I'm sorry
Dominic J. Marshall Lyrics

Tell my father that I'm walking
Let my father know that I am not going to ask for a ride

And I don't need a ride
I have chosen to walk

Tell my mother that I'm leaving
Inform my mother that I am departing

I wish I said goodbye
I regret not having said goodbye

Tell my sisters that I miss them
Pass on to my sisters that I am longing for them

And I didn't mean to fight
I did not intend to have a conflict with them

Tell my friends that I'm still sorry
Convey to my friends that I am still apologetic

I just didn't have the time
I was too occupied to express my remorse

So tell them all I'm sorry
Please apologize to everyone on my behalf

That I always seem to fight
I have a history of getting into disagreements

'Cause it's hard sometimes to say
It can be difficult to articulate certain things

I wanna cry
I have the desire to shed tears

Try to talk to you
Attempt to have a conversation with someone

But there are some things that you won't wanna see me going through
There are certain experiences that you may not want to witness me enduring

Isn't it funny
Isn't it ironic

Isn't it strange
Isn't it odd

How some things just never seem to change
It's curious how certain things remain constant

And it really hurts me
This genuinely causes me pain

How everyday
On a daily basis

Some things just never go my way
Some things consistently do not turn out in my favor

I've been taking my time
I have been proceeding at a gradual pace

Made it harder to find
This has made it more challenging to discover

What I'm hiding inside
What I am concealing internally

Given up on myself
I have abandoned myself

Helping everyone else
Assisting everyone besides myself

Put their needs before mine
Prioritized their needs over my own

Now I'm afraid to go home
I am apprehensive about returning home

'Cause I don't know what to say if they ask if I'm alright
I am unsure of how to respond if they inquire if I am okay

I'm scared I'll stay alone
I am frightened that I will remain isolated

But I'll keep telling myself that I'm still breathing fine
Nevertheless, I will continue to reassure myself that I am doing alright

Say I didn't mean it
Assert that I did not intend to do it

Was just fed up being nice
I was exhausted from being kind

Try to overcomplicate
Attempting to make it more complex than it needs to be

In letters I don't write
In messages that I do not compose

Now, I'm sitting underneath the skylight
At present, I am positioned under the skylight

Thinking 'bout the things I wish I said and hope it's alright
Reflecting on what I wish I had expressed and hoping it does not cause issues

Tell them I'm alright
Inform them that I am okay

And if they ask if I'm visiting
If they inquire about whether or not I am planning to visit

Can you just say I wasn't listening
Could you please tell them that I was not paying attention

'Cause I don't wanna harm no more
Because I want to avoid causing further damage

And if they ask if I'm gonna call,
If they inquire if I plan to call

Tell them I'm sorry and I love you all
Inform them that I apologize and love them all

But I don't wanna harm no more
However, I want to avoid causing any more harm