Until I Believe in My Soul
Dexys Midnight Runners Lyrics


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I'll need tonight to sit and think about this
Think what to do.
I'll take some strength to banish hollow sorrow.
Hollow sorrow's nothing new.
Just enough strength to last until tomorrow
Until I believe in my soul.
Tonight I lost sight of all purpose
Despite all this trickery you told me was right.
I was such a good boy I let you hold the door
So kind, so nice, where's my prize?
(That's all there ever is) Oh yeah yeah yeah?
(That's all there ever was) Ah you must be fucking joking.
(The same for everyone) Oh yes. Yes yes.
Would you repeat that. Break it to me gently,
Stand over there.
Oh I know I was an arrogant boy but I let you hold the door
Oh I was kind. I was nice, where's the prize?
And I'm on the train from New Street
To Euston. I'm going out to Harrow again
And I'm trying to get the feeling
That I had in nineteen seventy two.
Oh but you're going too fast for me here,
I'm saying, wait a minute there, wait a minute there
Hold it, stop! Let me get this clear
(That's all there ever is) oh yeah yeah yeah?
(That's all there ever was) yes, yes. ha ha ha.
(The same for everyone) Oh yes. yes. yes.
You see I know what this is, I know
What's going on here, this is just the difference between
It's the battle between the body and the soul. The spirit
And what's needed here
What I intend to do now is I'm going to punish my body.




I'll punish the body to believe in the soul, I will punish
my body, until I believe in my soul

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Dexy's Midnight Runners' song "Until I Believe In My Soul" is a reflection of the inward struggle that the singer is going through. The song starts with the singer acknowledging the fact that he needs some time to think about what has been happening around him and to decide on what to do. He expresses the desire to find the strength to overcome his sorrow, which is nothing new to him. He wants to find the strength to believe in his soul and to carry on until tomorrow. The song then moves on to the singer expressing his feelings of disillusionment and disappointment with the world around him. He talks about how he tried to be a good boy and follow all the tricks and the lies that were told to him, but it has not led him anywhere. He feels like he has been fooled and that he has not received any reward for his goodness.


The second verse of the song talks about the singer being on a train from New Street to Euston, trying to relive the feeling that he had in 1972. He realizes that he is going too fast and wants everything to slow down. He wants to understand what is happening around him and takes a moment to reflect on his life. He recognizes that what is happening to him is a battle between the body and the soul. He decides to punish his body to believe in his soul and to carry on until he believes in himself.


Overall, the song is about finding the strength to believe in oneself and to carry on despite the challenges that come along the way. It reflects the inner turmoil and battles that people go through in their lives and emphasizes the importance of finding the strength to believe in one's own self.


Line by Line Meaning

I'll need tonight to sit and think about this
I require this solitary night to deeply contemplate the situation


Think what to do.
Mentally analyze and evaluate the best course of action


I'll take some strength to banish hollow sorrow.
I need some fortitude to eliminate this empty sadness


Hollow sorrow's nothing new.
This feeling of vacuous despair is a common occurrence


Just enough strength to last until tomorrow
Sufficient stamina to endure until the following day


Until I believe in my soul.
Waiting for the moment I'm convinced in my inner self


Tonight I lost sight of all purpose
This evening, I lost my sense of direction


Despite all this trickery you told me was right.
In spite of all the deception you claimed was the truth


I was such a good boy I let you hold the door
I was overly obedient to the point of allowing you to open the door


So kind, so nice, where's my prize?
I was considerate and courteous, yet no reward was given


(That's all there ever is) Oh yeah yeah yeah?
Is that truly the only outcome that exists?


(That's all there ever was) Ah you must be fucking joking.
That's the sole possibility? You have to be kidding me.


(The same for everyone) Oh yes. Yes yes.
It's similar for all individuals, precisely.


Would you repeat that. Break it to me gently,
Please reiterate that statement in a soft and delicate way


Stand over there.
Move to that location over yonder


Oh I know I was an arrogant boy but I let you hold the door
I am aware that I acted conceited, but I permitted you to open the door


Oh I was kind. I was nice, where's the prize?
I acted benevolently and respectfully, why wasn't I rewarded?


And I'm on the train from New Street
I'm currently riding the train from New Street


To Euston. I'm going out to Harrow again
En route to Euston, returning to Harrow


And I'm trying to get the feeling
Striving to recapture the sensation


That I had in nineteen seventy two.
The emotion I experienced in 1972


Oh but you're going too fast for me here,
You're proceeding too rapidly for my pace in this moment


I'm saying, wait a minute there, wait a minute there
Hold on just one second, pause for a moment


Hold it, stop! Let me get this clear
Stop right there! Allow me to clarify something


(That's all there ever is) oh yeah yeah yeah?
That's the entirety of existence, seriously?


(That's all there ever was) yes, yes. ha ha ha.
Indeed, that's all that ever occurred. Ha ha ha.


(The same for everyone) Oh yes. yes. yes.
Identical for every person, unquestionably.


You see I know what this is, I know
I realize what this represents, I comprehend


What's going on here, this is just the difference between
This is merely the disparity amidst


It's the battle between the body and the soul. The spirit
The conflict of the physical and spiritual elements


And what's needed here
Essentially required in this scenario


What I intend to do now is I'm going to punish my body.
My plan is to discipline my physical self


I'll punish the body to believe in the soul, I will punish
I shall discipline myself to have faith in the inner self




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: JAMES PATERSON, KEVIN ROWLAND

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