Blinded
Dream onDreamer Lyrics

I was trapped in my own prison cell
Feeling stuck and confined within yourself, unable to escape

Couldn't get out any other way
No alternative routes to take, feeling trapped

Every night I tried to find the key for
Searching for answers and solutions to inner turmoil

What's locked up inside of me
The emotions and thoughts that are kept hidden and protected from the world

When questions running through your head
Moments of doubt and uncertainty leading to internal questioning

No answers, everything is still left unsaid, still left unsaid
A lack of clarity or direction, with no solutions and unspoken words

How long will you ever pull through this?
Uncertainty whether or not one can overcome the current situation

How long will it take for me to relearn how to live?
Questioning the process of moving forward and re-establishing a sense of normalcy

Can we ever live again
Doubtful pondering on whether life can be restored or rebuilt

I've been controlled
A sense of feeling manipulated or influenced by external factors

And I had it all
A belief that everything was going well, but a realization that something was missing

But the only thing I've been longing for
Desire for something that was not obtained or achieved, leaving an emptiness

Is the heart that I can't hold
Missing out on love or connection that was once present, but now unattainable

Someone please pull my head out of the sand
An overwhelming feeling of confusion and disorientation, needing guidance

I'm getting worried that I keep losing track
Anxiety of losing direction and purpose in life

Running circles but it's all in my mind
Mental obstacles and constraints holding one back, unable to move forward

So tell me why is my heart not dying inside
Questioning why one's heart does not feel numb and empty due to the pain and hardships endured

Looking back to months and months
Reflecting on past events that shaped one's current situation

Spent every single day
Enduring difficulties and challenges day-to-day

Trying to keep up, trying to fight
Struggling to maintain composure and resilience, fighting an uphill battle

Trying to get away
Attempting to escape the hardships and pain of the current situation

Am I better off without you?
Questioning whether the source of pain or hardship is worth holding onto

When I believed everything was working for me
A realization that a previously perceived good situation was flawed or not sustainable

I was worn out, besieged by those who betrayed
Exhausted from broken trust and the weight of betrayal from others

I was too blind to see, too scared to leave
Ignorant to the truth of one's situation, and the fear associated with making a change

I was everything I never ever wanted to be
Feeling a sense of shame or disappointment in who one has become

With my head held high, I walked miles for nothing
Working tirelessly towards a goal or dream but experiencing a feeling of futility

But still remembered, everything is worth something
Holding onto the idea that all experiences, even the difficult ones, hold value in shaping who we are

Every day seemed like it had to be
Feeling every day was a challenge or burden

Put down, remembered in history
An acknowledgement that past experiences and hardships will always be remembered, shaping the individual