Crown
Diane Coffee/Run the Jewels Lyrics


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Down with the shame
Down with the shame
Used to walk traps in the rain with cocaine
Used to write raps in the traps as I sat in the rain
And I prayed that god give me a lane
Give me a lane
Give me the fame
Give me the fame and I promise to change
Won't be the same
Won't be the same kind of man that puts cocaine in this lady's hand
Heard she was pregnant, i'm guilty I reckon cause
I hear that good shit can hurt baby's brain
Heard he was normal 'til three and then he stopped talkin'
Since then, ain't nothin been the same
Seen her some years later out in decatur told her
That i'm sorry for causin' her pain
Causin' me pain?
Causin' me pain?
She asked again and she grabbed my right hand
Asked am I crazy, said look here, baby
I release you from all of your sins and your shame
Cause i've been redeemed
I found in christ
Whatever it take I hope you find it, mike
The look on her face shown that glory replaced
All the shame and the hate and that she wears a crown
My late grandma bettie had prayed with her
Heavy and told her to tell me lay my burdens down

Can't pick up no crown, holding
What's holding you down
Can't pick up no crown, holding
What's holding you down
Can't pick up no crown, can't pick up no crown

(down with the shame
Down with the shame)
Carried the flag in some other men's name
Loaded my weapon and swore to them vengeance and
Stepped with aggression right into the fray
Into the haze
Into the murk
Told me to prove to them what I was worth
We'll teach you to move without mercy and give you
The tools to go after the causers of hurt
You'll become death
You will take breath
This is for everything you've ever loved
Use all the pain that you've felt in your life as
The currency go out and trade it for blood
You are not you
You are now us
We are the only ones that you can trust
You'll become fear
They'll become dust
Before this moment you didn't mean much
You are the smoldering vessel of punishment
Born to do nothing but justify us
Give us your empathy we'll give you lust
Let yourself go my son time to grow up
Give up your childish obsession with questioning
Anything we don't tell you is irrelevant
Everything you've ever been is replaced by the
Metal and fire of the weapon you clutch

Can't pick up no crown, holding
What's holding you down
Can't pick up no crown, holding




What's holding you down
Can't pick up no crown, can't pick up no crown

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Crown" have a powerful message that revolves around struggles, guilt, and redemption. The song talks about two different experiences from different walks of life. The first part of the song tells the story of a person who's ashamed of his past. He used to be a drug dealer and addict, and at some point, he caused harm to an innocent woman and her unborn child. He's looking for a way out of this dark corner he finds himself in and prays for God to give him a chance. He expresses that he wants to change his ways and to turn his life around for the better. He talks about meeting the woman he harmed again, and how he apologized to her, and she forgave him. She helped him realize that he'd been redeemed and could lay "his burdens down."


The second part of the song is different in tone and theme, and it talks about a man who's recruited to be trained to become a weapon of vengeance. He's promised that he'll be avenging the people he loves and trusts, but he's slowly transformed into a weapon of destruction. He's being brainwashed and manipulated until he reaches a point where he becomes someone else, and the only thing that matters to him is his mission. The song's message is clear, and it's telling people that they don't need to carry the shame and burden of their past, but instead, they can find redemption and let go of their pain.


Line by Line Meaning

Down with the shame
Rejecting the feeling of shame


Used to walk traps in the rain with cocaine
Used to sell drugs in dangerous areas


Used to write raps in the traps as I sat in the rain
Used to find inspiration in the dark times


And I prayed that god give me a lane
Hoping for a chance to succeed


Give me a lane
Asking for a path to success


Give me the fame
Wanting recognition for talent


Give me the fame and I promise to change
Willing to change for the better with success


Won't be the same
Promise to change bad habits


Won't be the same kind of man that puts cocaine in this lady's hand
Refusing to continue hurting others


Heard she was pregnant, i'm guilty I reckon cause
Realizing the harm caused years later


I hear that good shit can hurt baby's brain
Knowing the danger of drug use


Heard he was normal 'til three and then he stopped talkin'
Witnessing the negative impact of drug use


Since then, ain't nothin been the same
The damage is irreversible


Seen her some years later out in decatur told her
Meeting the victim years later


That i'm sorry for causin' her pain
Apologizing for past mistakes


Causin' me pain?
The victim's reaction to the apology


Causin' me pain?
Asking for clarification


She asked again and she grabbed my right hand
The victim wants to know the truth


Asked am I crazy, said look here, baby
Questioning the reality of forgiveness


I release you from all of your sins and your shame
Forgiveness and moving on


Cause i've been redeemed
Finding redemption in one's faith


I found in christ
Finding salvation in religion


Whatever it take I hope you find it, mike
Wishing well for others


The look on her face shown that glory replaced
The victim experiencing a change of emotion


All the shame and the hate and that she wears a crown
Feeling liberated and worthy


My late grandma bettie had prayed with her
The victim receiving support from others


Heavy and told her to tell me lay my burdens down
Encouraging the singer to let go of the past


Carried the flag in some other men's name
Fighting for someone else's cause


Loaded my weapon and swore to them vengeance and
Promising to seek revenge for others


Stepped with aggression right into the fray
Approaching conflict with determination


Into the haze
Entering a confusing and dangerous situation


Into the murk
Entering a complex and uncertain situation


Told me to prove to them what I was worth
Being pressured to prove oneself


We'll teach you to move without mercy and give you
Being trained to be ruthless


The tools to go after the causers of hurt
Equipping to seek revenge on those who caused harm


You'll become death
Becoming a deadly force


You will take breath
Taking people's lives


This is for everything you've ever loved
Revenge for lost loved ones


Use all the pain that you've felt in your life as
Turning personal pain into motivation


The currency go out and trade it for blood
Channeling pain into aggression


You are not you
Losing oneself during the training


You are now us
Becoming a part of a group


We are the only ones that you can trust
Being indoctrinated into the group's beliefs


You'll become fear
Being seen as a threatening force


They'll become dust
Destroying enemies


Before this moment you didn't mean much
Feeling insignificant before joining the group


You are the smoldering vessel of punishment
Being the instrument of revenge


Born to do nothing but justify us
Being conditioned to carry out the group's agenda


Give us your empathy we'll give you lust
Manipulating by offering something desirable in exchange for loyalty


Let yourself go my son time to grow up
Being encouraged to let go of morality and become ruthless


Give up your childish obsession with questioning
Being discouraged from critical thinking


Anything we don't tell you is irrelevant
Being convinced to ignore anything outside the group's narrative


Everything you've ever been is replaced by the
Being redefined by the group's ideology


Metal and fire of the weapon you clutch
The only identity left is that of a weapon


Can't pick up no crown, holding
Unable to achieve success while being held back


What's holding you down
Identifying the obstacles to success


Can't pick up no crown, can't pick up no crown
Unable to achieve success despite efforts


(down with the shame
Continuing to reject shame


Down with the shame)
Repeating the rejection of shame




Lyrics © CYPMP, Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: JAIME MELINE, JORDY ASHER, MICHAEL SANTIGO RENDER, TORBITT SCHWARTZ

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

@somethingsomethingusername802

Is the Military (in times of peace) the same way?

I enlisted just about a year and half ago. Shipped to Ft. Benning for 19D OSUT, got injured in week 8 (happened a bit earlier but I didn't know until going to sick call for an unrelated injury...go f-in' figure) and was sent home on con. leave for 30 days. Came back rippin and ready to go, did physical therapy for about 3-4 months, whack-ass civie Physical Therapist at the TMC wouldn't grant a Return To Duty. CoC figured it best I be separated, get better treatment outside of TRADOC, and come back.

Since returning home I've been working with a Physician and Physical Therapist - as well as a couple trips to a good Chiropractor. Ended up getting certified as an EMT-B at the community college, been doing that for a minute now.

But I have thought about reenlisting, and have spoken with a recruiter - if only out of curiosity. ASVAB score wasn't stellar, a 77. But all my line scores are above a 105, easily (GT of 110 for example).

I'm still only making +/-$19 an hour, with like a $2+ night/weekend differential. After taxes and living expenses I got enough for gas and maybe another month of Netflix lol. My time spent at Benning...man...never had so much just sittin in my Checking Account. Lower enlisted pay isn't great...but the benefits, the housing, etc., kinda makes up for it in my eyes.

I guess what I'm asking is if it is worth it? I thoroughly enjoyed training, even in a TRADOC environment. I thrived there. I knew what to do, how to do it, and when. Kinda miss that at times.



@klep2ma297

[Verse 1: Killer Mike]
Down with the shame
Down with the shame
Used to walk traps in the rain with cocaine
Used to write raps in the traps as I sat in the rain and I prayed that God give me a lane
Give me a lane
Give me the fame
Give me the fame and I promise to change
Won’t be the same
Won’t be the same type of man that puts cocaine in this lady’s hand
Heard she was pregnant, I’m guilty I reckon 'cause I hear that good shit can hurt baby’s brain
Heard he was normal 'til three and then he stopped talkin'
Since then, ain’t nothin been the same
Seen her some years later out in Decatur, told her I’m sorry for causin' her pain
"Causin' me pain?"
"Causin' me pain?"
She asked again and she grabbed my right hand
Asked am I crazy, said "Look here, baby, I release you from all of your sins and your shame
Cause I’ve been redeemed
I found in Christ
Whatever it take I hope you find it, Mike."
The look on her face shown that glory replaced all the shame and the hate and that she wears a crown
My late Grandma Bettie had prayed with her heavy and told her to tell me lay my burdens down

[Hook: Killer Mike]
Can't pick up no crown
Holding what's holding you down
Can't pick up no crown
Holding what's holding you down
Can't pick up no crown, can't pick up no crown


[Verse 2: El-P, Killer Mike]
(Down with the shame
Down with the shame)
Carried the flag in some other men's name
Loaded my weapon and swore to them vengeance and stepped with aggression right into the fray
Into the haze
Into the murk
Told me to prove to them what I was worth
We’ll teach you to move without mercy and give you the tools to go after the causers of hurt
You'll become death
You will take breath
This is for everything you’ve ever loved
Use all the pain that you’ve felt in your life as the currency go out and trade it for blood
You are not you
You are now us
We are the only ones that you can trust
You’ll become fear
They’ll become dust
Before this moment, you didn't mean much
You are the smoldering vessel of punishment born to do nothing but justify us
Give us your empathy, we’ll give you lust
Let yourself go, my son, time to grow up
Give up your childish obsession with questioning
Anything we don't tell you is irrelevant
Everything you've ever been is replaced by the metal and fire of the weapon you clutch


[Hook: Killer Mike]
Can't pick up no crown
Holding what's holding you down
Can't pick up no crown
Holding what's holding you down
Can't pick up no crown, can't pick up no crown

[Outro: Killer Mike]
Can't pick up no crown
Holding what's holding you down
Can't pick up no crown
Holding what's holding you down
Can't pick up no crown
Holding what's holding you down
Can't pick up no crown
Holding what's holding you down
Can't pick up no crown
Holding what's holding you down



@danielchang1013

[Killer Mike:]
Down with the shame
Down with the shame
Used to walk traps in the rain with cocaine
Used to write raps in the traps as I sat in the rain and I prayed that God give me a lane
Give me a lane
Give me the fame
Give me the fame and I promise to change
Won’t be the same
Won’t be the same type of man that puts cocaine in this lady’s hand
Heard she was pregnant, I’m guilty I reckon cause I hear that good shit can hurt baby’s brain
Heard he was normal 'til three and then he stopped talkin'
Since then, ain’t nothin been the same
Seen her some years later out in decatur told her that I’m sorry for causin' her pain
Causin' me pain?
Causin' me pain?
She asked again and she grabbed my right hand
Asked am I crazy, said look here, baby, I release you from all of your sins and your shame
Cause I’ve been redeemed
I found in Christ
Whatever it take I hope you find it, Mike
The look on her face shown that glory replaced all the shame and the hate and that she wears a crown
My late grandma Bettie had prayed with her heavy and told her to tell me lay my burdens down

[Hook:]
Can't pick up no crown, holding
What's holding you down
Can't pick up no crown, holding
What's holding you down
Can't pick up no crown, can't pick up no crown

[El-P:]
(Down with the shame
Down with the shame)
Carried the flag in some other men's name
Loaded my weapon and swore to them vengeance and stepped with aggression right into the fray
Into the haze
Into the murk
Told me to prove to them what I was worth
We’ll teach you to move without mercy and give you the tools to go after the causers of hurt
You'll become death
You will take breath
This is for everything you’ve ever loved
Use all the pain that you’ve felt in your life as the currency go out and trade it for blood
You are not you
You are now us
We are the only ones that you can trust
You’ll become fear
They’ll become dust
Before this moment you didn't mean much
You are the smoldering vessel of punishment born to do nothing but justify us
Give us your empathy we’ll give you lust
Let yourself go my son time to grow up
Give up your childish obsession with questioning
Anything we don't tell you is irrelevant
Everything you've ever been is replaced by the metal and fire of the weapon you clutch

[Hook]



@mason_mason

Killer Mike:]
Down with the shame
Down with the shame
Used to walk traps in the rain with cocaine
Used to write raps in the traps as I sat in the rain and I prayed that God give me a lane
Give me a lane
Give me the fame
Give me the fame and I promise to change
Won’t be the same
Won’t be the same type of man that puts cocaine in this lady’s hand
Heard she was pregnant, I’m guilty I reckon cause I hear that good shit can hurt baby’s brain
Heard he was normal 'til three and then he stopped talkin'
Since then, ain’t nothin been the same
Seen her some years later out in decatur told her that I’m sorry for causin' her pain
Causin' me pain?
Causin' me pain?
She asked again and she grabbed my right hand
Asked am I crazy, said look here, baby, I release you from all of your sins and your shame
Cause I’ve been redeemed
I found in Christ
Whatever it take I hope you find it, Mike
The look on her face shown that glory replaced all the shame and the hate and that she wears a crown
My late grandma Bettie had prayed with her heavy and told her to tell me lay my burdens down

[Hook:]
Can't pick up no crown, holding
What's holding you down
Can't pick up no crown, holding
What's holding you down
Can't pick up no crown, can't pick up no crown

[El-P:]
(Down with the shame
Down with the shame)
Carried the flag in some other men's name
Loaded my weapon and swore to them vengeance and stepped with aggression right into the fray
Into the haze
Into the murk
Told me to prove to them what I was worth
We’ll teach you to move without mercy and give you the tools to go after the causers of hurt
You'll become death
You will take breath
This is for everything you’ve ever loved
Use all the pain that you’ve felt in your life as the currency go out and trade it for blood
You are not you
You are now us
We are the only ones that you can trust
You’ll become fear
They’ll become dust
Before this moment you didn't mean much
You are the smoldering vessel of punishment born to do nothing but justify us
Give us your empathy we’ll give you lust
Let yourself go my son time to grow up
Give up your childish obsession with questioning
Anything we don't tell you is irrelevant
Everything you've ever been is replaced by the metal and fire of the weapon you clutch



All comments from YouTube:

@mrlowkey4187

You’ll become fear
They’ll become dust

@brittwade3127

damn 1:55-2:45 was savage. combat vet turned hippy can confirm truth in those bars.

@superdave11bodybag13

Britt Wade hooah

@omnitravis

I only tried to join the USMC and that verse makes me tear up often, it's beautiful.

@ManicTheManic

@@omnitravis lolwut

@apexnext

Seen lots of Vets say that verse is legit.
Over the years now.

@somethingsomethingusername802

Is the Military (in times of peace) the same way?

I enlisted just about a year and half ago. Shipped to Ft. Benning for 19D OSUT, got injured in week 8 (happened a bit earlier but I didn't know until going to sick call for an unrelated injury...go f-in' figure) and was sent home on con. leave for 30 days. Came back rippin and ready to go, did physical therapy for about 3-4 months, whack-ass civie Physical Therapist at the TMC wouldn't grant a Return To Duty. CoC figured it best I be separated, get better treatment outside of TRADOC, and come back.

Since returning home I've been working with a Physician and Physical Therapist - as well as a couple trips to a good Chiropractor. Ended up getting certified as an EMT-B at the community college, been doing that for a minute now.

But I have thought about reenlisting, and have spoken with a recruiter - if only out of curiosity. ASVAB score wasn't stellar, a 77. But all my line scores are above a 105, easily (GT of 110 for example).

I'm still only making +/-$19 an hour, with like a $2+ night/weekend differential. After taxes and living expenses I got enough for gas and maybe another month of Netflix lol. My time spent at Benning...man...never had so much just sittin in my Checking Account. Lower enlisted pay isn't great...but the benefits, the housing, etc., kinda makes up for it in my eyes.

I guess what I'm asking is if it is worth it? I thoroughly enjoyed training, even in a TRADOC environment. I thrived there. I knew what to do, how to do it, and when. Kinda miss that at times.

@Rafe758

Everybody loves el-p’s verse, but I find the wisdom in mikes profound

@100dead

Both are amazing, but the targeted attack of El-P's verse is insane

@odstjackson

Only dealers and ex dealers can relate to his verse really.

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