Making it Hard
Diddy Lyrics

I want her to feel it in her chest
I desire for her to experience deep emotional impact

I want her to feel it in her soul
I want her to be profoundly moved

I want her to lose control
I hope she becomes uninhibited and lets go

Mary, talk to 'em
Requesting Mary's input or guidance

I
Referring to the artist's self

Yeah
Expressing agreement or affirmation

I
Referring to the singer's self

You takin' a part of me
You are capturing a piece of my essence

That I cannot set free
Something I am unable to release

See me lettin' go
Witness me relinquishing control

No this ain't the time
Now is not the appropriate moment

I got too much livin' to do
I have many experiences ahead of me

And I can't lose it over you
I cannot let you be the cause of my downfall

So give me the flow
Allow me to take charge

I'll get my swagger goin'
I will regain my confidence and charm

I'll say this is the year for me
I declare that this is my time for success

You makin' it so damn hard
You are making it extremely difficult

For me to love you
To express affection towards you

Damn you been up and down the whole way
You have been inconsistent throughout

I know I make it hard to love me
I acknowledge that I am not easy to love

But trust me
Believe in my intentions

I could take you to places
I have the ability to show you new experiences

That you ain't never been
Locations or situations you have never encountered

Put you in purple labels
Dress you in high-end luxury designer clothes

And in Vera Wang
Referring to the famous fashion brand Vera Wang

Get your name engraved
Have your name permanently inscribed

On a wedding ring on everything
Symbolize commitment and marriage

I'ma love you better
I will improve my love for you

More than I ever did
With greater intensity than before

Cause baby girl listen
Because, my dear, please pay attention

Since you been here with me
Since you have been in my presence

Can't even lie
Cannot deny the truth

I see the rider in ya ambition
I perceive your determination and drive

Providin' me with the fire
Supplying me with passion and inspiration

When you wet and drippin'
When you are aroused or sexually excited

Mommy if you see it different
If you have a different perspective, dear

Go 'head and get it
Proceed and pursue it

And I ain't sayin' if you leave me
I am not implying that if you depart from me

It'd be better
The situation would improve

But me and you together
However, if we remain together

Honey we could do whatever
Darling, we can accomplish anything

Let's do it
Let us engage in it

I made it hard
I caused the difficulty

I admit it it's true
I confess, it is accurate

I need to hear somethin'
I require reassurance or confirmation

I'm listenin' boo
I am attentive, my dear

So make sure I'm heard and things improve
Ensure that my voice is heard and circumstances get better

I'm prepared to take it there for you
I am ready to go the distance for you

Your lovin' keeps me lovin'
Your affection sustains my capacity to love

Saying no purpose constant chest pain
Expressing that rejecting your love is causing emotional distress

It's amazin'
It is awe-inspiring or incredible

But it ain't enough
However, it falls short

Friends keep askin'
Acquaintances continue to inquire

I'm staying around
I am remaining in your proximity

For what
For what purpose or reason

Who sheds this many tears
Why is someone crying so much

Remind of where am I as to what it is
Serves as a reminder of my current place and the situation

I know I'm hard to love
I understand that it is challenging to love me

Let's rock
Let us continue or proceed energetically

Lemme talk to you one more time girl
Allow me to address you again, my dear

You always sayin' that I don't want you to hurt
You frequently claim that I do not wish for you to be in pain

You always complainin'
You consistently express dissatisfaction

But I was makin' it worse
However, I was exacerbating the situation

Besides all the games that I's kickin' at first
In addition to the initial playfulness or manipulation

It's time to explain
Now, it is necessary to clarify

My mind's been in reverse
My thoughts have been backward or in turmoil

But now I think back
However, I reflect on the past

When nobody cared
During a time when no one showed concern

And you was there
And you were present

Just to roll by your man
Simply to be next to your partner

And came back
Returned to me

Even know what I did
Despite being aware of my actions

I realize and I'm aware
I understand and acknowledge

I know what it is
I comprehend the situation

Put that on everything
I promise this without a doubt

Girl you my everything
Darling, you mean the world to me

I don't know where I'd breathe
I cannot imagine existing without you

Cause you the air I be
Because you are the breath I take

If lovin' is wrong
If expressing affection is considered incorrect

Who could be right
Who could possibly be correct

I wouldn't know what to do
I would not know how to proceed

Without you in my life
If you were not a part of my existence

You're more to me than the world I pray
You hold greater significance than anything I ask for

The more nights for your heart to ache
The additional evenings for your heart to feel pain

Right in the middle of the dawn of day
During the exact moment of sunrise

I think of all the pain I caused
I reflect on the suffering I inflicted

And throw it away and say
And discard it, while proclaiming

I need you in my life
I require your presence in my existence

Can you feel it in your soul
Are you capable of experiencing it deeply within

I know it's hard to love me
I am aware that it is difficult to love me

That don't mean I don't love you
However, it does not imply that I do not love you

Hey rich
A term of endearment or affectionate attention

I love the way you got Harlem singin'
I adore the manner in which you captivate Harlem

Mary take us home
Mary, guide us or lead us to a place of comfort

She the queen of hip-hop soul
She possesses the title of being the female icon in hip-hop soul

Yeah you are
Indeed, you are