walls that I once raised Grow higher every day
The fears and insecurities I felt in the past still haunt me, and I find myself constantly raising my guard and distancing myself from others as a result.


Well the years that I knew you Were the heaviest by far
Overall, the years I spent with you were the most taxing and burdensome of my life, and continue to impact me to this day.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Royalty Network, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: CHARLES COLIN, CHARLIE COLIN, PAT MONAHAN, JAMES STAFFORD, JAMES W STAFFORD

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