Fucking Fans
Drake Lyrics

I'm still working on me
I'm still trying to improve myself

And I'm coming back better for you
And I'm returning as a better person for you

Most times it was my selfishness and your helplessness That I took advantage of
I often took advantage of you due to my selfishness and your vulnerability

You sit in the house and I be out and I know you're worried, uh
You stay at home while I go out and I'm aware that it worries you

And you try block it out I'm so sorry for letting you down
And you try to ignore it. I'm sorry for disappointing you

I should've came home, came home sooner You'd probably still be there if I Came home, love you like I treat ya You'd still be there My girl, my lil' baby speechless You'd still be there, baby
If I had come home sooner and treated you right, you would have stayed with me. You were my beloved and devoted partner

And there's money in my hand, baby (work it) You said I was fucking up when I was out here fucking fans Damn, and it made you look crazy
I have money now, and you used to say that I messed up by sleeping with fans, which made you look foolish

Nights when I just needed to hold somebody Feeling overwhelmed, should've told somebody
There were times when I needed physical comfort and emotional support, but I didn't reach out to anyone

I just probably should've chilled 'til I saw you How am I supposed to get to know somebody? Nigga left his 20s and I still wanna party I can not be trusted on my own with nobody
I should have waited until I saw you to pursue a relationship. I can't be trusted to make good decisions on my own and still want to party despite growing older

If we broke it off then you know it wasn't painless If she got a watch then you know it's not a stainless I was out here fucking fans, I was shameless Yeah, and I know that
Our breakup was not without pain. If a woman has a watch that isn't stainless, it's probably from me because I slept with fans shamelessly

You was at the crib reading stories that they sent you Most of that was bullshit but some of it I did do Hard for me to justify the women I was into Especially when the whole entire world wished they had you
You were at home reading rumors that people sent you about me. Some were untrue, but some were true. It's hard for me to justify my past relationships, particularly when everyone wishes they had you

Probably made you wanna hit the streets on everything Probably made you wanna pour bleach on everything Probably made you wanna kill me on everything Yeah, trust, I know that (trust, I know)
My actions may have made you want to lash out and retaliate against me in various ways. Trust me, I understand that

Don't tell me let it go, I'm a letting go pro You don't wanna grow but we gotta outgrow Went six digits on the lock screen code You crack into that ho and it's gon' be a lot of smoke
Don't tell me to let go, I'm an expert at it. You don't want to grow, but we have to move forward. I spent a lot of money on my phone's security, and if you try to hack it, there will be consequences

We both gettin' rich but the trust getting broke Tear me down with words but I know that's how you cope Cover up a lot, can't cover up your soul Know you're not happy, girl, everybody know
We're both becoming wealthy, but our trust is diminishing. You express your frustrations through harsh words but I understand that it's your way of coping. You try to hide your true feelings, but your soul can't be concealed. I know you're unhappy, and it's apparent to everyone