I am
Drowning Pool Lyrics


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I've never felt so alive
I've never had to run and hide
The things I want I cannot have
The things I need are all so bad
What you say

I could've been
I am
You could've been
You are

My best excuse is that I'm drained
From everything that keeps me sane
My sickness keeps me in control
From everything you'll never know

Does is make you happy
Does it make you mad
Why am I still laughing
Look at what you had

Does it make you feel good
Does it make you sick
That you knew that I would
Be the one to trip





No control

Overall Meaning

over my destiny


The above lyrics are from the song "I Am" by Drowning Pool. The song appears to be about an individual dealing with inner turmoil and struggles within themselves. The opening lines suggest a feeling of newfound vitality, although the singer is forced to remain in hiding, unable to attain their desires while being consumed by their suffering. The chorus, "I could've been, I am, you could've been, you are" further accentuates the idea of missed opportunities and potentials by highlighting the contrast between what could have been versus what is.


The second verse furthers the idea of sickness and control, with the singer clinging to their pain, which acts as a shield from others or the so-called happiness of those around them. The repeated phrases "does it make you happy/ mad/ feel good/ sick" sound like the singer is taunting a specific person who had doubted them or held them back in the past. The chorus's final line, "No control over my destiny," suggests acceptance of one's fate and a refusal to be further influenced by external forces.


Line by Line Meaning

I've never felt so alive
I am currently experiencing an intensity of life which I have never felt before.


I've never had to run and hide
I have never had to hide in fear or embarrassment.


The things I want I cannot have
I am unable to obtain the things that I desire.


The things I need are all so bad
The things which I require are typically things that are negative or harmful in some way.


What you say
What do you think or believe about my situation?


I could've been
There were opportunities in my past that I did not take.


I am
This is who I am now.


You could've been
There were also opportunities in your past that you did not take.


You are
This is who you are now.


My best excuse is that I'm drained
The most reasonable justification I have for my current state is that I am exhausted.


From everything that keeps me sane
I am driven to the point of insanity by the things that I must do to keep my life in order.


My sickness keeps me in control
My own personal weaknesses and shortcomings exert a powerful force of control over me.


From everything you'll never know
There are many things about my life and experiences that you will never be able to comprehend.


Does is make you happy
Are you content with the situation I find myself in?


Does it make you mad
Does my current state provoke feelings of anger or frustration in you?


Why am I still laughing
Despite the negative circumstances surrounding me, I cannot help but laugh.


Look at what you had
I am pointing out to you what you previously possessed or could have had.


Does it make you feel good
Does my current state bring you pleasure or a sense of satisfaction?


Does it make you sick
Does my current state make you feel disgusted or repelled?


That you knew that I would
You were already aware that I would end up in this situation.


Be the one to trip
I am the one who stumbled or fell, despite all of my efforts to keep control.


No control
Despite my best efforts, I am incapable of controlling everything that happens.




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Written by: STEVIE BENTON, MICHAEL J. LUCE, CHRISTIAN JOSEPH PIERCE, DAVID W. WILLIAMS

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