In Dreaming
Diva Destruction Lyrics

I still dream of you
Despite everything that has happened, I still dream of you.

My heart beats unreason
My heart still beats for you, even though there is no logical reason for it to.

I still see you
You continue to haunt me, and I can't help but see you in my mind's eye.

My veins injecting poison
The love that once flowed through my veins has turned toxic, poisoning my emotions.

Softly misting
My memories are slowly returning, like a light mist on a gentle morning.

I remember
I remember everything that we once had, both good and bad.

The words were spoken
The words we once shared are still echoing in my mind, haunting me.

As soft rains came down
Just like the soft rains that fall from the sky, my tears are falling as well.

Barely feeling
Despite everything, I am numb to the pain that I am feeling inside.

All is done now
Everything has come to an end, and I am left to face the aftermath.

The lies were woven
In the end, everything was built on lies, and it's all unraveling now.

And the truth is setting in
The truth of what happened is finally sinking in, and it's more painful than ever.

Calling back to god's forgotten
I am calling out to the gods, who seem to have forgotten all about me and my pain.

Going back to lovers broken
I'm going back to the past, where lovers were broken and everything fell apart.

I am proud in blossom hatred
In my heart, I am filled with hatred and bitterness, and it's blossoming inside of me.

You are dead, no longer sacred
You are nothing to me anymore, and you no longer hold any sort of sacred place in my heart.

Turned back to bleeding
I have turned back into the raw, wounded person that I was before you came into my life.

The sword's still stabbing
The pain that you caused me is still stabbing me like a sword, and I can't forget it.

Again now grieving
I am grieving once again for everything that has been lost, and it's overwhelming me.

Behind a smile on my face
Despite everything that I am feeling inside, I still put on a brave face and smile for the world to see.

Although I'm screaming
Inside, I am screaming in agony, but no one can hear me or understand what I am going through.

My insides paralyzed
The pain has left me paralyzed, unable to move or function as I once did.

My heart's still beating
Despite everything that has happened, my heart is still beating and carrying on, even though it's broken.

With your ghost in its place
Your ghost still haunts me, and it's taking a toll on my heart and soul.

All the days go by so lonely
Every day feels empty and lonely without you by my side.

I cry for you
Despite everything, I still cry for you and the love that we shared.

The sun is glaring
The sun is shining down on me, but it's too bright and harsh, making me feel even more alone.

The sweat is beading
I'm sweating and shaking with the intensity of my emotions, and it's overwhelming me.

My eyes are staring
My eyes are fixed on the past, unable to look away or move on from what happened.

Into visions of the past
I am trapped in my memories of the past, unable to see the present or future.

Why were we so cruel
Looking back, I can't help but wonder why we were so cruel to each other, when all we wanted was love.

Why were we so afraid
Despite everything, I still can't understand why we were so scared to just be honest and open with each other.

When only fear ruled
In the end, everything was ruled by fear, and it destroyed us both.

And now fear stands alone at last
Fear is the only thing that's left in the aftermath, and it's all-consuming.

I still desire you
Despite everything that has happened, I still desire you and the love that we once shared.

Although I stand in unreason
It doesn't make logical sense to still want you, but my heart can't help but hold onto the hope that things could be different.

Of love no longer poisoned
I dream of a love that is pure and free from the poison that destroyed us both.