I Wonder
Diffuser Lyrics


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And I wonder if you ever think about me anymore
And I wonder if you ever think about me when your bored
And I wonder if you ever think about me when you're hangin' in New York

And I wonder if you still think Bono writes his songs for you
And I wonder if the reasons why you left me were untrue
And I wonder if you give him better blowjobs than the ones I got from you
because
girl you mean
so much to me
I wish that we..
could start it over, start it over
I don't need your sympathy or apologies
still I'm staring in my coffe cup at six am
and I cannot give.. up

and I wonder if you're happy or just glad to see me scarred
took my drunken self-confession sober up your bleeding heart
I am bending over backwards to get close to you but still I feel so far

because...
girl you mean
so much to me
I wish that we..
could start it over, start it over
I don't need your sympathy or apologies
still I'm staring in my coffe cup at six am
and I cannot give.. up

girl you mean
so much to me
I wish that we could start it over
I don't need your sympathy or apologies
no more

girl you mean
so much to me
I wish that we..
could start it over, start it over
I don't need your sympathy
I just want you here with me

..with me oh
do do do, do do do, do do do, do do do,
still I'm staring in my coffee cup at six am




and still i cannot give..
...up [fading]

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of the song "I Wonder" by Diffuser revolve around the singer's inquisitiveness towards a past lover. The song reflects the emotive state of the singer - he misses his lover and still hopes to rekindle the relationship in spite of the breakup. The lyrics are cryptic and carry undertones of melancholic love, longing and desire. In the first verse, the singer wonders whether his lover ever thinks about him anymore, especially when she is bored or out in New York. He is haunted by the possibility that she might have moved on in her life, and no longer have any room for him in her heart.


The second verse is equally somber, and the singer expresses his doubts about the reasons for their breakup. He hopes that his lover left him for false reasons, and he wishes to understand why she left him. The verse also alludes to the singer's inquisitiveness about his lover's current state of mind. He wonders whether she is truly happy, or just playing it cool by pretending to be unbothered. The chorus, which repeats thrice, echoes the singer's desire to start over with his lover, without needing her apologies, and with the sole intention of being with her.


Overall, "I Wonder" by Diffuser is a confessional and emotional love song that reflects the singer's willingness to start over with his former lover while displaying regret over mistakes made.


Line by Line Meaning

And I wonder if you ever think about me anymore
The singer is curious if their ex still thinks about them.


And I wonder if you ever think about me when your bored
The singer is curious if their ex thinks about them when they have nothing to do.


And I wonder if you ever think about me when you're hangin' in New York
The singer is curious if their ex thinks about them when they are in New York.


And I wonder if you still think Bono writes his songs for you
The artist is curious if their ex still has delusional thoughts about Bono.


And I wonder if the reasons why you left me were untrue
The artist is curious if their ex left them for false reasons.


And I wonder if you give him better blowjobs than the ones I got from you
The singer is curious if their ex gives better fellatio to her current partner.


girl you mean
The singer thinks very highly of their ex.


so much to me
The artist values their relationship with their ex very highly.


I wish that we..
The artist wishes that they and their ex could start over.


could start it over, start it over
The artist wants a second chance with their ex.


I don't need your sympathy or apologies
The singer does not want pity or apologies from their ex.


still I'm staring in my coffee cup at six am
The artist is sad and cannot sleep because of their thoughts about their ex.


and I cannot give.. up
The singer cannot move on from their ex.


girl you mean
The singer continues to emphasize how much they care about their ex.


no more
The singer does not want any more apologies or sympathy from their ex.


I just want you here with me
The artist just wants to be with their ex.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Royalty Network, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Spirit Music Group, Songtrust Ave, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: TOMAS JEFFERSON COSTANZA

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