Formed in 2000, DISOWN has shared the stage with HIM, Atreyu, Lacuna Coil, Static-X, Orgy, Godhead, Crossbreed, Mushroomhead, Trust Co., KMFDM and Apex Theory.
In 2004, DISOWN secured a spot on the OzzFest 2004 tour performing in front of more than 30,000 people, their biggest show to date.
In 2005, the band secured business with Cleopatra Records and had their single, "Policy of Truth" placed on a tribute to Depech Mode. The album is currently being distributed nationally and internationally to every major CD chain store (BestBuy, Sam Goody, Hot Topic, etc.).
In early 2006, DISOWN was named Top 20 best artist on Myspace and selected for a chance to place a track on Vivendi/Universal's upcoming PC game, Scarface.
Currently, DISOWN just received sponsorship by SamAsh and endorsements from Halo Guitars. As well, they are securing a national management team for dealings with major labels.
Dead Inside
Disown Lyrics
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I'm no longer the one you once knew
Yesterday is gone
And so is everything I was
Now I'm for myself and no one else
Only me
I've learned this lesson well
It's a little late to change your lies
I'm no longer confined to what was yesterday
It's gone
And so is everything in my eyes
Now I've forgotten
How it feels to be real
And it hurts not knowing whether
I am still alive
[Chorus]
Well, I've got this saying
"Do what it takes to get you through
Trust yourself and no one else"
And as for you
I hope you find your way to hell
And burn
Part of me is dead inside
It's a little late to change your mind
I'm no longer the one you once knew
Yesterday is gone
And so is everything I was
Now I'm for myself and no one else
Only me
I've learned this lesson well
Just look at what you've done to me
Now I've forgotten
How it feels to be real
And it hurts not knowing whether
I am still alive
[Chorus: x2]
Part of me is dead inside
A part of me is dead inside
Part of me is dead inside
A part of me is dead inside
The lyrics to Disown's "Dead Inside" speak of a person who has been deeply hurt by someone they once trusted, and who has now changed their ways. They emphasize that it is too late to change the situation as the person has now become different due to what has happened in the past. The singer feels that they are "no longer the one you once knew" and that "yesterday is gone, and so is everything I was." They express their pain and confusion, saying "Now I've forgotten / How it feels to be real / And it hurts not knowing whether I am still alive."
The lyrics further explain that the singer has learned a lesson from the hurtful actions of the person they are addressing, and has become focused solely on their own needs and survival. They say that they are "for myself and no one else / Only me," having learned to trust themselves above all others. They express their disdain for the person who hurt them, saying that they hope they "find [their] way to hell / And burn." Despite this anger, the singer acknowledges that a part of them is "dead inside" due to the pain they have suffered.
Line by Line Meaning
It's a little late to change your mind
There's no going back on what you did
I'm no longer the one you once knew
I've changed, and you don't know me anymore
Yesterday is gone
The past is over and done with
And so is everything I was
I've left my old self behind
Now I'm for myself and no one else
I'm only looking out for me
Only me
I'm truly alone
I've learned this lesson well
I've been hurt before and won't let it happen again
Just look at what you've done to me
You've caused me pain and changed me forever
Now I've forgotten
I can't remember anymore
How it feels to be real
I don't know what it means to be true to myself anymore
And it hurts not knowing whether
It's painful not being sure
I am still alive
If I'm even still alive
"Do what it takes to get you through / Trust yourself and no one else"
My motto is to do what I need to in order to survive, and not to rely on anyone else
And as for you
In regards to you
I hope you find your way to hell
I hope you suffer consequences for what you've done
And burn
I hope you feel the pain I'm feeling
Part of me is dead inside
There's a part of me that's numb and lifeless
A part of me is dead inside
There's a part of me that can't be revived
Part of me is dead inside
This feeling is a permanent part of me now
A part of me is dead inside
I'll never fully recover from this pain
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