Spades
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In a place where I belong...
On my own.

Comin' back,
Comin' home,
The queen of love enters the room,
Silence ensues.
To the king, what have you done with my life?
Do you take me for a fool or for a wife?

And the king is in his court,
Counting all his diamonds,
One by one they do fall.

Says the queen,
Our pride the prince of spades is comin' home,
It'd be nice if you could find some time alone.
After all, he's in line for the throne,
For the throne.

And the king is in his court,
Counting all his diamonds,
One by one they do fall.

So now just get up off your ass.
Leave all your treasure behind.
Your son is coming home with you to spend time.
Show him how a good king should be,
And don't ever forget the day
That you turned your back on him and me,
And still I stay,
And still I stay.

And the king is in his court,
The king is in his court,
The king is in his court.

Counting all his diamonds,
One by one they do fall.





In a place where I belong...
on my own.

Overall Meaning

The song "Spades" by Dispatch is filled with rich, metaphorical storytelling about royalty, love, and family. The opening line "In a place where I belong… on my own" suggests isolation and loneliness. As the song progresses, we see glimpses of a royal family struggling internally with their relationships and power dynamics. The queen of love enters the room and there is a quiet tension. She questions the king, asking what he has done with her life and whether he takes her for a fool or a wife. The king is counting his diamonds, perhaps symbolic of his wealth and power, while his pride and joy, the prince of spades, is returning home. The queen wishes for the prince to spend time alone with his father, hoping that he will learn how to be a good king. Throughout the song, there is a sense of regret and resignation. The singer may be reflecting on their own family situation or observing one they know of, wondering if there could have been a better outcome.


Interestingly, "Spades" was written by the band's bassist, Pete Francis Heimbold, during a time when he was struggling with his own family relationships. Heimbold was adopted and said he never felt like he fit in with his family. The song was released on their 1998 album "Silent Steeples" and became a fan favorite. Dispatch has performed the song live many times and it has been featured in various films and TV shows.


Line by Line Meaning

In a place where I belong...
I feel at ease when I am by myself.


Comin' back,
Returning to a familiar place.


Comin' home,
Returning to a place where one feels at ease.


The queen of love enters the room,
A loving and caring person enters the space.


Silence ensues.
There is a stillness in the air.


To the king, what have you done with my life?
What have you done to guide and shape my existence?


Do you take me for a fool or for a wife?
Do you underestimate me or see me as your equal?


And the king is in his court,
The person in charge is evaluating their situation.


Counting all his diamonds,
Assessing all of their valuable possessions.


One by one they do fall.
Each item has the potential to lose value or be lost over time.


Says the queen,
The caring person speaks up.


Our pride the prince of spades is comin' home,
Our accomplished family member is returning to us.


It'd be nice if you could find some time alone.
It would be beneficial to have some one-on-one time.


After all, he's in line for the throne,
This person has the potential to lead.


For the throne.
In order to assume a position of power and responsibility.


So now just get up off your ass.
Take action and don't just sit there.


Leave all your treasure behind.
Value people and relationships more than material possessions.


Your son is coming home with you to spend time.
Family members will spend quality time together.


Show him how a good king should be,
Exemplify the traits of a wise leader.


And don't ever forget the day
Remember this moment and its significance.


That you turned your back on him and me,
When you neglected us and our needs.


And still I stay,
Despite the hurt, I am still here.


The king is in his court,
The person in charge is evaluating their situation.


Counting all his diamonds,
Assessing all of their valuable possessions.


One by one they do fall.
Each item has the potential to lose value or be lost over time.


In a place where I belong...
I feel at ease when I am by myself.


on my own.
Independently and without the need for others.




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Comments from YouTube:

@cBodhi

Got to see Dispatch at Melkweg in Amsterdam years ago. Also in Red Rocks, CO... Chicago many times...a few other places. I've been blessed to see them so many times.. Truly an amazing group

@TreR90

Been one of my favorites to play on the guitar for 10 years now.

@JackAllen-pi2pd

Amen to that

@Peacecore09

I got to sing this onstage at Schuba’s in Chicago with Braddigan! True story,

@MetaLuda28

Jelly! One of my fav songs, takes me back

@iancrawford3732

One of my favorites in general!

@MrRuffle

I take my Caribbean queen on a ride with this jam often. Banger

@branchy5816

This song is so great

@shanehorrox2047

Love this song

@Surfdaearth

What an epic bard

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