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I could feel it, see it
I was fully aware of the spirit leaving my body.

The spirit as it was leaving my body
The soul was escaping my body.

No, it would not stay for a while
It didn't show any sign of staying back, even for a little while.

It turned and laughed then crawled away
It left me behind and taunted me by laughing and crawling away.

So far away - I could not see that far
Things that were distant from me were beyond my reach.

All those things I held so sacred
Things that were most valuable and significant to me.

They fail me
They let me down, proving to be unreliable.

They betray me
They deceive me, breaking trust and loyalty.

These pins these needles
The pain and anguish that never go away.

They never leave me
The hurt persists and lingers within me.

This crooked cross is bleeding deeply
The symbol of salvation is causing much pain and harm.

Let the wine fill my veins
I seek escape through drowning my sorrows in alcohol.

Bring the wind to change my mind
I hope for a change in my thinking patterns.

Wash away this dirty soul
Cleanse me of this sinful spirit that I possess.

The curtain it slowly closes
The end is nearing, with no possibility of reversal.

The players how they quickly
People around me who change too quickly for me to keep up with.

Change around you
People's priorities and loyalties shift quickly and unexpectedly.

Not a trace, no familiar face
Nobody recognizable or trustworthy left around me.

Only the soundtrack and the bruises we keep to ourselves
Only the constant reminder of hurt and betrayal that we hide deep within us remain.

I reach out and I wait forever
I seek connection but find myself waiting and never getting a response.

I speak out my thoughts die high
As soon as I express my thoughts, they lose their meaning and worth.

My cross is crooked
My symbol of salvation is bent and corrupted, unable to save me.

My spirit is denied
My inner self is being rejected, preventing me from achieving peace.

Let the smoke close my eyes
I hide my reality behind a veil of smoke, escaping from the truth.

See this man is waiting
Recognize that there is a person behind the facade, waiting for help.

In the park it's raining so hard
The environment is cold and unwelcoming, adding to the misery.

Wash away this soul
Cleanse me of the burden of my soul.

This dirty soul of mine
This sinful spirit that I possess.

Why can't you feel me?
Why can't you understand my pain and suffering?

The world is dying
The world around me is deteriorating and coming to an end.

Nothing stays the same
Everything is temporary and constantly changing.

Nothing good remains
All that once was good and valuable is now gone.

No one ever stays
People come and go, leaving me alone each time.

Feelings always fade away
Emotions that were once dominant slowly drift away with time.

People change lives are destroyed
People undergo changes and difficulties that irreversibly destroy their lives.

I will never walk with you again
I can never return nor have the same bond with you anymore.

Never again will we share the days my friend
Our relationship is damaged beyond repair, and we can never go back to how it was before.